from amanat

berhan was  sitting  in a  cheap  third  rate  hotel  having his  breakfast, shadows  of  sorrows  painted  an  expression of  deep  worry  on his  face, he  was  thinking  if  he  had  informed  his  mother  he  could  never  have  come ,he  had  no  right  to  be  with them because  he  proved  a  failure  , he  was  no help  to  his  sisters,  and  he  had  no  strength to  change  the  dictates of  his  father, so  now  all he  must  do was  to  decide  what  to  take  next  course  and  what  his  destination was