gazal fehmi badayuni

...more. cautious one should have been

Ought to have cried without tears then

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Now wailing is pointless  remembering  them

That ought to have done  on separation then

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Silence is maintained on my breeching the promise

Rage intense  they ought to show instead  then

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Certainly in dreams  they would have appeared

If only sleep would have descended on me then

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Love gave us all it had to give then 

If only  fabric had lasted and was  maintained

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I am asked how i am

You ought to have known that  already then

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Faithfulness is keeping you helpless

You ought to have been helpless then

ghr ki murghi

...in the center of the  colony  there was an ancient mulberry tree, it casted thick cool shade , under which were   built two rock benches on which sat men of the colony discussing women , low  mentality men s cheap entertainment keeps them occupied  with the topic of females , and it was truly a backward locality, it was a common expected practice that men worked whole day to spend their evenings together after their shifts under the old mulberry tree talking  their favorite  thing on women , these men gathered together  on the benches bringing with them newspaper or transister

shaitani hathyar

...alex reached the fifth floor in the medical center to check on her mother in the cancer ward, her mother lay unconscious still , she took her hand in hers and sat silent for s while , a sad air gripped her tight , was there anything in this world  that really existed as happiness , sge released her hold on her mother s hand , she quickly wrote small note and  handed it to the nurse to read it out to her mother when she woke up , dear mom, i was here, i love you so much, i am always with you,  soon again we will meet i love you always, alex

She left the ward and  walked up to the elevator , she stood waiting fir it to reach the floir, a man in  white ciat already was inside, he stood in the right corner do she took the left corner facing the exit, the the polisged surface mirrored  the man , he was rather tall , bearded, a.  Scar on his left cheek , perhaps a birthmark , in his sixties she noticed he was staring at her

km khrch balanashin

... the only leisurely   passtime her in laws have is partying,  whether to attend or not  its a nuisance mostly, what to wear on every different occasion is another

Siema was standing with her head inside her cupboard of clothes  worrying  about what should she be wearing , pulling out dresses and piling them up on her bed, when her dear husband ali saw his beloved wife s  heated appearance  he  like always  slipped out of the room unnoticed, not getting an answer siema turned her head to find  her husband missing, it rapidly doubled her building annoyance and  anger  , she noisily banged the doors of the cabinet shut and collapsed on the floor like a defeated player

page 37

...she tried a little harder and  got reconnected , conversation  was restored and  restarted from the same point where it had  broken off , the moment aman s voice  was heard he was wasting himself and what else was she doing with her life, not accepting to move on rejecting all allainces , even  discarded her first  cousin saifallah  her chacha s son , who was a great catch and  keenly soughtafter by all the young girls , her  refusal turned him crazy, he finds it unbelievable that his proposal was rejected, he is definitely the most handsome youth in the clan , well off and sound financial background , can you tell me whats wrong 

tamasha gaah

..the magical scene at dusk by the sea shore was captivating , harold was enchanted   

Walking on the shores he abruptly stopped, he dug his both  feet  deep in the wet sand , breathing deep twice  he mumbled incomprehensively 

Oh , the same dark shadow

The shadow had   been troubling harold for quite some time , he had tried to find a solution and talk himself out of this situation, that it was merely an illusion  , some error of thought that he felt a shadow  moving around him , after sundown the night fell quickly

Its easy to explain and lecture others but the situation completely changes when you experience the same problem yourself, harold was going through the similar cicumstances

gadhha murda

..third july 2019  evening eight past three minutes lake texas

The lake  was still and the surface reflected sundiwn  crimson bright , vessels sailed  towards their destinations ,  nightly activities had begun clouds were molten gold  amidst them shining shimmer of stars danced , benjamin  stood in his soanish villa valcony watching this scene , this villa was located  one stone away from the ninety years old dam built by the lake, he considered  it was bought at galf the price , he could sell it whenever ge wanted at double the price, it was the best befitting gift he ever could get for serving loyaly  the state for over twenty years