ek dost ke liye

...this journey of life

This relationship with you

If you dont come along 

How will i  get along

The limits of my thoughts

Incredible it may be

Not a single moment without you 

Is bearable to pass

You are not with me

When are you not with me

In the enclosure of memories

In lands of dreams

Depths of my deepest thoughts layered

In my eyes 

In my heart soul and body

In all my secret desires

During darknesses at night

During illuminations bright

Yes its only you

All around if

You are not with me

In all my prayers its you

Just one wish of you

Beyond this wish nothing exists

How much i love you

You have no idea

nehle pe dehla

...the  dimly lit rooms were surrounded with  absolute silence , the night had slipped into its darkest mood  yet the area had stirred  alive  with human commotion , fast food shops were  were arranging their stalls   and ciunting the profit they had made all night selling  fast food and  keeping the leftivers for the next time before going home, the night watchman  blew his whistle  fir the last time as a signature whistle and began smoking a cigarette his sense of duty ended with  the kast whistle  he was free to relax , he stretcged hus legs and  enjiyed hus smoke for a while leaning against  a general store before going back home , he would stop by a masjid on tge way to offer his fajar nanaz

Azan  was followed by compkete silence , within minutes  approaching footsteps were heard, all were snartly dressed and their feet  had barsoli shies in , these  footsteps  turned and stopped  on a riad befire a brown door

page 96

..fatima was ready to leave for office, holding her mobile  to her ear listening and speaking   to someone in  a rmal nanner, when  she heard a knock on the door , she moved towardx the door , zarar stood yhere  clad in white shurt and bkack trousers , a bandage on his firehead and a scar on his cheek , he appeared ready to attend  a meeting 

He only wanted  to iinform her to contact him immeduately whenever and if she was harrassed by anyone  like jamal or faced any type of danger

She nodded  her consent  in silence  , she wanted to speak to zarar and ask what was happening with him , but she stood tgere silent and unmoved, life became easier with him , his presence was a promise of safe boundaries, zarar moved ahead , it was true he came to tell her that but that was not all , he had a most important medting today , he secretly wanted to  have a glimpse of her before that   meeting

page 92

...both of them had come to the hospital, zarar was lying in bed, , fatima stood  some distance away listening to what the dictor was explaining , the doctor was checking zarar but all his attention was  focused on fstima  or thus us what he thought, before jamal  incident he was not like this at all, , but now he was more alert and  aware , fatima went outside to listen to her call,  , doctor appriached her, 

Where has that miss gone he asked casually

Why, asked zarar glaring to swallow him up alive , having a beautiful wife prived a curse somewhat

naiki

...

...jimmy decided to cooperate with the authorities , he had become a sworn informer witness giving details of dangerous  people, naturally  his own life was in danger now, he had disapoeared completely after getting  involved in this  deadly scenario, , the narrator is called by many names but to locate him easily he is popularly known as the office man , he is paid for his indispensable services to do the difficult job of cleaning up other people s mess, he was hired now to find jimmy,

One day he was in nanzel , he was handed a bouquet of white roses without any sender s name but there was the florist s card , after that it was not difficult for the office man to track and locate the florist and the sender, jimmy s location was found, in newyork

Reading

Huma urdu digest

my opinion

: Getting attention

Pretty bold woman  whatever age ,single too bad for men

 And for women who like those men

 Because single women are a threat 

 Such men take advantage  of being men These men are not above  parents or family

 Whats yr opinion

mahir nafsyat

...., he sat  in a chair opposite james looking at his face feeling scared a bit too, james face  was covered with old scars , even without these frightening scars his face was quite  frightful   evoking awe 

It was not just his face and looks that sent chills  he was the  top local bully  notorious ruffian in town , every decent citizen knew his name and was completely  scared to death  so it was not unusual for him to be scared too

His name was mikal a mexican just recently  come to america , he has been in this locality for a year now , a senior manager in a small company, , not paid well but because he had no family with him no wife no chilldren , just single  he was able to manage it  well for himself, he had shifted in thus area to save time in commuting