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-safat  beghum  spoke  to  abbas  he  ought  to  have  attended  the  mourning  after  the  demise  of  amma, all the  old  and  ages  long  sourness  and  bitterness  would  have  got  cleansed , he  had  wasted  so  many  years  running  and  chasing  attractive  flighty  butterflies  like  women, colourful  and  never bothered  about  anything  else in life, he  had  charred  his  reputation and  blackened  his  image  ,  he  not  only  destroyed  himself  but  also  his  future  generation who  were  left  with  stigma  of  his  dirty  past,
-he  said  she  only  saw  all the  sin of  the  world  wrapped  round  him, he  was  sunk deep  in sin  and  for  her  all the  angels  were  on the  other  side who  never  allowed him and  her  to  enter  their  world
-all  the  points  he  felt  were  ordinary  and  he  took them so  casually  and  callously  were  the  ones  that  were  destructive  , the  woman  he  had  rejected  is  the  one  who  filled  his  home  with  his  sons