from previous....

.....she was left alone standing under the  jamun tree  growing 8n the corner of tbe courtyard,  she didn't want to sit down to namaz, she would  look at the spreadsheet  placed in tbe veranda  and the look away,  when human being  realizes his flaws the first thing he does is  to steal  glances specially  from the one closest to his heart,  the same was happening with her,  today her esteemed character was repelled,  she remained unaware of the tears rolling down her face,  she didn't try to wipe her face  , sge kept on crying,  humza returned  to see mother standing alone in tge corner of the courtyard crying  by herself  , he got worried and moved towards her, sge asked him to take her to amma,  it was quite late for tge visit but he agreed,  she  felt better ,  thinking  things  were now  in her absolute control,  but who can catch up with time  or has anyone ever  successfully  taken control of time , time is illusive