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....when  you  would see  a magnificent car with an ordinary looking woman in the window you would  draw my attention 

Look noshi what an ugly face  do tell truthfully  if she really deserves to be in there 

Your tone  drenched with desire   desperation  covered up wishing you owned  such a life  , instead of that useless woman you were driving it,  because you possessed  an attractive  personality and pretty face  you  thought you were worthy  of it ,  befitting  and  perfect,  but life wasn't happening that way,  poor you  the world  didn't want to take instructions from you,   you were  struggling  to exhaust your previous  unknown  sins 

Strange it was  I thought  why your arrogance  added  more dynamic charm  to your personality  instead of making you incredibly repelling,  you seemed more unpredictable  and exciting  than  egoistic,  perhaps  it was because we all had taken you for granted  and as a better off