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...the evening  darkened , he kept himself confined  to the  room  for hours , his etes shut thinking of nothing  , someone tried to  take a peek   but  seeing him  resting had turned away,  he was in no mood to speak to anyone,  his mind was  a  hyper  active battle field of confused  conflicts 

His shoulders were  bearing  multiple  extra burdens,  rahela,  fauzya and now  sadra besides  his deadly enemies were doing their best to catch him unawares 

Sometimes he thought of shifting rahela and fauzya to somewhere more safe  and come back to sadra to protect her against her foes, he hadn't forgotten the promises he had made to the dying Seth sikander  but  he was terribly overloaded with   rahela and fauzya  s responsibilities  too, he was  in a strange  point  fixed to his spot unable to take any step,  on one hand he was balancing  duty on the other  loan  repayment  , how could he leave sadra to the  mercy of her foes, to protect sadra meant  putting  the lives of rahela and fauzya in great danger