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.....saif  ,s  words  for the time being  proved  cool and  soothing  blaming her  hurt, her focus  momentarily  shifted  away  but   after that   his  useless   blabbering  she listened  ignoring  it and made tea  and sandwiches  darnaknoon sunk deep  into  her reverie  his  commitment   she was an angel  tore her emotionally  within scared what if he  became somehow  aware of her reality   of her sinful character  he would  spit on his own thinking and despise her