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....when the secret  became open secret his fears were removed,  abbas freely  got himself involved in his  activities,, he returned home roo late too frequently,, before his entry entered  smells of drunkenness, that was not all, his friends started visiting him,  but that didn't end there,  they spent time gambling and drinking,  she had to play a dutiful wife  and hostess,  the type of friends  abbas had  their eyes scared her, abbas disappeared for months in between,  she would breathe more lightly,  now she was aware of him being active in blackmarketing