Thursday, September 30, 2021
hum na hongey to....
....when I am gone the whole world shall miss me... this was the last statement of khalid sahib who laughed and repeated the expression, he would not only enjoyed a healthy hearty laugh but also made others join in his mirthful joys, spontaneity was personified in him, , today his memorable presence fills one with sorrow, he left this mortal world in July 2018, , the main attribute of the faithful is he always remembers life must end, his last wish was to be buried next to his parents and so there he rests
page 101....
.....what did the doctor say
Nothing to worry about, she was dehydrated, she collapsed, , Rebecca and Bella picked her up and put her in the taxi,
Then. He sounded stressed
She was taken directly to the emergency where drip was given her
Rebecca turned to Bella to ask where was the medicine shoppers was in Bella s bag , she opened her bag to take out the medicines
He worriedly asked amma if she had eaten something or was hungry
Amma explained the bride had taken care of her and she was full and couldn't eat any more
But he insisted she must take her medicine
He was asked to tally the dose and amma was to be kept on light easy to digest foods like khichdi, fruit and juice and nothing else
Wednesday, September 29, 2021
page 100....
.... humza returned from his office to find a lock on the gate, , he was not only much surprised but also surrounded iby sheer unexpectedness of the situation, because if fakhra had to go somewhere she always informed him before leaving the house, , he took out his cell phone from his pocket to check for her call, , there was no missed call from either of them nor from fakhra nor Rebecca, , pondering over where could they have gone he phone Rebecca, , on the second ring she answered with instant query where was humza , , he stood right then right before the locked gate of their house, , they were to reach within a couple of minutes she said, , he asked but where exactly were they both but the phone was disconnected from the other side, , he turned to look towards the end of the street the direction from where they were to approach the house
Tuesday, September 28, 2021
page 99...
....Bella returned from the college to find fakhra sleeping , she got a light jolt of surprise, it had never happened before that fakhra slept before her reaching home from the college, Bella put aside her wrap and bag and neared the sleeping woman and called her amma but deliriously dakhra began mumbling, , worried she held fakhra by her arm and asked her what was the matter, , realizing amma was in the grip of high fever she looked around and quickly picked up amma s mobile , she thought of calling hamza but unfortunately the battery was low , throwing it back on the bed cursing she began calling amma, pleading her to get up, in the morning she was fine, but amma s delirious chatter was not understood not a word of it, she looked for the charger, , her troubled mind could not sort things out and she couldn't see the charger, , suddenly remembering Rebecca she ran to her room, Rebecca was half reclining in her bed busy with her cell phone, she was breathless as she began to instruct her to call help quickly for amma seemed unconscious
Monday, September 27, 2021
page 97.....
..... to see the newborn nephew of sgehrina tabya accompanied her home after school, , at home tabya was introduced to mother , that tabya was another school teacher, , tabya exchanged her salams , hamida beghum asked her where did she live, , her house was located round the corner at the end of the street, hamida beghum nodded casually, , she invited the guest inside to see khazina, shehrina brought her to her room where the new mom was feeding the infant, shehrina announced her best friend had come to see honey with that she turned the room lights on and khazina began watching closely the girl tabya
Sunday, September 26, 2021
page 95....
...., khazina noticed fakhra leave and requested her to stay, what was such a hurry, cgachi Jan promised she would come again, , won't be khazina there to this query Hamida beghum answered of course sge will be staying long time, cgachi jan declared that was fine so next time Bella will accompany her, Bella was much interested in tge child, now how was chahi to go home, it wasn't a problem, she would walk up to the main street from where it was easy to catch a rickshaw, , she repeated her farewell once again and asked for formal permission to leave, fakers stood up, hamida beghum affectionately thanked her for her visit, fakhra cut her short there was no need to thank her , children of the family were mutually common, , it was the responsibility of the elders to take care of their children, or who else will, , showering her heartfelt blessings on khazina to stay happy healthy fertile and prosperous she caressed her head and suddenly remembered something and turned to speak to shehrina to usher chachi jan up to the rickshaw point
Saturday, September 25, 2021
page 87...
.....he was going back, , he had to collect some important documents from the university, , a couple of times he had been there to get them, , so now it was time to return, , being the youngest he was adored by all and pampered, ! His absence made them all miss him, , even now ammi and shamaim followed him to the gate to see him off,, he was also sad but gave a big smile
Girls are sent away said shamaim but in their family makes were leaving , all of them willingly on their personal decisions, it was actually momi appi who ought to have gone away, why was she still living in their house after her marriage, shamaim glared
Ask that ammi why was she not asking Romain to take her away, what was stopping ammi from sending her away
That was something ammi couldn't do because when he was small he lived with them and they had given him full attention and respect
If ammi can't speak up then appi must take a firm step and speak up for herself , she must go away and capture her domain and rule and enjoy, it was a naughty but deep and meaningful statement uttered honestly
Thursday, September 23, 2021
page 85...
....he was watching a movie on his tablet in his bed and looked up disturbed when he was asked if he was watching a movie, she asked if ammi was driven back from the hospital, he jumped out of the bed clearly in sheer surprise, what happened to ammi, when was she taken to the hospital, shamaim slapped her forehead , ammi was fine by the grace of God, shamin bhabhi s grandma was hospitalized , ammi went visiting her, he argued what was sge going to see if the admitted patient was still alive , if so why was so, shamaim glared at him reminding him ammi was a diabetic and it was past three afternoon and her sugar level could fall, she must have by now not eaten anything
Swearing he quickly put on his shoes, picked up his bike key and swiftly left, this was love for his mother that he had returned from the university and got up to get mother, or it was impossible to get him to agree to do anything
Wednesday, September 22, 2021
from previous....
.....salallahoalleywassalum thus spoketh,,,
Help your brethren whether they are oppressors or the oppressed
The rasool was asked to explain how was it possible to help the oppressors
The prophet said simply hold his hands not letting h8m commit the sins
page 83...
.....it is said the peacock when is jubilant spreads out its spectacular fan like feathers before dancing to display the beauty but the moment it glances over the dancing feet that are no match in beauty of its f colorful feathers it becomes horrified and tears are shed she was not a resplendent peacock with ugly feet, she was a complete ethereal attractive beauty from the top of her wonderful head to the tip of her delightful toe
Tuesday, September 21, 2021
from previous...
....th wedding preparations kick started , aunts and cousins arrived to help ammi, , all things were being brought for the boys and girls equally without any gender discrimination, salwat sahib suggest sending the children for shopping because they were to dress up 8n those garments,, ammi explained she was taking the girls and doing exactly as he wanted, otgers will go when they are free, , marriage ceremonies were completed without any obstacles, , Romana in the function was asking the guests what they would like to have, she was still by the table when she overheard a voice saying son in law and daughter in law salwat mia has discovered for their good looks, his own progeny is suppressed , second cheerily added the son in law and daughter in law would make a more handsome couple
Monday, September 20, 2021
from previous...
....a moment s intimacy is blessed so
That will be scattered shattered in the next moment
Gathering their unfulfilled dreams the separated
Not knowing where life shall take each one
Memories will be left, Memories so painful
Whose venom will flow in the entire body
page 79...
....my dear country men
Don't get disappointed
Still festivals are there
Still it rains
On mountains still exist waterfalls
Gushing their naturally
Still the forests are scented
Fields still are green
Farmers remain untired hardworking
Values are intact
Don't get disappointed
Still the lands are golden
The sky is blue
Let kalma be a musical roar
On eid every one still
Steps forward to embrace others
Valleys are refreshingly cool
Where sing melodic birds
Teachings are passed on
Each one looks forward to
Sunday, September 19, 2021
page 69..
.....soulmate mine what do I know
Where in the world you reside
In which disguise
Looking for you everywhere
believing him my protector
That merely was a thought
Spirit of some spirited
Come closer some more
To see you heartily
Soulmate mine
You alone are the light in my eyes
Where were you lost just tell me
Whose glances were at fault
You close to me my hope you are
Me ordinary , you so special
You uncaring never took notice
Admit it don't deny it
Soulmate mine
Love is as fresh as the first touch
Saturday, September 18, 2021
page 49...
...next time they made their trip after one and half months, earlier anal used to ring up but now that she was absolutely free she didn't call up because she had no wish to, they too didn't bother to phone her, Adnan disappeared like magic, though he had stayed with them all the time within the hospital boundaries, amal was a broken woman after this operation , her dream of becoming a doctor was destroyed and physically defeated , she was completely shattered, she was extremely sensitive to everything, , she made it easy for others by becoming silent, because asking about Adnan and making phuphu she could only raise difficulties for them
Friday, September 17, 2021
page 48...
.... leaving the hospital for his home the doctor thanked her for her cooperation in that difficult situation, , she explained it was also her duty as much as his, thanks was not necessary, this was the first small talk made by her without that sarcastic note,
She was dead tired and fell asleep in a deep sleep not stirring at all, sge woke up rested in the morning to a stay home leave, yet sge got up to follow her daily schedule, she had missed the early nanaz and began making coffee for herself, with her coffee she returned to her room to drag a chair to sit by the window, , she gad also kept a chocolate with her coffee on the table, she had accepted the chocolate given her, , the day started with coffee and chocolate, it was no use wasting the chocolate keeping it without eating it
Thursday, September 16, 2021
page 47...
.....
Condition is serious said sister grace , fearing operation must take place immediately , in a moment she jumped up standing on her feet, swiftly not wasting another minute she ran after sister grace, just before she reached there thedoctor had taken the patient to the operation theater, prior to this with the doctor all her appointments were scheduled so no matter of friction had risen, the unfamiliarity between them had posed no problems in their working as a team, it was for them both their first emergency case together they handled, , she opened the door of the operation room and stepped in,
Tuesday, September 14, 2021
page 47...
....when she had chosen gynecology as her subject she had no idea what all nuances it contains along with complications, she had taken it for granted easy and simple, people talk and it was sad she had burned her degree down into the kitchen stove flame, now she had gained so much experience working in her field practically, her days and weeks were hectic keeping her very busy, , from tomorrow her night shifts were starting, she liked her night duties , not much rushing and the staff relaxed l and enjoyed her presence because unlike others she had no boy friends with whom to go out dating or watch movies late night night or spend time together
Monday, September 13, 2021
page 46...
....by the way your sweetness is undoubted but perhaps you drink lots of coffee because the bitterness is showing in your tone, some sweets for you
Ger eyes were now wide open as she read and reread the card, , the elegantly written lines were in beautifully scripted urdu, she opened the door to bring in her cycle and to put the flowers she went to her room, she once again read the card and for some unknown reason a rosey smile appeared on her face that she suppressed tightly annoyed at her own reaction she picked up a chocolate and slipped it into her bag and looking at the watch ran our
Masrat had seen her holding the flowers and also observed her expression but she couldn't muster to enquire who sent them , it didn't seem right to question her instead she said have a nice day but she was not listening and didn't respond like everyday , her mind was still engrossed in the nan with the cycle carrying flowers basket who dropped them at her door
Sunday, September 12, 2021
from previous....
....she stood by the window holding her hot steaming cup of coffee with both hands watching the sun rise, there was a patch of grass near the flower beds , canopy of beauteous creepers but the family had no time to enjoy the wonderful scenery, a man in a cap was visible walking with his bicycle on his side towards their direction , the basket was full of flowers that was hanging before the white bicycle, tulips, roses and tiny white blossoms she didn't know the name of
page 45...
..she was now located in a small pocket of the beautifully peaceful town , the cottage was owned by her father's friend's relatives where she came to live on her father's request, not that her father could not afford to have a residence there, , in fact he had a most magnificent flat but thinking of her loneliness he didn't allow her to stay in the flat, , he didn't like the idea of his daughter living alone because he wished her well to come out of her bad experience of her past life chapter that was closed
Saturday, September 11, 2021
page 41....
....it was one cool summer evening, unlike her habit she lay in her room with a pillow on her face, she was not well, therefore she stayed in bed, she heard cheerful voice downstairs so curious sge came out to find out it was mahin phuphu visiting them, , next month aham was getting married, phuphu was shopping for the wedding there in Dubai, ,she gave a glance over her clothes, she was clad in grey trousers and white shirt full of creases, quickly she entered her room and changed swiftly into a clean pair of white trousers and rose colored shirt, wore a bit of makeup on her swollen face, brushed ger hair fluffy and came downstairs, sleepless nights gave her that tired swollen look
Friday, September 10, 2021
from previous...
....during this phase of the night the empty corridor in the hospital echoed like a hammer hitting the sound of high heels approaching, , sitting and waiting for sister marya in his room the doctor s full attention was focused on it, , finally his wait was over, , the door handle turned and was opened by sister marya as she stepped in,
She is in her room declared sister Marya
He got up thanking her
Sister marya asked shuffling the files on the table before her what was he going to do now
Nothing, just wish her a very happy birthday and he held tge cake box in his hands, afterwards he would spend time finishing his pending business
Sister marya expressed her wishful thinking she wanted to see them both as a happily married couple soon
page 39
....He watches over you during the night
Definitely He alone is aware of everything
Satanic powers descend on them
Who follow useless vague rumors everywhere
All those present in the transit
Are rooted without destination
Some of them brought inner truthfulness
Speaking of volunteers
The ruthless must know of it
Almighty is tge only merciful
All powerful and always
Thursday, September 9, 2021
gazal...
..night lamps are being put off
Now the heart is being burnt
Someone s stature is built up
To show me in bad light
The one who ought to be under your feet
Sits above otgers crowns
Situation is so unable to cry
Nor can I possibly smile
Clay thrown on the wheel
Rotation is put 8n wrong direction
Medicines if proven ineffective
Prayers are offered for soothing
When do angels know it
That they are being turned to devils
Wednesday, September 8, 2021
gazal
....do no more kindness nor good deeds
Scheme not to drag me down with you drowning
Waves tell storm is approaching
Ask not to float paper boats now
Stonehearted and bitter in temper they are
Dear friend support no such friend
Lest unhealed wounds bleed again
Let not love be showered on my heart
Raise the level of your character but
Display not your feelings to strangers
Expert are we too who know how to value
Exhibit not fake diamonds before me
Almighty is always with the tolerant
Test not patience of any one in life
page 32....
.....it was already more than a week after the function was over, Sabina was getting startled on each and every little light sound and would turn to look at the door, shehroz had to leave that week , he definitely always met before going away, but he left for abroad without meeting
Why
How could he forget
Thousands of questions were rising in mind
Almas also was thinking almost the same thing
Bhai and his wife didn't tell her of shehroz s plans of going abroad so it was quite useless asking them for details, attitudes had changed, something wasn't quite right the manner 8n which shahu had left so quietly
Monday, September 6, 2021
from previous.....
....she had got a headache, almas beghum wanted to escape quickly from there and said, shehroz sat down within two minutes farhat came to take him with her to introduce him to her guests, Seth naiman s daughter was with her in the college, they had become friends, , somehow the meal got over, , nazma looked quite bored, , she gestured to another appa who was already waiting for her signal met adjust bhai before leaving ,, poor him being so affectionate began calling his wife but Rahat bhabhi never heard him habitually, bano appa lost her temper and asked adjust bhai not to bother her wife who was busy and it was getting late so they were leaving
Sunday, September 5, 2021
page 30...
.....do whatever you want to, catch the time 8n your fists and then let it go like sand slipping through your fingers, but the fear is people get lost in the crowded world like in a far, Sabina softly completed her statement
Do you really take me for a fool
Nobody is a fool , just that times change and that is scary
What is bothering you
Why so frightened are you
She was not so fearing before but now suddenly there was a slight change in her attitude
But what exactly is troubling you
She didn't answer, she couldn't because her eyes flooded with emotions and she lowered her eyes staring down at nothing in particular
Almas entered tge room airplane cheerfully asking Sabina to get her some tea
Saturday, September 4, 2021
page 29....
almas beghum had to get up to do something of importance so samira also quickly got up and said leaving they both could speak their heart out , shehroz had still his smile on his face as he asked if they should speak with each other, samira commented it didn't look they were both engaged to get married and hadn't even spoken to each other in this modern world
Samira explained she was herself trendy and taken down Sabina s number and would definitely stay in touch with her , her statement brought a giggle to escape from Sabina s lips and samira turned to scowl at her
Friday, September 3, 2021
from previous....
....now sheroz understood why ammi was glaring at him so fiercely, he was aware her mood was terribly off and not wanting to be her target he quickly left the function,
It was bothering her that samir was chosen and why should the marriage be taking place somewhere else repeated izharul din the line which had been repeated hundreds of times before,
It was irritating he always agreed obediently to whatever his sister wished
page 27...
....ammi what has happened
What's the matter
Ask what is done by your favorite phuphu, don't ask what the matter is, when shahu could not catch the point he turned to look at his father whose miserable expression made him feel even more bad,
What exactly did she do
Neither you nor your father will ever see any fault with almas beghum
Rahat beghum s rage was at it's maximum height
Why don't you just explain it instead of taunting irritated shahu suggested
Thursday, September 2, 2021
page 26...
.....he insisted amma should come with him because he was getting late for the college, amma sarcastically said he was a busy man and go away and there wasn't any need for him to come for her, bano phuphu was still 8n rage, he pleaded she remained calm, arsalan was softening but his eyes were stuck on the watch, bano appa gave up her stubbornness and approached almas at the door not to take lots of time deciding because the boy was very nice , almas politely agreed , appa bano sat down in the car and asked where was he to drive her next, he was to first reach the college and later to another place, he took the drive seat , mother moaned he was taking care of everyone and everything but home was made terribly haunted house for her to stay alone he explained though she was alone she had three maids surrounding her
Wednesday, September 1, 2021
page 25...
....so son you now remember your mother
He began explaining he would have visited her last night but he returned home quite late, she would have felt bad but did he know she was there, of course he knew she was with mami jan at her place, she asked him to go she would come later because bano appa s mind was trapped in discomfort in anticipation what almas s response will be, what a match it could be if only some ritual was done she will become assured she believed
He insisted she must come along with him home, he was to leave for the college afterwards
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