from previous--

--putting  the  revolver  in his  pocket  gerlad  decided  to  go  to  see his  father, Gerald  never  made  prior  plans  , he  always  made  plans  on the  spot  according  to  his situation, but  this  time  he  came  prepared , usually  making  action plans  and  keeping  them in mind and  following  them step  wise  gave  him headaches  and  tensions, but  this time  it  was  different because  he  was  desparate