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.....impatiently  he traveled back home   to reach straight away   his  amm8 s room  , his eyes were  emotional as he narrated  the  episode of his  meeting with arfa, fatigue of waiting  was over, nysrat beghum was satisfied with his  happiness  , she kissed his forehead and he smiled  but why didn't he bring her home 

Would she have  8f he had asked her 

Don't you  trust yourself and your love for her

But  does she  believe in me and my love for her 

Of course she always had trusted you and  today also does 

But I don't want to involve her 8n this war of  love and trust because that would be wrong  he became serious 

Dear son  , this war of love and trust  is  merely  a state of mind  to put one  in  conflict,  the way your heart supported you  your mind  will too, 

He explained to his mother  today he couldn't speak much with  arfa because he didn't want to frighten  arfa or misunderstood him , believing he was ordering her around  thinking  he wanted to control her life,  he in fact  wanted to give  his  own  life s control   in her hands 

And this was absolutely true  where  Haris Zahir was  concerned