gazal by dr nisar jaipuri

....crispy childhood hidden in arms

Little boats  move in  emotional heart

Some glowing worms  fly around

In my dried monsoon  of eyes

Desires of blossoms  keep me going

Gathered are rocks and pebbles in my arms

Bloom rose like  children  when

Smiles natural sunshine in my yard

Whoat  did know nisar would come

Paper flowers gathered in my arms

heerey ki pehchan

...hina had crossed the threshold of youth and the world stirred into action, ,  she was born beautiful and  youth  carved her perfectly , as a toddler she fondled by everyone , her cute apple red cgeeks were  pinched and kissed  , everyone liked the adorable kid and liked to cuddle her 

Her family naturally  adored her and the whole village  loved her for her angelic looks and amiable nature

She was birn to a poor village farmer , but she was raised  like a princess , she was loving and  generous, she had one more sister  but nit as much pretty , she also was quite attached to hina , shiwered with so much love hina  became arrogant and self centered, she did not respind to her sisters love fir her nor did she respect her feelings  at all , hina did not help in the fields nor at home  , mother did not care of her behaviour , father had other things to do

When hina crissed the threshold of youth from childhood  many  young lads list their  hearts , her height  , lovely eyes , shapely figure  strawberry cream compkexion all  were great attractions

page97

....hasan karim had returned  home from australia  and right now was sitting in his room  playing games  when his father gave a knock in the door before entering inside 

Hi dad

Father walked up to him to stand near him 

What gas happened to haris  he asked hasan directly 

Haris wanted to escape by thinking if saying who is haris  but that would have stretched his fake too far, instead he pretended innocence, what do you mean , he false innocence appeared so real, has something gone wrong

I  met him in dubai , he did not look good, he also gas given his job up from the enterprises , ahmed karim s eyes were watcged him thoughtfully

He lives in dubai, pressing a button online  spoke hasan  and you went all the way to dubai just to see him

Dont  pretend you did not visit him there , father moved forward and turned off the screen 

ek dost ke liye

...this journey of life

This relationship with you

If you dont come along 

How will i  get along

The limits of my thoughts

Incredible it may be

Not a single moment without you 

Is bearable to pass

You are not with me

When are you not with me

In the enclosure of memories

In lands of dreams

Depths of my deepest thoughts layered

In my eyes 

In my heart soul and body

In all my secret desires

During darknesses at night

During illuminations bright

Yes its only you

All around if

You are not with me

In all my prayers its you

Just one wish of you

Beyond this wish nothing exists

How much i love you

You have no idea

nehle pe dehla

...the  dimly lit rooms were surrounded with  absolute silence , the night had slipped into its darkest mood  yet the area had stirred  alive  with human commotion , fast food shops were  were arranging their stalls   and ciunting the profit they had made all night selling  fast food and  keeping the leftivers for the next time before going home, the night watchman  blew his whistle  fir the last time as a signature whistle and began smoking a cigarette his sense of duty ended with  the kast whistle  he was free to relax , he stretcged hus legs and  enjiyed hus smoke for a while leaning against  a general store before going back home , he would stop by a masjid on tge way to offer his fajar nanaz

Azan  was followed by compkete silence , within minutes  approaching footsteps were heard, all were snartly dressed and their feet  had barsoli shies in , these  footsteps  turned and stopped  on a riad befire a brown door

page 96

..fatima was ready to leave for office, holding her mobile  to her ear listening and speaking   to someone in  a rmal nanner, when  she heard a knock on the door , she moved towardx the door , zarar stood yhere  clad in white shurt and bkack trousers , a bandage on his firehead and a scar on his cheek , he appeared ready to attend  a meeting 

He only wanted  to iinform her to contact him immeduately whenever and if she was harrassed by anyone  like jamal or faced any type of danger

She nodded  her consent  in silence  , she wanted to speak to zarar and ask what was happening with him , but she stood tgere silent and unmoved, life became easier with him , his presence was a promise of safe boundaries, zarar moved ahead , it was true he came to tell her that but that was not all , he had a most important medting today , he secretly wanted to  have a glimpse of her before that   meeting

page 92

...both of them had come to the hospital, zarar was lying in bed, , fatima stood  some distance away listening to what the dictor was explaining , the doctor was checking zarar but all his attention was  focused on fstima  or thus us what he thought, before jamal  incident he was not like this at all, , but now he was more alert and  aware , fatima went outside to listen to her call,  , doctor appriached her, 

Where has that miss gone he asked casually

Why, asked zarar glaring to swallow him up alive , having a beautiful wife prived a curse somewhat