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...oh, thank you papa, so sweet of you,  she was happy to have a father  who gave her  enough attention   and the father  enjoyed  giving  her  his  full support,  he wanted her to go on a huge  shopping spree , patting her head , assuring  her they will  follow her , what a family   so  well off and happily together,   her eyes looking at the emotional scene  her eyes    misted  , something burned inside her raising emotional smoke, uncounted desires lay passive beneath   that caught  spark  and  started fuming,  she had witnessed so many such emotional scenes since  her childhood,  but her bad luck she couldn't be ever  inside the scene as a part of it just remained an outsider  observing it, she had never known what mother's love was, , she had never experienced mother's  proximity  nor felt her touch   and father  punctually sent her money  and sometimes rang her up dutifully