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......he explained he just didn't want to see her reputation  charred,  a sorrowful smile  appeared on his face,   Elina was their first born,   and it was a big  regret,  no matter how much the world has progressed  but it still doesn't  accept   such gendered  children,  wife gad left him,  , he found  raising Elina was a huge  impossible task,  so he quietly  gave  Elina  to Mary to take care of her, , he regularly  sent them   allowance  and kept in touch  with them,  she learned the skills of acting and  became  a celebrity,   , shexwas aware of him  but both  of  them  didn't  ever try to meet each other,  , his real natural  intent was to protect her, perhaps  tge distance could not  kill  his  love  and  longing  for his  first born