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...whatever faza had cooked today was left untouched,  lips gad only touched  just a cup of tea since morning,  , not that hunger was not felt   but  it was wished  the dear  sat before you   even though  undoubtedly he was  in the wrong,  she didn't want to forgive him either  but staying distant was getting unbearable after all  he was  the light bearer  besides Sarah  and  God have mercy   , asim like son wasn't a blessing   but a curse  

Asha namaz  over she sat  praying for mercy  dua  begging to see him first hand to feel the warmth of his presence in her embrace,  death is inevitable and life unpredictable only yesterday a blossoming young girl suddenly was dead,  there was a knock at the door,  faza kept the keys with her,  so who could be there,  second knock  and then followed the third, she recognized it was amaar , from her namaz location to the door she sprung in a second  and   her  thirstying  soul  found  cooling calmness  on unlocking the door