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....hers was a weird fate she was born with,  , mother  lived engrossed in some  other world   and her father  enjoyed  himself  immensely  in this   attractive world,  he wasn't at all  interested  in a  new born , it was her  fate  she grew up  uncared for,  she was helpless  and filled with bitterness,  poison of hatred  ran through her entire system,   she was contaminated  with  this  bitter  venom  of hate she wanted  to   transfer  it all into someone else,  sge wanted to  make others feel the way she did,  sge saw how  her mother was humiliated  by her father and  an odd feeling of sadness descended on her,  that  day  a fire of  the third kind    in zartasha   almost  burnt her  and she had to put it off  with  great effort  by  getting anyone    beaten  up  as she went  through the market  and  stood  aside  watching   the scene  sobbing  or walking  past someone   clad  in  stiff  white cotton  collar   suit  she deliberately  would  start calling him names  until the poor man    made his escape,  she  enjoyed  getting attention of unaware  innocent people  who would come  to rescue her and  beat up other innocent and  not  guilty  passersby,   all those  chivalrous men  never  stopped to find out  who was right  and who was wrong,  not suspecting  her at all  that she could also be lying