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-how  much  she  had  leaned  emotionally  on her  mother  believing  she  would  save  her  , she  tried  to  escape  the  situation by  using  her  mother  as  her  shield, but  this  shield  was  not  lasting,she  had planned  a  date  with  keshif  and  they  had  easily  made  it  possible  , she  had  quickly  slipped  out  of  the  house  and  he  had  picked  her  up, they  had  spend  time  in the  park  , it  was  so  satisfying  and  enjoyable  but  she  feared  to  share  her  secret  thoughts   with  mother  for  it  might  annoy  her