darr

....I feel  there is  just darkness and nothing else in my life,  she sat in a comfortable armchair with her eyes closed,  her face  simple and innocent was distorted  by disturbed emotions  that reflected her mind s condition,  her voice merely a whisper in that peaceful  atmosphere,  that was her usual tone,  she spoke in that  kind of weak  listless voice,  her voice,  her tone,  her  talking  her memories all were absolutely devoid of hope,  it felt  her life was certainly full of disappointment,  her life was a complete miserable  black and white  fabric  absolutely colorless  not a trace of any other  hue marked her wretchedness,  her face a lifeless  image,  her future   uncertain  painted  in just one  identifiable color black the  color of gloom  and fear,, that evil fear  that was  hidden in a corner of her mind   had  got itself  loose to spread all over her personality and taken full control of her except a spark of desire  invisible and invincible slowly  struggled to defeat the terror that had its grip over her  , she needed  to go on patiently 

She was just eighteen when  she was married  to a thirty five year old man for  the  simple reason  of either she was extremely beautiful or the man was extremely wealthy,  she could never find out if her  marriage was  for a normal relationship or a profitable alliance, a business deal,  her tone sounded like shattered crunchy glass trodden on,  her spirit was broken and  soul wounded,  she was  lost in that point of time,  perhaps her husband had secured the  future of his four children  but  her life was  put to  stake,