sb sitarey tum rkh lo

...my daughter cant be immoral

Exploded raunaq jahan s voice, tonight was going to prove impossible for all , and those fuve characters had frozen like theater  

Prifessir sahib  s rest was not disturbed  a bit , though raunaq jagan was still  hyper  , hiccups shaking her  , her wailing taking high notes ,  outside glass windows  all the stars sewn in the sheet of the ethreal sky were spread out 

Dont  dump so much filthy accusations on my daughter  for heaven s saje , sge folded her gands  humbly , standing near by was doctor uhala who swiftly discivered the condition of the mother, she quickly reacged her side, dont you wirry , everything will be finestay xalm and rekax please

Raunaq lifted ger etes, looked carefully at her daughter tgen turned to stare at the professor who was quite comfortable sitting there rather like a stupid man

angna phool khilengey

..shanya, what are you saying, they sat in a restaurant , there was not much rush yet it wss crowded , what do you think you can talk wasim into getting married to you, natasha tried to turn off the speaker  but she was stopped by wasim 

She did not care what the world believed , today was the day truth must be exposed 

You cant turn wasim against us  by sweet talk

Shanya what makes you speak like this  , we are engaged to get married 

There will be no marriage , shanya cut her in between sharply , you are not at all worthy of becoming my bhabhi, wasim s face turned red

Wasim loves me and i love him too , you cant  interfere in our life, natasha bent forward to clutch wasim by his hand 

He loves arram too so what

Wasim s eyes were burning now

She could not settle in his life nor will you threatened shanya

sb sitarey tum rkh lo

...my daughter cant be immoral

Exploded raunaq jahan s voice, tonight was going to prove impossible for all , and those fuve characters had frozen like theater  

Prifessir sahib  s rest was not disturbed  a bit , though raunaq jagan was still  hyper  , hiccups shaking her  , her wailing taking high notes ,  outside glass windows  all the stars sewn in the sheet of the ethreal sky were spread out 

Dont  dump so much filthy accusations on my daughter  for heaven s saje , sge folded her gands  humbly , standing near by was doctor uhala who swiftly discivered the condition of the mother, she quickly reacged her side, dont you wirry , everything will be finestay xalm and rekax please

Raunaq lifted ger etes, looked carefully at her daughter tgen turned to stare at the professor who was quite comfortable sitting there rather like a stupid man

page 128

....some days passed happily, but then her son became quite  aloof and uncommunicative , silent and stayed unresponsive , his job kept him otherwise away, , even huma s leave was over, mother had retired andwas obliged to stay home , huma started going back to the college, she started showing her true nature and colours , , she would wake only fifteen minutes earlier to leaving for college, put on layers of heavy nakeup, dressed up in heavy designers , left without pleasantries, after college visited her maternal parents and returned after dusk, these were of course early days after marriage so mother ignored her behaviour completely but after tgree months of such routine it was time to speak up her mind

Dear, try to give some time to this household too, let us know the taste of your cooking, let us get familiar and close to each other in several domestic ways

position holder

..what awesome crazy games life plays with us, its a normal common statement repeated by everyone, what games does life play, its so easy to shift all  the blame on life for all the mistakes we do ourselves to damage us, all the miscalculations  , arthmetic gone wrong is dumped quickly on lifes shoulders,  life is not a play at all , life is a challenge a test,  this test of life is so severe any carelessness any unwilling move every cheating and  wrong doing is watched directly by the supreme almighty, nothing goes unseen , , each mistake has its own consequences and punishments  no second chances no chances for rectifications , no life refunds merely miserable life left with pained regrets and tears  what if life is plainly defined as honest work

page 123

..it is believed he who has no resources to go on hajj  can get unexpected chance to make his holy trip if he prays regularly  and his journey brings peace and safety in his life.

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It is said the horrible satan has two attributes to control others , his followers use that method of carrot and stick to maintain their control on others, its like using carrot  to entice  or threatening others with stick  for complete surrender , greed and fear are basic survival  instincts people have that satan as predator and his ruthless followers practise on innocent preys

kuch qurbanya anmol hoti hy

....amma was miserable crying over  her unfortunate circumstances,  everytime she tried to reach out towards almighty some type of obstacle fell between her  path preventing her from  making it to her desirable goal , she was moaning  visibly and audibly  before others , her misfortune  relentlessly stopped her from  joining her almighty, she was cursed sinner , her pleadings were  gone unheard in her daily prayers, dear almighty , do something  to help me out she wailed  emotionally overwhelmed

Amma now what has happened lately to make you so theatrical , what makes you so accuse your own life , what obstacle is preventing you , asked daughter manza handing  amma a glass of water and then  sitting by her side warmly

gazal by dr nisar jaipuri

....crispy childhood hidden in arms

Little boats  move in  emotional heart

Some glowing worms  fly around

In my dried monsoon  of eyes

Desires of blossoms  keep me going

Gathered are rocks and pebbles in my arms

Bloom rose like  children  when

Smiles natural sunshine in my yard

Whoat  did know nisar would come

Paper flowers gathered in my arms

heerey ki pehchan

...hina had crossed the threshold of youth and the world stirred into action, ,  she was born beautiful and  youth  carved her perfectly , as a toddler she fondled by everyone , her cute apple red cgeeks were  pinched and kissed  , everyone liked the adorable kid and liked to cuddle her 

Her family naturally  adored her and the whole village  loved her for her angelic looks and amiable nature

She was birn to a poor village farmer , but she was raised  like a princess , she was loving and  generous, she had one more sister  but nit as much pretty , she also was quite attached to hina , shiwered with so much love hina  became arrogant and self centered, she did not respind to her sisters love fir her nor did she respect her feelings  at all , hina did not help in the fields nor at home  , mother did not care of her behaviour , father had other things to do

When hina crissed the threshold of youth from childhood  many  young lads list their  hearts , her height  , lovely eyes , shapely figure  strawberry cream compkexion all  were great attractions

page97

....hasan karim had returned  home from australia  and right now was sitting in his room  playing games  when his father gave a knock in the door before entering inside 

Hi dad

Father walked up to him to stand near him 

What gas happened to haris  he asked hasan directly 

Haris wanted to escape by thinking if saying who is haris  but that would have stretched his fake too far, instead he pretended innocence, what do you mean , he false innocence appeared so real, has something gone wrong

I  met him in dubai , he did not look good, he also gas given his job up from the enterprises , ahmed karim s eyes were watcged him thoughtfully

He lives in dubai, pressing a button online  spoke hasan  and you went all the way to dubai just to see him

Dont  pretend you did not visit him there , father moved forward and turned off the screen 

page 96

..fatima was ready to leave for office, holding her mobile  to her ear listening and speaking   to someone in  a rmal nanner, when  she heard a knock on the door , she moved towardx the door , zarar stood yhere  clad in white shurt and bkack trousers , a bandage on his firehead and a scar on his cheek , he appeared ready to attend  a meeting 

He only wanted  to iinform her to contact him immeduately whenever and if she was harrassed by anyone  like jamal or faced any type of danger

She nodded  her consent  in silence  , she wanted to speak to zarar and ask what was happening with him , but she stood tgere silent and unmoved, life became easier with him , his presence was a promise of safe boundaries, zarar moved ahead , it was true he came to tell her that but that was not all , he had a most important medting today , he secretly wanted to  have a glimpse of her before that   meeting

page 75

...she reached her father s office carrying her files , dad, you have thrown haris out, she was again dressed in white   knocked before entering the office  and fired questions directly 

This is what he deserves, hashim was  busy working and his tone  straightforward  dry empty of all personsl emotions

What difference does it actually make dad whose son is he, comoany  wants his work , how can you...

Hashim looked at her straight  and cut off her statement in the middle 

This is my company noory, he pointed his finger at himself  tapping his chest, who stays and who does not  is decided only by me, now leave me alone  his tone was strict

shifa

...i got late she sighed, i wish i had not waited for you,  , i should have asked for his number from someine in the company

Of course, deepened noorys meaningful smile, now if anyone trues to get free with her  noory will cross  all boundaries , she had scowled pointing her firk tiwards him 

It is said  tge man who is not sincere is a disease to society, one woman man us respected, , she shrugged as she spoke , jinny is absolutely defuant even to her iwn mother, its not possibke to speak of each and every woman nor can tgey all be put into the same bracket , she spoke cupping her face  keaning her elbiw on the table

meri payal choodi khnky

...instead of looking at the soldiers  watch the luggage , the appriaching lights of the train are nearing , hold on to each other and clutch my   shirt corner  from  below , the moment i climb up you quickly follow me and get into the compartment , if you slip you are dead,  dont stare at the young men around , focus on my instructions , no prince charming will  come to save you remember that , all of them are in a hurry to get on , i always feel dizzy traveling in criwded trains looking for some breathable space and  making enough space to make myself comfirtable , nobody cares  about others, it feels like the world has gone crazy, pushing others, crushing them breaking their ribs to make way for self , its head spinning experience, khala relentlessly poured her bitter lessons on life on a train into their ears , they fiercely shook their heads  carrying  the luggage and  the other strongly in her arms following khala  the yhree of them were ready to embark  

page 26

...zakwan sat  with the safe open, files of his documents placed befire him,  he needed some of his important papers , all his documents were kept  properly by his mother,  after her his father had access to his documents  and he had a few times taken them out, , that was the reason all were  there but in complete disorder, zakwan had applied for a new job , therefore he needed his documents in hard firm secured, he took his required files and began pushing them into a bag  when his gaze fell on an envelope, it was an unopened seaked still envelope, curiosity and  spare eniugh time he opened the envelope , he read and re read the rext over and over again several times, a strange confusion  made him pull out his mobile from his pocket

page 25

...carrying zikkialla on her shoulder , holding saifalkah by hand , she dragged herself forward , is everybody s life so miserable or its only her life destined to be so  lifeless

This was the fifth house she was rejected from work , nobody wanted a woman with two  children in their house , where could she leave her children anyway ,  the lifeline  she depended on completely  everytime where she used to turn to had handed her ten thousand lawful meher with a firever goodbye and divorce , ten thousand was the  reward given her as payment for serving them five years of her youthful days, taib had not kept anything  of hers and paid her fully as was agreed on their contract

page 17

... it was a message of gratitude for gulnain that she was expecting, she had conceived, , it was her last hope  her husband will come back to her , she gathered  the crunch of her emotions and her scattered ego, , she smiled after a long time to give this piece of good news to taib, just before sunset she  carefully got ready , going around  merrily  her steps had  a natural new bounce, her mother in law gave her all her blessings noticing her happiness spilling around, her blessing was  a fearful prayer may  taib also be filled up with light and joy as you on hearing this good news

from previous

..taib was not happy married to her at all, gulnain thought of asking her mother in law too,

What do you have to do with him, he is happy or not now what matters to you , words were cutting  , she was hurt, good harvest depends enturely on giod base and begining , roses dont grow on  thorny trees, gulnain   picked up and dropoed a few words from the empty  tray in her heavy geart, mother in law was about to say more  but checked herself , but it is possible to graft roses on thirny trees , gulnain  you have a dace of a rise and god willing soon very soon  the family will blossom up, ekder woman s vouce was saturated in syrup, after all she was a widow , what else could she have done except  raise taib , educate him feed him , give him all  necessities of life

gulnain

...her unintentional gaze lifted, her heart filled with  surprise sorrow and heaviness , eyes can  deceive you once ir twice perhaps but the thurd time its your mind cheating on you

I shall definitely speak to him today she thought decisively , its final, its a must, , no chance of any tyoe of mistake ,

The moment she sat down in the vehicle the scene vividly played before her , etes flooded emotionally blurring the scene ,  releasing itsekf overwhelmingly , on the signal she spotted a girl sitting in the front seat , her face was hardly visible  but her outfit was red  and brought  redness to her own tearful eyes, now  this gold ear ring  stabbed her like a knife  into her loving throbbing heart,  the car  smelled of chanel

She had to talk , but she was going to neet him after two years, , she tightly clutched her fists and looked out of the window , was it that her mothers suspicions were real

page 69

...but you made a promise yet you again  , she dropped her sentence mid air to look at zarar

So, he approached her stumbling , fatima sat  two steps backwards , he looked someone different today , he was not the same man 

So what , he  moved firward , fatima s legs hit the sofa placed in the lounge, zarar clutched her by her hair

Zarar leave me , she tried to  free herself from his clutches , but he was not listening  at all

You will. Dump  me  , he pulled her face closer by  pulling her. Hair  clutched in his hands , his eyes questioning , her face was a display of harrassment, 

What are you doing !her voice trembling her courage cracking