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....the day seemed very long and  lazy slow crawling,  Time   was passing as if the clock was stuck,  , Sabina looked at tall clock  now and  then, almas on the other hand  sunk herself in useless  tasks  failed to get herself out  from  stress,  , what if jwarsalam didn't return home by evening,  

What would she explain her daughter then 

Since  so  long  so many  doubts  rose against h8m

Daughter s voice was  heard saying she was getting ready  to finally go with arsalan or he might  be annoyed,  Sabina became impatient  waiting  and  began   talking to ammi to destress herself 

Almas nodded her confirmation  and simply looked at her daughter  s face,  her glowing  beauty had  vanished,  in fact  a strange  fear showed in her eyes,  almas  silently  questioned  almighty  what was her fault, there was no reason  for annoyance,  innocent  she  was yet hhe she was guilty,  always  keeping  husband's  position  and status above hers, thinking only of him and his well-being d confessed ,  does a woman only need  a life partner and  must adjust life long to  make  their marriage work