-she stared at him and confidently said she was a trained professional nurse, her eyes and brain could not cheat her, she was certain he was suffering some acute pain in some parts of his body, that he was trying very hard to ignore his pain and overcome his suffering, if he shared his problem with her she might be able to help him out
-his senses and feelings in those minutes were highly affected,he felt kaya had deliberately changed the topic to draw his attention away from huskies, on kaya"s face was a black spot so attractive to look at which added more attraction to her persona, he looked in kaya\"s eyes and said their universal lord was one only called by different names
--she asked him if he did not believe her ,
-he said huskies were dogs trained to survive and follow their targets in the harsh polar climate , he had seen the huskies following her, he heard the screams and growls , she instead of answering offered him the bottle which he refused to accept for he had already told her he did not drink at all
-chems they must consider as food supplements, she continued explaining they were pills and capsules that completed the food and supplemented their diet, one pill and the whole day no need for any food, there were more variants of chems which when swallowed climatic conditions did not affect one at all, she gave her own example , she had been roaming out in that harsh snowy landscape for past twelve hours and look no harm was done or was it possible without chems to survive there in the open
-intense desire is of her for him
-to be dead before him
-if were possible
-it would be done certainly
-for the sake of his happiness
-she could sacrifice her life
-he carried the tray with two coffee mugs and cookies into the bedroom, to find the woman who was suffering in the past and rescued was smoking and drinking , not had she just changed in fresh pair of clothes but also sipping softly and slowly from her drink and a half smoked cigarette was seen held in her fingers looking at him she said she was sorry to get into his bed without his permission
-they explained they had come from remote native villages to settle down in strange foreign lands to make it their home for future generations happiness, so that their children could be educated and make a better life for themselves, so that they would progress and improve their quality of lifestyle and not feel lesser than their contemporaries , to emerge more sensible and sensitive and sympathetic and supportive to their community , but it seemed the dreams of the parents were wasted in them
- she asked him if he will not go to the university from next day, dada jan had come back home feeling better, amir had gone to sleep very tired on the lounge carpet in not straight lines but complex geometric diagonal , shamira brought him his tea and asked , he got up and leaning against the sofa said he already had missed so many classes and he mist go, she added he must then make excuses to afaq bani , he in a surprised manner asked who was that
-next morning amir dropped her at the university gate and drove off to the hospital where dada ji was admitted and needed someone to be with him, she on the other hand walked briskly through the corridors not to reach late for her class, the first thing she noticed was the empty seat in the first row , gani afaq was absent and hamad without her seemed incomplete like a garden from where all the choicest flowers are plucked away , there is a sense of something missing in the scene
-islam has given many rights to women, mother has the honour of having paradise set under her feet, sister has all the love and respect and revered, wife has all the domestic bliss at her disposal, it is another thing that man has used woman in an evil manner , kept her under his mighty foot and piled her up with burdens of endless demands
-she shouted shamira's name so many times but she was lost somewhere, najya , what was wrong that she could not hear her , slowly shamira explained she was looking at gani afaq , how pretty she looked in orange, najya agreed she was pretty but not that much that one should get lost in watching her admiringly,, what special was in her so attractive, she was ordinary and was not shamira herself more good looking , how could she be so impressed by someone else
-putting her phone back in the bag she asked shamira gul what was she saying, shamira explained there was something important we were discussing , oh yes said najya was she prepared for her semester, shamira glared at her because this was a topic she could have spoken about in the class itself , najya explained how much was it possible for any student to look away in the class specially when the professor was shamira"s uncle
-she was in the canteen with her many papers scattered on the table before her as she bent over them, her face serious as if she was looking for some point to solve a matter, her pen held between her teeth now which was scribbling with great speed on the white paper , a pair of dark eyes watching her understood her problem as she scanned the piles and piles of paper with her worried eyes,
-this evening , chill in the air and away from the beloved
-it seems december will kill this time
-
- on the writing table the paper under the paper weight was flapping in the breeze that blew it coming from the open window, she sat like a statue unmoving on the chair , the cold harsh winds were also inaffective , she was alive her breathing explained but her motionless body seemed dead, no matter how much one tries to hide his feelings and turn stone yet eyes mirror their life breath and as long breaths are working eyes reflect each emotion clearly of pain and joy
-and in the next moment there prevailed a deadly silence and the snow clad scenery was without a sound , all the sounds disappeared, not aware what could have happened to the poor helpless man, just a speculation the surrounded man must have succeeded in getting away somehow and survived the chances of it were nil
-in a corner of the store room was kept a huge consignment of hunting rifles, all of them were high standard in the international branded market, colt , nosler, remington, mossberg, weatherby, montana, browning and others along with other gaming rounds and guns, he chose two for himself one was a revolver point 44 and the other point 48 and left the store room
-he could hear the sound soaked in deep pain riding high over the tides of wind blowing reaching his ear, knocking his senses down constantly with the eerie screeching that he knew were made by the beasts in the wild forest, like a wild roaring chorus rising to its crescendo , they were not the wolves because in that southern area there were no wolves, but they always made sounds and responded when the police vehicles , ambulance, fire brigade, and others passed the road with noisy sirens
-sunk i am deep in writings and thoughts
-lost deep in pain and sentiments
-thinking of being dead sometimes
-a hope and sorrow flickering around
-distant is destination , heart lonesome
-thirstying for water i am lost
-lost is fragrance of emotions
-lost is one in scented air
-idols are also meaningful for some
-lost they are in prayers and servitude
-toy look for me somewhere distant
-but i am present around you
-prosecution asked in a pointed manner if her ex husband did not like her what made him target fehem siddiqui, she said in a careless tone it was very simple , she wanted to be a model , her going into show bizz hurted ex husband"s ego , fehen was promoting her to fulfill her dreams
-so ,, the prosecution said the accused confessed his gyult , he killed the victim on his master"s command,
-the accused denied he had anything to do with killing , he was innocent , his confidence was praiseworthy, he looked puzzled and explained the prosecution failed to catch his point when he said he was absolutely clear on one point he meant just one point was right and not all what was said was true, by one point he explained he meant the term used for the victim was absolutely right , he was a competitor , a rival
-the prosecutor dramatically announced alya wanted to lead a life her way and for that she wanted a khula, sadiq"s master could not allow this to happen and used his helper to kill the victim, the accused innocently said then there was just one simple point was very clear , this statement bounced off from the prosecutor and caught by begh the defence lawyer , how clever siddenly sadiq had turned out answering questions thrown at him
-he told him he was called for help and he was present there for him, if alya"s statement was given importance and will be , then the direction of the case will turn towards him , if he gave instructions to his domestic help to kill fehem sadiq or not , so better was that next morning he should instead of going to his own office reach lawyer's office , perhaps he failed to listen and bukhari asked scared if he will be arrested for the murder he did not commit
-right at eleven thirty he reached faruq bukhari"s house, after exchanging formal greetings bukhari told him his domestic helper sadiq was arrested by the police, the lawyer asked when did it happen and what charges were framed against him, bukhari explained when he returned home in the evening at eight at the gate was a crowd gathered , he was startled to see the police come to arrest said for murder
-he said he always believed if desired things happened too quickly to one"s heart one should not swallow the bait for it did have strings attached that pulled out one's soul , he was definitely happy to get the notice of khulla but then he was alerted for it looked so simple and easy to get free from her clutches, so he was beware and watched his steps , he stayed silent not reacting to it and then the cat was out of the bag
-he said he picked up alya from dust and placed her high above the skies, fulfilling all her demands , whether small or insignificant , but like her petty wishes she ignored his favours, she was thankless creature and stayed ruthlessly selfish and uncompromising, he was never unfair to her bu failed to reform her completely , he was stressed and depressed , he found it impossible to repair her nature's manufacturing fault
-while leaving the office the lawyer expressed to bukhari he liked his office so much , it was like being in a glass palace, , bukharu prided in his taste and his own nature which he said was clean and transparent like any crystal glass , he was same inside and outside with nothing to hide ugly within, finally the lawyer retorted it must be so publicly open for him and difficult to find any privacy in the transparent lifestyle
-the lawyer smiled and encouraged him to speak his mind out , bukhari leaned somewhat forward and said the truth was alya was neither infertile nor bad character , he could have given her a divorce and remarried zehra in any case but thinking of sana and kashif he settled for letting her be his legally wedded wife for the rest of her life and he did not blot her name, but he was not happy with her attitude and her abusive speech, for his peace of mind he chose zehra and was happy with her , he married zehra five years ago
-he told the lawyer he knew how experienced the lawyer was, he should tell why a man decides to marry another woman when he already has a wife
-begh sahib explained in their culture four wives were allowed to any man as a right , there was no reason to marry four women at any given time but the condition was that he must treat them equally and respect them and be diplomatic and keep them all to the best of his ability but usually this cant happen and this does not happen , it seems impossible and not practicable
-the lawyer expressed his opinion that bukhari sahib was really fortunate to have a man like raza loyal to him, bukhari took out a court notice from the table drawer and placed it on the table showing it to him , it was a matter of great worry to him, he had wealth and respect but it was shattered when his peace of mind was with the notice , he was aware of the court proceedings if he did not receive it or failed to cooperate or avoided responding it he will get another sterner than before court notice
-he said when raza was just an adolescent he came to him and was given out door work, since that day till now he never thought of going away or find another job, though not much educated raza was hard working, honest loyal and clever , he gave all his life to his master and he also was considered a family member , he was their confidante and knew all their secrets well, he was trusted and depended upon blindly
-annie said she had seen shobya's husband and was aware of her in laws , all of them she was certain liked her for being the only daughter in law, they all were attached to her, shobya could not argue now, annie continued to shock her even more that shozab her brother was the most sought after eligible bachelor but he chose aroosa who was not agreeing and now was getting married to shozab , shobya felt defeated , those who have sincere hearts of gold are always emerge winners in the end , aroosa felt sympathy for shobya and blessed to have annie as her guardian angel
-today shobya had arrived after ages, she was decorated and looking very pretty she hugged aroosa in a stylish manner, shobya explained she was visiting her parents and decided to drop her a visit , aroosa happily invited her to eat with her the chicken pullao she was cooking and tell what else she wanted to have , shobya declined chicken for now she did not eat chicken any more but only mutton so coffee was on the cards for her, aroosa not feeling pit off with her attitude said she had lots of mutton stuffed in freezer and will cook qorma for her but shobya refused and wanted just coffee so they could gossip together
-the whole family surrounded zaman sahib at home, arooj had reached her parental home to decide the fate of aroosa , it was a serious family meeting regarding her future happiness, zaman sahib sat in the sofa in the middle, right below on the carpet sat annie and next to him shozab with his head lowered
--fair justice done in a second is better than seventy years of prayers
-a life without honesty is a body without a heat
-every thing has a beauty , the beauty of goodness is done promptly
-animals also know their masters but man does not know his
-knowledge is light and the knowledgeable light up their minds with curiosity
-avoid arguments and debates for they increase distrust and negative feelings
-do your own duty and let others take up their responsibilities
-people tell their own positive points and others negative points
-the trick is to give up and distribute what you want and it will definitely come around to you, like your rage and insults
-instead of changing others change your own attitude , the whole world will change by itself
- education makes man aware and alert
-speech makes him better in understanding
-writing makes him above others in society
-
-laughing deliberately before the grieving is a sin
-giving wrong suggestions to others is the beginning of sin
-hungry for self praise is a weakness
-every kindness and advice can lead to sin
-every practical advice works if the advisor is applying it in his own life
-simple is he who practices namaz and wears clean clothes, his positive nature is developed and those who follow a strict disciplined daily routine maintain good health and positive mentality , nice nature is developed and many friends surround them, such people do not borrow beg steal and have no need to false pretensions
-every one who enjoys listening to backbiters tales is equally at fault as the backbiter who finds time and in the absence of his targets begins revealing their faults to harm them , so stop such backbiters and reform them and also the people who have flaws
-but after marriage shobhya "s attitude completely changed, she who had never tasted anything other than ordinary cup of tea now had transformed and commented she liked her coffee in a specific manner served, comparing her own taste with her husband"s, she who grew up buying common daily needs on sale bargaining with street hawkers was now seen mostly enjoying shopping branded stuffs in malls throwing her money throwing her opinion she could not and would not buy elsewhere
-the secret of his success he said was in his valuing his time, he explained he knew the importance of time very well, so the lawyer must not think his time was wasted with him in his company, he was aware lawyers" time was most precious , every minute counted a lot, mr begh quickly caught the point , he knew bukhari was explaining the importance of time because he had seen him looking at his wrist watch
-it was certain he was was waiting for the lawyer expecting him, when he introduced himself he ushered him to bukhari"s office for the nine o clock meeting, there were two modern style cabins in the big hall and in one sat a man where the lawyer was lead, the usher asked the lawyer to sit down introducing the host bukhari who seemed was in his fifties
-wise husbands on the first step act quickly and respond to the notice because every that woman who has gone to the legal court to get separated from her husband is already cut off emotionally and no longer in his life and has discarded the man from hers ,before the case is presented she is in fact separated mentally and not ready to live with him, said fehem siddiqui like the appendix operation in the inter surgery khula case was in a lawyer"s court
-he patiently heard her story till the end and when he was satisfied with his notes he explained to aliya the next day he was filing khula if she had already decided to get separated from faruq bukhari ,if she was ready he was also taking her case, she said in a lost manner she was decided and all set and final and was satisfied she was going to fulfill her dreams
-beg sahib sat in his chamber with the room conditioner working perfectly normal , it was the month of may and the outside condition certainly was sizzling in heatwave, when the two came in he observed more than the heat wave they were affected on the burning personal level , their seemed some kind of tussle their faces expressed, he asked them to come in , cold drinks could lessen their inner heat and kill their thirst
-alya was a forty year old woman , dusky and attractive, it was her first foto shoot , it could prove a breakthrough both for her career and for the health of the magazine later it came to be known she was forty five and now wanted for the first time to go into this modelling field, she had maintained her figure, face and persona and looked not more than thirty, quite an impressive and bold courageous woman to take that step forward to rise in life for fame
-zaveria explained her senior she had seen a lady with him, she had asked them to wait there for him, but fehem sahib wanted to speak to her in private and she went away with him, because she thought they were feeling rather uneasy zaveria showed them into her boss "s chamber to talk in secrecy
-in human research division it was discovered that some people are like match boxes with minds always scheming to ignite their surroundings , they use all their energy and might to spend their soul and life in destroying others , they prove quite dangerous for others , in the the story such a character is portrayed
-one child sat on his knee and more watched standing in lines, one small kid kept on looking and suddenly fell sick and threw up, luckily the sick child"s mother was beside him helping him,, the santa thought what if the child had dirtied him instead , a shiver ran down his spine , fearing he might be taken for melissa"s doll , he will see this kerry he groaned to himself , he then turned his whole attention to the child and his wishes
-he felt he was exposed in the nude on the main crossroads publicly and what if the media telecasted him in that position , what of his pictures were published, what if he was recognized and what if his partner in the office made fun of him, another child climbed up his lap to sit there happily, he looked at his watch , time was it seemed at a stand still not moving at all
-he was sweating profusely inside the santa costume , the reason was not heat but his nervous mind that felt all eyes were on him and all throats choking with suppressed sneer, though it was not easy to identify him and recognize him in the costume yet he was very scared , he had made kerry swear not to reveal who was dressed as the santa
--kerry asked him where was his spirit of celebration , he had lost it, he suggested his partner's name , she could contact him and ask him to become the Santa on christmas but she wanted only him , he loved her so much and could get the stars from heavens and do anything impossible for her bit just not this ,,,Becoming the santa
-his senses and feelings in those minutes were highly affected,he felt kaya had deliberately changed the topic to draw his attention away from huskies, on kaya"s face was a black spot so attractive to look at which added more attraction to her persona, he looked in kaya\"s eyes and said their universal lord was one only called by different names
-she shouted shamira's name so many times but she was lost somewhere, najya , what was wrong that she could not hear her , slowly shamira explained she was looking at gani afaq , how pretty she looked in orange, najya agreed she was pretty but not that much that one should get lost in watching her admiringly,, what special was in her so attractive, she was ordinary and was not shamira herself more good looking , how could she be so impressed by someone else 
--fair justice done in a second is better than seventy years of prayers
-zaveria explained her senior she had seen a lady with him, she had asked them to wait there for him, but fehem sahib wanted to speak to her in private and she went away with him, because she thought they were feeling rather uneasy zaveria showed them into her boss "s chamber to talk in secrecy
-he felt he was exposed in the nude on the main crossroads publicly and what if the media telecasted him in that position , what of his pictures were published, what if he was recognized and what if his partner in the office made fun of him, another child climbed up his lap to sit there happily, he looked at his watch , time was it seemed at a stand still not moving at all
