Thursday, August 31, 2017

from previous-

-alice  shot  her  question the  monet  he  stopped  what  kind  of problem  was  being  found  happening  there, 
-first  of  money  was  being  spent  like  flowing  water  and  where  was  it  going   was  not  clear
-secondly  all  types  of  people  were  gathering  there  all the  time  and  who  were  they  was  not  clear, they  are  neither  staff  nor  inmates  nor  patients, on sunday  feast  table  a  champaign  cocktail is  served  and  alice  will know  more  in detail  because  it  seems  every  other  native  is  dying  there  of  cough

from previous-

-she  declared  flatly  all men  were  selfish  and  she  was  being  sent  to  a  TB  sanitarium   , she  got  a note  from him , she  gave  it  to  john , he  consoled  her  , sanitariums  were  not  bad  places  , people  were  there  for  their  treatment  and  got  well, he  also  visited  his  cousin staying  there  sometimes
-john smiled  and  added  alice  was  the  best  of  them all  and  perhaps  most  qualified  and  capable  to  handle  files  and  accounts, something  was  not  right  in the  sanitarium  and as  she  had  always  said  he  who  can  handle  accounts  well  can  mage  better anything  in this  world  , 
-so  she  had  a  chance  to  prove  herself  and he  hoped  she alone  can  do  it  

benaqab-

-she  had  not  seen her  boss"s  face  for  past  six  days, he  was  last  seen  rushing  out  kissing  her  one  sunrise  out  of  her  flat  promising  to  see  her  soon , since  then he  had  disappeared, she  narrated  the  happening  to her  close  friend  john, who  patiently  hearing  her  story  pulled  out  a  handkerchief  from his  pocket  , handing  it  to  her  waited  for  her  to  wipe  her  face  and clean her  nose

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-the  sage  remarked surprised  what  was  she  saying, bibi  had  arrived  asking  him questions  regarding , asking  him to  give  her  details  of  the  charm  taken  from him to  use  as  talisman  , she  was  ready  to  pay  whatever  he  asked  for  but  he  mus  tell  the  truth  , because  it  was  very  important   , the  sage  had  given  it  to  the  woman  who  would mix  it  and  make  the  victim  swallow  it  
-people  would  react  negatively  to  her  presence  and  believe  she  was  misfortune  caster and  shun her  out  of  their  lives
-this  is amazingly  what  had  happened  with  saira, fazila  was  listening  to  nasim , who  was  suggesting  she  must  take  revenge  from her  bhabhi  who  had  brought  them  under  her  harmful spell

Wednesday, August 30, 2017

from previous-

-the  siblings  were  identical  twins  born  same  time  same  day  but  the  age  was  different  , the  boy  was  fifty  plus  and  the  sister  still  stuck at  twenty  five

from previous-

-the  girl  informed  her  fiance  he  was  so  fortunate  to  be  getting  married  to  her  and  after  their  marriage  the  world"s  best  chef   will  be  cooking  their  meals, the  groom pleasantly  surprised  remarked  he  was  not  aware  of  her  culinary  skills  and  her  kitchen interest, 
-the  girl  explained  in detail  her  mother  was  coming  to  stay  with her  for  life

from previous-

-fehed  was  ready  and  he  called  out  to  mahim , when he  came  to  see  who  was  she  speaking  so  freely  laughing  he  was  stunned  to  find rahat  was  there, who   made  him emotional  , how  big  had  rahat  become, and  how  old  at  thirty five  with  salt  and  pepper  hair  fehed  had  become,  did  he  not  remember  his  family  back  home, of  course  he  did, he  missed  them  , but  he  died  every  minute  and  lived  every  moment  only  for  them , life  was   treating  them so  unkindly  

from previous-

-he  woke  her  up  it  was  her  birthday  and  she  was  so  put  off  and  in bad  mood, who  does  not  like  to  be  happy  on his  own  birthday, mahim was  surprised  he  had  not  forgotten her  birthday, how  could  he  ever  forget  it  because  it  was  one  day  beore  ujala:s  birthday, the  argument  began, he  remembered  ujala  all the  time, he  could  not  forget  her  birthday  and  it  was  because   he  linked  their  dates  together,   their  house  was  filled  with  ujala's  pictures  only  , where  were  their  own  pictures  on the  walls?  he  must  now  dump  her  there  and  then  and  go  back  to  ujala

from previous-

-fehed  wanted  to  be  left  alone  for  a  while, he  wanted  to  spend  sometime  alone  by himself  with his  coffee refreshing  his   home  and  family  memories in his  mind  , he  remembered  one  incident  he was  told  by his  friend, once  he  reached  home  to  find  aunt  fazila  and  the  woman  from the  next  door  nasim talking  about  how  fehed  had  left  them all  missing  him now  must  have  given  his  mother  the  same  pain she  had  given  fazila    whose  daughter  was  dead  because  of  her, nasim was  rather  provoking  because  she  wanted  fazila to  also  scheme  with her  help  and  make  rahat  also  leave  home forever, 
-but  the  twist  of  fate  was  stopping  fazila  to  act  here  because  she  could  not  see  her  first  daughter  happy  but  her  second  daughter  was  going  steady  with  rahat  and  for  her  sake  , for  her  future  she  had  to  hold  herself  back

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mahim asked  fehed  why  did  he  take  his  father  so  seriously  , for  eight  long  years  they  lived  alone  in that  foreign land  and  not  returning  home, 
-he  had  once  rang  up  home  and  his  father  picked  up  the  phone  and  instructed  him if  he  ever  again called  back  he  would  kill himself , 
-but  he  kept  on getting  information regarding  their  where  abouts  and  well being  from a  mutual  friend, about  ammi, rahat  and  ujala, 
-but  then  the  friend  moved  out  to  dubai  and  his  contact  was  lost, he  has  survived  such  long  eight  years  without  them  and  got  accustomed  to  their  absence, so  must  they  too have  got  themselves  adjusted and  forgotten  him to  move  on smoothly  in life, pain and  memories  do  not  allow  one  to  grow, now  eat  your  cake  and  go  to  sleep

Tuesday, August 29, 2017

from previous-

-today  the  groom  was  with his  family  arriving  to  see  saira  as  a  custom is,  that  is  why  he  was  getting  ready, baba  had  instructed  him it  was  his  responsibility to  welcome  the guests  , he was  dressed  in grey  three  piece  suit, he  heard  saira  standing  right  behind  him tell him the  guests  had  come, 
-it  was  an  opportune  time to  ask  her  if  she  was  willing  for  this  proposal, she  knew  shaqab  so  well  , in the  university  she  had   come  to  know  him, wss  she  ready  before  he  made  a  decision
-she  simply  spoke  her  self, she  went  to  the  university  to  study  and  not  make  friends  , as  far  as  happiness  was  concerned  she  was  happy  if  they  all were  happy  for  her  with  this  aliance

from previous-

-the  house  was  decorated, the  lights  shone  everywhere, the  celebration feel  was  in the  air,, huge  wonderful  cake  was  also  seen placed  on a  table,but  the  one  who  was  supposed  to  cut  the  cake  was  missing, 
-she  said  fehed  five  years  have  passed   and  for  last  five  years  this  is  the  way  we  celebrate  the  day  every  time  decorating  the  house  and  cutting  the  cake  and  eating  it  ourselves, if  someone  saw  us  now  how  crazy  we  might  appear  to  them
-but  who  else  should  we  invite 
-is  it  not  odd  , she  said  she  was  all  alone  in this  world  with  no other  relative  and  him , he  had  a  large  clan  , his  family, his  own  people  and  still he  was  also  so  alone

meri ujala-

-she  stepped  into  the  room and  her gaze  directly  fell on fahed  sleeping  still , she  drew  the  curtains  aside, the  sunshine  gushed  in with  all  its  warm rays   making  a  spotlight  on fehed"s  face  who  opened  his  eyes  and  looking  at  her  exclaimed  with  mock  horror  declared  she  mahim  was  a  daring  wicked  witch , ribbing  his  eyes  he  continued  she  rather  relished   all  kinds  of   tricks   she  played  on others  that  made  them feel  so  terrible

page 169-

-the    rhythmic ticking  sound of  the  wall  clock  sounded  so  frightening,  the  large  sized  afshani  was  staring  at  them, the  shuffling  of  the  feet   announced  the  entry  of  the  afghani  inside, zaman  was  the  name  pronounced, the  girl  also  was  ushered  in,, he  was  asked  to  get  the  girl  and  he  had  done  so

Monday, August 28, 2017

gazal-

-seen  so  many  faces  around
-but  none  like  yours  was  seen
-when mirror  was  shattered  and  scattered
-all  saw  only  their  own  broken image
-lost  sight  of  all things  existing
ever  since  your  image is  etched  in mind
-from where  did  this  emerge  is  mystery
-when the  veil dropped  the  face was  seen
-like  a  dream of  wonderful imaginary
-amazing  face  was  before  my  sight
-pretty  faces  seen  around
-pretty  looking   beauties  turn  around
-but  the  most  beautiful of  all
-the  first  one  i  saw 
-is  the  lovely  adorable  face  of  my  mother 

from previous-

-she  rudely   excused  herself  and  hurried  tried  to  leave, the  girls  explained  they  knew  how  she  felt  and  had  come  to  collect  her  in their  vehicle,  because  they  were  sure  she  could  not  have  managed  to  contact  her  driver, moon was  shocked  , surprisingly  this  was  true, the  driver  was  not  answering  , 
-the  girls  introduced  themselves  because  apparently  she  had  failed  to  recognise  them, they  were  the  management  team  of  the  camp

from previous-

-moon had  planned  to  reach  the  police  station directly  , what  was  asad  doing  there, she  had  come  to  believe  it  that  only  he  was  responsible  for  all the  unpleasant    happenings  , he  must  have  decided  to  take  risk  and  done  something  to  make  her  meet  him, but  later  some  other  incident  followed  and  he  was  also  dragged  in and  now  she  was  to  meet  him first  in the  police  station,  it  was  hinted  by  the  police  to  her  on the  phone

from previous-

-lenny  asked  roshi  to  get  help  from her  influential uncle  in the  police  force  to  find  the  vehicle  , the  number  of  which  was  with her, roshi  quickly  gave  her  uncle  details  and  the  route  where  the  vehicle  could  be  driving, 
-mahparo  was  their  group  leader  unofficially, she  had  taken  full control of  all  the  things  , she  took decisions  for  them all, 
-the  only  thing  now  they  could  do was  wait  for  moon  to  return  from her  shooting  , they  would contact  her  in the  morning  and  see  what  happens  , by  then  uncle  also  will  definitely  tell  them some  useful  latest  update

page 154-

-lenny  was  worried, she  felt  kashan was  taken hostage  on his  way  from his  home  to  the  camp, moon was  informed  of  it  and  she  rang  up  , but  if  they  tried  to  contact  her  she  will not  pick up  the  phone, so  they  called  on her  home  phone  , the  maid  answered  hesitantly  then  revealed   as  the  conversation cleverly  was  manoeuvered  that  kashan  was  missing 
-the  four  friends  decided  to  do  something, not  knowing  exactly  from where  to  start

Sunday, August 27, 2017

gazal-

-it  was  not  that  desires  were  not  waken in heart at all
-but  the  world  of  wishes  was never  built
-desiring  light in eyes  they  turned  blind
-when the  sun was  never  glanced  in all its  majestic fierceness
-wanted  to  give  you  a  handful of  stars
-but  they  remained  out  of  reach beyond  my  grasp
-thinking  of  her, thinking  of  her, thinking  only  her
-nothing  wrongful in thinking  of  her
-how  a  word  of  complain appeared  on your  lips
-when i  never  pointed  my  finger  towards  you
-the  destructive  clouds   arrived  flattening  mountains behind
-never anyone  in life  history  heard  of  it  before
-beauty  of  her  simplicity  was  of  such  purity
-no  traces  found  of  arrogance, nor  ego  nor  selfishness
-

from previous-

-roshi  proudly  announced  she  had a  solution, it  was  her  idea  originally  and  she  had  planned  it  all about  in detail, her  father  had  bought  her  a  house  as  a  wedding  gift, but  there  was  no  wedding  happening  quickly  in near  future  so  she  would  ask  her  father  to  let  them use  it  for  a  constructive  purpose  , they  would  get  space  and  no  rent  and  it  solves  all their  problems, their  eyes  sparkled  with  delight

from previous-

-the  idea  was  liked  , agreed  it  could  possibly  work  , but  they  must  advertise  first  and  then  find  a  suitable  space, in their  private  lawns  at  home  it  was  not  possible,  taking  space  on rent  would  cost  more  and  investments will leave  them depleted  of  their  profit  

from previous-

-mahopara  was the  first  to  comment  it  was  a  flop idea, nobody  will send  their  school children to  such  a  short  camp, because  summer  vacations are  so  long  and  the  camps  during  long  period  prove  more  useful and  successful, 
-but  roshi  debated  aggressively , women liked  to  have  spare  time  to  themselves, children  got  on their  nerves  and  specially  when there  is  an option and  easy  one  out  for  them  instead  of sending  kids  to  grandparents  homes  they  could  drop  them in the  camps for  a  few  days  , working  mothers  also  have  free  time  on hands  

page 137-

-uruj  was  an  enthusiast  and  wanted  that  they  all  in this  vacation do  something  different  , they  had  entire  year  to  themselves  studying  and  dedicating  it  to  their  routine  , roshi  chipped  in , she  had  a  brilliant  idea  of  someone  would  listen, uruj was  the  first  to  turn to  her, why  not they  arrange  a  winter  camp  in the  vacations, it  would  give  them something  positive  to  d, experience, adventure  and  some  income

Saturday, August 26, 2017

from previous-

-titli  was  tanya  the  fourth one,who  still slept  with her  mother  till her  mother  rubbed  her  fingers  in her  hair  to  make  her  fall sleep, telling  her  stories  and  fairy tales  and  sharing  small incidents  and anecdotes , how  she  missed  her  mother  and  the  warmth  that  comforted  her  , life  becomes  so  empty without  people  you  love  so  dearly

from previous-

-the  girls  realised  their  mother  had  never  let  them  feel  the  absence  of  friends  or  relatives, she  was  their  whole  world, always  there  for  them, the  grand  mother  must  have  been mean  and  ill treated  others  as  her  nature  was  , good  thing  that  mother  died  peacefully, may  she  rest  in peace, honey  was  rebuked  for  such  thoughts  not  that  father  might  hear  them  and  feel  disturbed  but  it  was  sin to  celebrate  the  death of  anyone , honey  still  argued  because  she  believed  stubbornly  that  dying  is  a  better  option for  those  who  suffer  in this  world

from previous-

-sana , honey  titli   she  called  because  ranya  was  the  eldest  sister  of  them all,,dinner  was  served  and  it  was  getting  late, they  all knew  father  came  home  hungry  and  quickly  finished  his  food  and  went  to  bed, he  did not  carry  his  lunch  with  him, since  mother  died  the  whole  family  and  home  was  upset  and  sad, ranya  embraced  her  little  sister  honey  tight  close  to  her  , how  she  missed  her  mother  all  four  of  them  but  honey  was  just  a  kid

page 186-

-he  asked  if  she  received  the  books   and the  cd,
-thanks  for  sending  them, we  are  watching  the  cd  now  and  trying  to  uselessly  imitate  the  western  style  of  rolling  our  tongues  to  pronounce  words  in english  she  giggled
-who  are  we
-me  and  tamanna
-together?
-apparently  when we  live  together  in one  room we  are  together
-you  both  live  in the same  room?
-naturally  when we  arrived  together  we  live  together
-may i  call on  you
-what  for
-to  see  how  you  both  speak  in english
-not  today  because  first  let  us  completely  change  over  and  become  western
-what  all  do  you  share of  each  other
what  do  you  mean
-for  instance..clothes, shoes, make  up  and  cell phone?
-i  am  elder  and  have  full control on the  phone
-by  the  way  i  understand  what  are  you  implying  but  we  are  here  to  study

Friday, August 25, 2017

from previous-

-uruj  took a  bite  from her  burger  and  a  with  a  sip  of  her  cold  drink she  swallowed  it  down her  throat, then she  looked  at  her  three  friends  her  group  eating  the  same  where  were  they  all planning  to  go  this  winter  vacation starting  soon,
-roshni  replied  she  will  do  nothing  except  sleep  late  and  eat  and  drink  and  stay  home  spending  the  eight  to  ten  days  like  drug addicts  lazily  what  else, that  sounded  exciting  to  roshni  but  boring  to  uruj
-when  the  father  is  a  medical  doctor  he  does  not  allow  his  children to  sleep  late , early  to bed  and  early  to  rise  is  the  motto  followed  religiously
-it  is  right  if  the  father  is  a  doctor  but  why  should   father  of  another  girl   who  works  in the  home  ministry  known  for  corrupt  practices   is  so  strict  and  a  disciplinarian that  he  also  does  not  let  his  children sleep  late  mornings 

from previous-

-one  night  when he  was  ready  to  go  to  bed  he  got  a  phone  call from his  close  friend  who  congratulated  him on his  success and asked  if  he  was  not  yet  finished  his  full job, because  the  woman had  got  justice   because  of  his  efforts  but  her  husband  was  still  not  free  and  his  case  was   blocked  , , 
-what  woman  the  lawyer  asked   surprised, the  friend  could  not  conceal his  irritation, how  could  he  possibly  have  forgotten the  case  so  fast, he  was  speaking  of  yasmin  whose  clever  neighbour  somehow  managed  to  take  control of  the  flat  she  lived  in , before  he  could  sell it  off  and  throw  her  out  the  court  intervened  and  yasmin was  saved

from previous-

-every  person alive  is  a  true  story  as  long  as  he  lives, his  life  is  a  different  story  from others,  till  his  last  breath  when the  final  chapter  is  closed  forever  but  the  story  remains  behind  him,  his  story  gives  birth  to  more  short  stories  spinning  in between, spin offs, sequels, series,  new  versions, editions  modifications  and  interpretations  but  his  main character  is  his  real  main theme, sometimes  all  stories  get  woven in a  tight  weave  and  we  come  across  them as  reference again and  again and  feel  we  already  know  this  story  so  well , the  narration that  follows  is  one  of  this  kind  which  was  well narrated  and  repeated  and  known  so  well 

from previous-

-this  world  is  a  strange  place, man  appears  in different  aspects  and  manifests  according  to  his  inner  true  nature  , strange  are the  ways  of  this  world, whatever  man  does  good  or  bad  comes  before  him, he  can never  escape  from his  own deeds, it  is  mysterious  yet  practical  and  the  rule  applies  on one  and  all, like  waves  of  repercussion the deeds  with  their  result  swallow  him up

from previous-

-the  same  happened  that  he  had  feared,, land mafia  had  played  their  move  well, the  news  in the  morning  paper  showed  the  trailer,  the  management  and  authorities  had  decided  to  shift the  bus  station from its  original position out  of  town on the  highway,   his  name  with  others and  transporters  were  mentioned,, a  small box  on the  side  also  caught  his  attention and  he  was  shocked  to  read  it  

page 100-

-he  remembered  the  lines  of  a  filmi  song-
-how  much  sorrow  is  in the  world
-my  own  is  sorrow  lessened
-seeing  the  sorrows  weighing  others
-i  forgot  my  own heaviness
-one  in thousands  is  remarkable  if  happy  at  all
-asking  for  wishes  fulfilled
-fulfilling  others  dreams
-every  house  holds  a  mourning of  desires
-mine  in comparison is  no  sorrow
-smiles  appear  sometimes
-tears  shed  other  times
-mix  of  emotions  in life
-your  sorrow  is  unmattered
-seeing  others  in sorrow  
-i  forgot  all my  sorrows

Thursday, August 24, 2017

from previous-

-he  said  his  wife  liked  writing  short  stories  and  used  to   in her  earlier  youth   tried  her  hand  at  writing  but  after  marriage  she  shrink  only  to  writing  her  daily  diary  and  she  was  marvelously  regular , 
-the  entry  went  on to  describe  the  day  as  rainy, farhana  chose  to  spend  the  day  with  a  friend  and  return  with  the  driver  in car  later, 
-the  wife  came  home   and  after  dinner  goes  to  the  kitchen  to  make  tea  for  herself  and  feels  she  heard  footsteps  walking  in the  direction of  the  kitchen, chandi  the  maid  also  had  suddenly  gone  on leave  that  day, 
-the  watchman was  on his  guard  duty  at  the  main gate  and  without  contacting  on the  inter  com nobody  was  allowed  to  come   in
-she  was  certain the  mysterious  happening  was  repeating  itself  in a matter  of  two  days, , she  had  placed  her  tea  mug  on the  central  table  , she  picked  it  up and  felt  someone  was  right  behind  her

from previous-

-there  was  a  gap  after  the  previous  entry  in the  diary, he  went  on to  read further  -
the  new  event  was  added  with  a  headliner-today"s new  happening
-two  days  later  the  same  mysterious  happening  has  reoccurred  , 
-details-
-usually  khuda  baksh  the  driver  sees  off  rana  bashir  but  today  the  wife  decided  to  drive  him to  the  air  port  herself, farahana  their  daughter  also  jumped  in because  she  wanted  to  be  dropped  at  her  friends  place  , the  mother  instructed  her  to  be  quick  because  they  must  go  back  together, 

from previous-

-first  time  zanira   spoke  handing  the  blue  covered  diary   placed  next  to  her  purse  to  him to  read  the  book marked  page, he  extended  his  hand  disinterested and  held  the  diary  opening  the  bookmarked  page  and  began  reading
-wednesday, 7 , 11 pm
-the  sky  was  overcast  since  morning  and  light  drizzle  is  constantly  pouring  down,, rana  bashir  has  left  for  his  very  important  business meeting   after  mid  day  for  lahore  , his  flight  was  in the  morning, farhana  and  she  returned  just  now  to  watch  their  favourite  tele  serial  drama in our  rooms  after  having  dinner

page 89-

-it  was  so  unfortunate  that  an innocent  man like  ahmed  hasin could  not  be  saved  from the  noose, he  was  hanged  for  the  crime  he  never  committed,  but  how  did  he  gather  this  information  , was  it  from the  police  or  some  investigator  or  other  source  that  ahmed  hasin was  not  guilty,that  the  killer  of  rafat  khanam  was  not  him , the man  looked  at  his  farhana   who  had  found  her  dead  mother"s  diary  

Wednesday, August 23, 2017

from previous-

-she  rang  up  kabir  asking  him where  was  he, he  had  started   his  return  journey  and  was  delayed  because  baba  had  some  work  , but  if  she  wanted  a  computer  he  would  speak to  mushtaq  and he  could  arrange  a  meeting  with her  and  they  could   go  out  shopping  together, she  agreed  and  asked  for  mushtaq"s  number  which  she  would  save  or  she  will never  pick  up  unsaved  strange  number
-the  call was  cut  and  soon from kabir"s  number  she  got  a  message  with  mushtaq "s  number  she  saved  it  now  it  was  no longer  inknown, she  punched  him a  call  and  a  place  was  fixed, she  was  new  to  lahore  and  did  not  much  about   its  locations  , 
-she  caught  a  taxi  and  told  him where  her  destinaionwas, the  friver  knew  every  inch  of  lahore  and  took  her  from here  and  there  because  of  bad  conditions  of  the  roads  and  diversions  and  repairs  and  finally  they  reached  the  appointed  spot 

from previous-

-she  stood  up  and  addressed  them in english, she  had  come  from america, her  family  was  not  poor, her  father  had  restaurant  running  good  business  and  he  was  also  owner  of  grocery  store, but  the  condition of  university  was  so  that  only  politicians  and  corrupt  business men  who  did  not  pay  their  taxes  sent  their  children  to  american  universities  because  they  could  easily  afford  to. she  added  truthfully  the  reason she  was  there  was  to  study  because  her  father  was  honest  and  his  business  was  not  corrupt

from previous-

-the  auditorium was  house  full by  the  time  she  reached  there,   as  if  the  whole  university  had  managed  to  squeeze  in that  moment  under  one  roof , she  was  being  ushered  and  a  few  seats  were  vacant  and  became  visible  , they  quickly  occupied  the  first  two,
-they  were  asked  to  in a  authoritative  voice  instructed  to  go  to  the  last   seats  in the  end  so  to  make  it  easier  for  the  late comers, the  voice  was either  of  their  class  fellow  self  declared  monitor or  belonged  to  a  senior  but  without  any  further  argument  they   moved   further  to  leave  their  seats   vacant  for  the  following  students, 

amrat-

-with  your  image  held  in eyes-
-she  began  to  think what  kind  of  pathway  it  was  so  slippery  and  dangerous, she  must  catch  hold  of  the  one  walking  by her, but  there  it  was  so  dark  and  nothing  could  be  seen, she  turned  to  look  but  there  was  just pitch  darkness  filled  around  her, she  called  out  desperately  if  he  was  still there  around   but  only  silence  was  heard  for  an  answer,  she  became  frightened  , she  was  all alone  and  the  pathway  was  absolutely  new  to  her ,  the  secure  feeling  that  he  was  with  her  protecting  her  was  neither  now  seen  nor  heard, 

Tuesday, August 22, 2017

from previous-

-aniq  roughly  translated  the  lines  for  him-
-
-we  must  live  fully 
-unafraid  facing  them all
-pledged  we have
-to  enter  the  battle
-the  enemy  who  stole  smiles  of  our  children
-the  foe  who  made  our  lives  hell
-we  must  fight  him
-to  the  last  breath,to  the  end  
-chasing  him to  his  grave
-till  the  end  of  the  last  trace  of  darkness
-ready  and  prepared  to  our  last  throbbing  heart beat
-till our  new  dawn

from previous-

-he  turned  and  with  all his  might  screamed  on top  of  his  voice  to  alert  kontina,   but  the  guards  had  held  him tight  and  aqa  kept  his  firm  hand  on his  mouth  and  stifled  his  voice  , his  screams  had  already  drowned  in the  noise  of  the  motorcycles  and  hooters.he  did  not  hae  so  much  strength  left  in his  captivated  body  but  in those  crucial  moments  he  suddenly  felt  his  body  filling  with  extra  energy  , he  saw  kontina"s  car  and  his  protocol  passing  by  in a  long  chain  just  twenty  five  feet  away, at  the  end  of  which  on aqa  jan's  signal   his  close  loyal  guard  hit  him with  his  rifle  butt  twice on the  head, the  first  hit  he  felt  on his  eardrum  and  he  lost  all his  fighting  spirit  , partially  fainting  

from previous-

-the  horse  got unattached  from the  horse  cart  and  stood  in the  middle  of  the  bridge  looking  around  surprised  because  he  could  see  the  burning  cart  that  had blocked  the  movement  on the  bridge  , he  suddenly  realised  checking  for  his  rifle  that  it  was  missing, he  must  have  dropped  it  somewhere  in all the  commotion, his  corduroys  were  empty  of  the  magazines  that  must  have  drowned  in the  water, somewhere, he  ran  for  his  life  , it  was  so  important  to  run  and  reach  as  quickly  as  possible  to  see  someone  responsible  and  right  person

angarey-

-her  body  covered  in the  sheet  had  stained  the  whole  sheet  red  with  her  blood, she  was  dying  and  said  if  shahzeb  called  anyone  for  help  he  would  miss  the  chance  to  escape  and  there  was  no  hope  to  rescue  her,  her  grip  on his  hand  tightened  , she  was  in pain  and  he  wanted  to  help  , she  to  console  him kept  a  towel  on her  wound pressing  it  against  it  to  stop  the  wound  from bleeding, speaking  to  express  herself  she  never  wanted  to  go  to  kerachi  , actually  she  had  not  other  programme  to  go  anywhere  from there 

Monday, August 21, 2017

from previous-

-this  is  the  map  of  the  building, this  is  the  point  of  entrance  and  in the  entrance  iron rods  and  heavy  fencing  is  fixed  that  guards  the  entrance, on the  right  of  the  gate  is  the  office  where  the  in charge  sits  , the  windows  of  the  whole  building  are  covered  with  heavy  iron grills,  but  if  the  windows  are  from inside  open  then  from the  school  room  the  view  inside  the  office  is  clearly  visible the  two  buildings  are  separated  by  a  road  running  between them forty  feet  wide 

from previous-

-then he  heard  someone  speak  from somewhere  he  could  not  realise  from which  direction  the  man  following  him left  the  professor  there  and  turned  to  go  back,  seconds  later  the  door  opened  by itself,  the  voice  again instructed  him to  enter  the  gate, without  any  hesitation he  stepped  forward   and  the  door  shut  behind  him
-it  was  a  large  room  with  so  many  file  cabinets  standing  in rows  full of  files, the  walls  were  decorated  with  paintings, there  just  in the  middle  was  a  glass  top  office  table occupying  quite  some  room behind  which  on a  revolving  chair  sat  a  large  man

hadsa-

-the  two  storeyed  building  was  built  beautifully  in white  stone that  stood  alone  outside  the  populated   township  in some  seclusion, surrounded  with  green  lawns specially  maintained  and  taken  care  of,  though  the  boundary  wall  was  only  three feet  high  made  of  bricks  yet  on the  walls  were  fixed  wire  railings  raised  so  high  that  it  was  invincible  , the  main gate  also  was  made  in the  same  style  of  wire  and  iron  railings  matching  with  the  fence, just  inside  the  gate  was  a  small attached  cabin

page 138-

-he  recalled  his early childhood  days when he  was  known  as  the  green eyes  tom, he  had  taken  the  green eyes  from his  father  who  had  made  his  mother  pregnant  and  left  her  with  him as  his  parting  gift  to  raise  alone  in this  harsh   cruel world  as  he  himself  found  someone  else  to  make  another  world  for  himself  around  him, 
-soon  another  man  discovered the  beauty  of  his  mother  and  he  turned  out  to  be  even  worse  than his  father  , tom became  feelingless  and  drained  of  all emotions  and  human  kindness ,
-when his  mother  died  tom  joined  his  step  father  "s  gang  and  like  them  was  an  equal  partner  in all their  heinous crimes 
-grown up  he  became  notorious  as  tom  with  the  gun