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..mother was completely  wilted after abba s death, her health was falling day by day, one day  she was rushed to emergency , she stayed there three days, when she returned home  and became very quuet and  silent, she calked him closer and spoke ,  dear son sharafat look how beautiful life is and our courtyard, i have only one wish left to see you grow  , have progeny  and see them grow from saplings to strong  youths , her vouce was desparately saturated only with desire

Amma these are the decisions of nature, dont blame me and tara for it, he also smiled with sorrow

No dear, i believe it that it is a curse  befallen on us from chanda , its a punshment  we go through becauseshe was rejected

Amma  what has chanda to do with our fate, never  doubt things unneccessarily, he stole his eyes though from her as he spoke it but she was unstoppable 

Dear in our community  when promised engagements are broken they definitely bring misfortune