Friday, May 31, 2024

darpardah

...why don't you come along with me 
I shall  introduce you to one of the most interesting personality of Paris,  spoke my friend directly addressing me, he could   show us rare and exciting  art models,  it's a chance  in a lifetime 
Naturally I gave my consent to the invitation and with my friend we reached  the biggest  road in Paris,  from there he took me to   the  first floor of  a hig house  where a most courteous man warmly welcomed us , he was our host  was a well dressed  intelligent  interesting and  clever man,  we had heard of his reputation long before  meeting him,  he had  maintained a long list of wealthy people in Paris and America   who were connoisseurs  interested in collecting  rarest of the rare art   pieces,  this clever man  was well versant in classic  art and  catered the anesthetic  tastes of his clientele,  he had learned to deal with all the details to make it his  primary profitable business,  be would   send his men to  buy  art pieces  at lower price  and he made commission too
He would   keep  rich people's   art on mortgage  when in need  , some  wealthy people  didn't hesitate to sell off their family heirlooms to him,  my friend was informal  friendly  talker  and his attitude  suggested  he was quite  a close friend of the clever man 

Thursday, May 30, 2024

pasmardan

....when that man  killed himself   on the  hill top there were seven  other people present there m video and his five  associates were  looking for  their seventh  member,  going through the trees they had reached the hilltop  and they  saw their seventh man  who was  already  present there before them , all the pairs of etes were  focused on the man who had killed himself 
It was  a horrifying  moment to witness,  this type of sensational scene  none of them had  ever before seen,  the man who took his own life  was  clad in European clothes,  with his back towards them he was looking below at the sea, hearing their approaching footsteps he turned to look  and his face   displayed  a    strange mix of fright and scare, as if he wasn't seeing  men but beasts,  from his  skin and  physical  features  he  appeared Malaysian  but extremely   frightened,  before  someone could utter a word the awfully  frightened Malaysian man  out of his pocket  pulled a pistol,  with lightning speed he turned it's  muzzle  towards his own head and mechanically  pressed the trigger 

Wednesday, May 29, 2024

from previous

....bathroom was the  only place they got together to paint it, Edgar had   a shelf  above the bathroom  in that he kept bath soaps  shampoos cream  a small electric heater,  the shelf was built in and painted  white with the walls,  there wasn't any electric point though inside the bathroom  but he cleverly  connected the heater to the nearest point right outside the door 
He turned the heater on and watched the rods turn red hot, he then left the room,  the electricity control was inside an Almira  above the stairs,  Edgar carefully opened the d, he turned the handle  up  , the power was cut off, , he had a piece of cloth covering his fingers as not to leave his fingerprints behind 
The red   hot  rods of the  heater began cooling off black, still using the  piece of cloth Edgar picked up the heater from the shelf and  put it in the bathing  area inside the lower side of the tub

Tuesday, May 28, 2024

shakki

... it was one  evening in September  , Edgar was   getting himself ready to kill his third wife  dona, he was in the bathroom , the house was just recently bought  by him , he  paused for a minute  to look at his own  reflection in the mirror,  the image ge saw of himself was of a lean thin man , pale yellow  face  of an elderly person,  high forehead  blue eyes  receding hairline,  his mouth was extraordinary,  tight and straight,   so much so Edgar himself  didn't like  it
Donna,  today is your last day  he mumbled  to himself,  I didn't want to kill you but you have forced me to take this  extreme step 
He came out of the bathroom to stand by the window,  dona his third wife  had let herself out from the back door and  walking towards the garden  on a thin narrow  lane , he saw her enter  the lane leading to the  garden,  seeing her he was filled with a rage  he couldn't control  but he managed to  , he kept  on looking at her  until she disappeared amidst the thick dark  canopy of trees
I wish  you didn't prove unfaithful to me 
Edgar had taken the house on rent  and the next door  house was also   just occupied by new people,  a husband and wife,  childless,  Paul was  forty and  Nancy his wife was forty five plus 

Monday, May 27, 2024

page 49

...clad in red  Sheila  got goosebumps with fright,  though she was   most attentively  given  the look of a bride  but with her  injured  and swollen  face  she wasn't  somehow  looking right  in that  character,  her heart trembled with fear, she stood    on wasif  s orders  in a corner  scared  and watched  the scenes  downstairs in the hall,  there was  a feast  going on but  she didn't  catch the  nature of the feast,  on the right side a huge stage was  set up  , seven children stood there unable to speak  their  mouth taped and they were tied up, in a line , the way was decorated with  flowers  as if fir a bride 
It was a weird  sight  an odd feast and the guests were also   equally  strangely dressed,  some had   masks of beasts  to cover their faces , some   others appeared in Satan  masks  , yet others had horns on their heads m loud harsh laughter    devil faced  held drinks in their hands,  several of them  loosing balance   were drunk  already m watching all this she  was reminded of the video by shayan siddiqui 

Sunday, May 26, 2024

page 55

,,,zarmin rubbed her both palms on her wet eyes,  angry she got up and changed her clothes,   scattered around was her make up  things  she colored her face,  put the veil on to ber head and looked at ber reflection in the mirror  and a sense of sadness filled her heart,  her beautiful  green heavily embroidered   dupatta , someone had patted her shoulder to ask her consent 
Zarmin  unintentionally placed her hand over her shoulder 
Namco appa please come in , it is so thrilling,  faza came running   to clutch her hands  and strongly pull her,  , sahara kanwar it was,  a tiny little hand had  saved her from  disappearing  into the  ditch of memories 
A hundred rupee note was circled around  the groom s head as shamina  sighed  with relief    seeing zarmin coming,  Sohail was asking everyone  if the hundred rupees bundle was handed to shamina  so as  she won't  feel  ashamed before her sister 
Smiling  shamina  pulled out another hundred rupees note  and stretched out her arm holding it,
Groom s mother  opened the whole bundle of hundred rupees notes over her son's  head 
The  drums  and the noisy beat became even more   energetic and alive 

Saturday, May 25, 2024

zindgi hum tujhe guzarenge

....just for a fleeting moment  Anwar hasin  s entire  body trembled 
He is a useless man and a useless father who can never protect his children,  he couldn't  save his own daughter,  fear  rose inside  Anwar hasin and  choked him , his whole body trembled,  there was a second s silence,  in that moment  Anwar hasin felt his daughter's  touch on his own hands,  she was tightly  clutching on to his shoulders and trying her best to overcome  her fears and  remove his fears 
What has happened abbu ji, zarmin  broke the one second silence  with her question  and  in response the sky was  covered with a  display of colorful  flares  hiding the real stars and   showing their own   illuminated  grandeur 
Both  sat side by side   watching the show,  then they  looked at each other  and  broke into spontaneously laughter,  father daughter  laughter was similar,  mirthful  clear flowing   attractive 
Come on abbu,  mehndi has arrived,  you haven't even changed your clothes,  zarmin stood up to  tidy up things,  a light sincere laugh had carried away all fears  from Anwar hasin  s mind 

Friday, May 24, 2024

page 47

....just the three of us and nobody else,  this was  already decided,  so when  tabada s call was received  even then the real matter was   not  revealed and  very silently  it was worked out,  kamran had police contacts  and Walid had finances  , it wasn't difficult to reach the child with the  tracking wrist watch,   ammunition was also  arranged,  shatan and Walid were  following their man  outside the hospital m kamran was to see things at the police station  and the secret team was  raised without  letting anyone else know about it  nit bothered  about what others  opinion was,  experience had taught him  to stay secretive  or plans go haywire,  within twenty minutes  the d I g called  and  assured  them  all  his support,  
Today  why  their police station   was so hyper active  he asked kamran,  the question was  asked directly  without any  round about  preface 
Sir , we are preparing for a raid 
Where 
At a gambling den and  a bar in Shadman aream for  many days my informers were   giving me  details,  the latest news today was given  a huge stake is  expected  , so I thought this was the right moment  , kamran was ready with a story 

Thursday, May 23, 2024

page 45

....dear  don't mind if I say something 
Mother  what are you saying,  you don't need my permission ypto speak to me,  she was  hurt
The matter isn't about taking permission  but it's about its  delicate nature,  most probably you shall  feel bad   her tone was  rather serious 
I assure you I won't  feel bad  you just speak up what's on your mind  she tried to convince her mother 
Dear you do know it your abbu was a most  honest  and self respected  man , we ate enough  but never did we ever swallow  any morsel  earned dishonestly or gotten from beggary or robbery 
You too keep me well fed or half fed but the food must be gotten from  honest sweat and dignity 
She had recovered  from  the private clinic treatment and  the room conditioning  
Don't you worry at all  I got a NGO to help me  out in your  case 

Wednesday, May 22, 2024

page 42

....that boy was sixteen or seventeen,  though  dressed in  quite  clean clothes  but his  limbs  and nails  had a hardened texture  suggesting   that he was a tough laborer,  he worked as mechanic in hashim s shop,  he had met hashim s contacts and Walid  had  shown him around,  the boy s name was Tahir,  he  was  at the Mazar to   offer his prayers,  as usual  after his prayers he began distributing  alms amongst the  poor sitting outside the shrine , he was too generous  to be handing each one  a ten rupees  , he prided and enjoyed doing this , , all the  faqirs  sat in straight  rows, he had just reached the fifth  faqir when suddenly  somehow his foot twisted and he fell directly on the faqir who also tumbled  along with him,  the faqir s  covering shawl tore away and the face became visible,  the faqir began cursing him for  giving him  discomfort,  Tahir begged forgiveness and tried to pick him up 
The faqir  flung his helping hand aside and  shooed him away  and quickly gathered himself to his previous position and  wrapped himself quickly with the covering shawl 

Tuesday, May 21, 2024

page 34

....what the heck is this  she screamed 
What happened madam  marya s assistant    reached the spot and  enquired,  a hidden camera was raped to a vase , his head began spinning,  it was  a dangerous game  someone was playing 
Rustam  how did this happen she directly looked into his etes and growled threateningly,  she had though turned it off before calling him , he became nervous and confused 
There wasn't anything there till yesterday,  just checking it out who all entered   the office  she  spoke in a harsh tone  giving him instructions 
Madam in your absence only  I am here,  then the cleaner comes Rustam didn't find it hard to reach their man 
if you must skin him and ask him on whose  direction he did it, her  cruelty   was fierce  in tone and pitch  
Yes madam I will right away go and catch him 
He left and marya  fuming tried to remember what all things had she  discussed since morning  , everything was normal except her telephone conversation with wasif  , this could prove dangerous 

Monday, May 20, 2024

page 29

...how are you honey 
Shehlina turned to look  at the door  to see wasif stepping into the room  , he had managed to unlock the door 
She wanted to  leave  , ready to come again  , she was worried her parents  would be shocked  of her disappearance from her hostel,  she was trying to convince him to let her go
But darling he said maliciously  her family   had received the news already,  in this matter the police was also involved,  so now it was  impossible for him to release her
He was thankful on the first day her mobile  sim and all was flung into the drainage  or they would have  tracked them down easily 

Sunday, May 19, 2024

page 28

....seventh  also disappeared,  this seventh child also was born  nine eleven nit just that but he is turning  eleven on his  approaching birthday explained  Walid  in deep soberness 
After all what does the police say,  probably  some sensational  point will come up and  the police version will   be suppressed  for being baseless 
Shayan was depressed 
Don't be disheartened dear friend,  almighty is merciful Walid encouraged him
Circumstances are so very disappointing,  not a single clue can be found from anywhere,  so long ago it seems  hanta was abducted,  the other with the doll also still   untraceable 

Saturday, May 18, 2024

page 27

...akmal   got a cleaner in the advertising agency where  marya worked to pass a camera and a video   that also recorded  audios,  it was wi fi compatible,  marya  was easily  monitored  from the comfort of his home,  everything she did in office,  he had to wait till it got installed by the evening,  she arrived and git professionally  busy in her work  at four  thirty a call was received by her on her mobile  before receiving it she sent the staff  outside,  , akmal  was alerted and  ready to listen carefully 
Yes wasif, what is up 
Her tone and manner was   efficient  but akmal couldn't hear the  voice of the caller , he could hear one sided  talk 
You are doing wonderfully  but the demands from  above are   for even  better performance 
Sge played with the pen she held  between her fingers in a specific way m the  video  audio quality was  quite good but akmal  observed her face lacked fear that he would like to see , but her next  statement  confused him 

Friday, May 17, 2024

page 51

...let me  do this noble  task , let maskan get married and go away  Sohail Mia is my next    choice  and definitely I shall find a suitable match for him,  she  and   also for your  wonderful  boy,  she had blossomed   that mazhar was still not married 
Thank you very much  but I am the mother and still alive  and I will  do the  choosing myself  raqya  frankly explained her  point 
But nice girls aren't easy to find,  it's like  refilling empty wells in a desert,  just look at them  they are  searching for eleven years someone suitable for their brother  but nobody  has ever crossed their mind   argued the matchmaker  hoping to convince them 
The meal was also    served  
Perhaps they really don't want their brother  got married, 
When they feel like eating good food they go out looking for girls,  she was  completely  tired of them,  
What exactly do you mean by that 
Do you think we are  nit decent people and find excuses to  get first class  welcome  from  unsuspecting  families,  we have enough  more than enough  good food  for us we need not go out hunting  

Thursday, May 16, 2024

page 49

....so it's you who has done  M A, how many years ago did you complete your  M Am the other women  started  taking  interview    when  the senior most was lost in conversation  and forgotten   the purpose of being there 
Just recently  she had always been quite a brainy creature,  she also enjoyed studying   that's why in a very  less time sge cleared all her degrees, , right before that mask and was narrating her own  experiences of thirty years ago when she had   done her m a, she had intervened  to high jack the whole  conversation  ,  people were helpless   and calculated  correctly  how old the woman was if her year of passing her  schooling   college and masters  were  known  on the other side  rural backward  illiterate  aging  women also are comfortably presented as brand new teenager m  degree holder and too many  degrees to show  the woman appears unacceptable and  older  elderly,   a woman  reaches  post graduation  at thirty and two years later she is thirty two,  that's why  maskan was  tutored to tell  the  curious  suitors  families she was just  B A  but wasn't she silly , she always blurted out the truth   horrifying her elders 

Wednesday, May 15, 2024

page 23

....I could lose my job  my friend 
So you must 
What rubbish,  you want my family to starve to death  he screamed 
And what about the whole   nation dying because of your  actions  from the other side the response was equally  satisfying 
Are you a friend or a foe 
Of course  I am your friend indeed  who comes rushing  every time  you need my help  or who decent person  ever  visits  police personnel 
Just help me  stop arguing,   I received orders  to keep  a vigilant eye on that  damage Mariya and on her all activities  but she  is beyond me, I was following her  normally  but somehow suddenly she vanishes like an illusion 
It was Jalal  a junior of kamran explaining his experiences  to akmal a newspaper reporter  who collected juicy gossip  and  had access to several  contacts 
Naturally she is aware she is being followed by you  that  is simple  apparently,  it was easy for akmal to  explain the situation 
Now I don't possess Suleman magic tricks  to hide my five feet 
Nine inches   personality,  Jalal was  quite  irritated  
Friend  you need to update your surveillance skills 

Tuesday, May 14, 2024

page 20

...  I have discussed  earlier with you,  that point is still disturbing me, 
And what's that 
I did tell  you  all the  f I r registered with the police  of abducted children  the age of children is eleven,  the surprising factor is  in all the  old magic books eleven is the coding number,  number ten is used for almighty  and eleven for satanic  activities,  now ten is skipped and  eleven is used   and it is a negatively powerful  number,  he turned his laptop towards him to show him the screen text 
Not even bothering to glance at the screen sgatan spoke to himself  and his face  drained all it's  color 
What's wrong shayan,  Walid asked  noticing  the sudden  change in his friend 
Thus is the date of birth of the  missing girl  she will turn eleven on this date,  his  voice was choking 
Oh my God, let me find out the  other children's dates of birth quickly 
They had their contact numbers,  within fifteen minutes tge task was done,  all the children were born on nine eleven 

Monday, May 13, 2024

page 19

....what's going on  friend  , asked  shayan  in a tired  voice   from Walid who was busy working on his laptop 
Why are you so dull , Walid threw a sidelong glance  turning away from the screen   to go back on  his  work
Because of my sister's condition I am so disturbed,  with  the passing  time  her condition is deteriorating,  panic attacks are increasing,  all night  she was kept under observation,  her b p was shot up,  at fajar she was  brought home,  now she is  given tranquilizers,  m it feels  she will never recover,  he really was   disturbed 
Almighty is merciful  friend  don't you worry at all 
In these circumstances  stay  sensible and strong , only you have to take care of yourself and your family  spoke Walid sympathetically 

Sunday, May 12, 2024

page 17

....darling,  whatever for are you making such an issue of this insignificant  matter 
Insignificant  for you,  she was  hurt by the  uncaring words of wasif
Come on  dear we are  to be life partners  and it is not a matter  at all  of importance 
What was to happen after signing a piece of paper had happened before that  so it's not a big thing  he was self confident and uninterested 
Of course it's a  matter of debate because after all it happened without my consent  she slowly growled 
It was all your own fault,  you were openly inviting temptation  drunk and  available  
Bags of gold are temptation to robbers , no decent man ever will have any of it
She was   not  liking  wasif s attitude  and  slapped his right cheek  quite hard
He wasn't used to listening to nonsense,  he lost his temper , he had become a warm friend and she forgot her own status,  , his pitch  and tone changed completely,  what if he tried to take advantage of her, what if he tried to take over her life and her control   , 
She screamed  he had hit her,  she she hit him back  both  became  aggressive 

Saturday, May 11, 2024

nahin Boley to suntey nahi

...where are you,  are you hiding,  why aren't you visible,  her head and feet thickly hena ed  watching  the television   sitting  right before tge screen , sulking mangoes  raqya  nervously jumped up on hearing  kalshum mian s voice m the mango was half eaten and the rest slipped out of her grip to  land in a sticky mess on the belly laid carpet 
Oh God, she was about to stand up scared  just to remember in time the hena was plastered on the soles of her feet and    that saved the carpet  from becoming more dirty thankfully  , she decided to remain  sitting 
But her etes were glued  to the fallen pulpy  mango  on the carpet 
For heaven's sake  why are you  sitting there  so still like  meditating  gautam budha not moving  at all
I have been calling you for some time  have you gone deaf
At last safdar pasha  had reached  her and his voice had sounded rather sharp 

Friday, May 10, 2024

from previous

.....wedding  functions were over  and the holy month of rampant began ,aima for a few days was  gone visiting her previous family   where  one if her Taya and one cgacha lived with their families  phuphi lived near by  grandparents were  dead   but aima was  given a warm  welcome and  v I p treatment  and  accepted spontaneously 
Though nit so wealthy  nor  exceptionally prosperous  yet nobody was  poor  or mean , all of them were decently progressive,  aima  was having a super  fun  vacation  amongst her cousins,  she  almost knew everyone  before  reaching them,  , recent  wedding  functions  had  brought them  closer emotionally 
Basically  aima was  a full of life  generous  and happy go lucky type of a person,  she liked people and  was easy going  friendly  young woman m her nature was likeable  because she was very amiable and comfortable to be with 

Thursday, May 9, 2024

page 19

....who are you 
Who am I  with a straight face sge blurted out
Dear rani go inside and rest  m phuphi s voice  was  inserted with hidden annoyance 
It's your daughter  exactly like you  she spoke rather mindlessly 
Alright wait here  till we meet again,  I will send sgeraz, phuphi  gathered her heavyweight  personality  from the sofa to get up ,  she also shook rani s   shoulder  , tgey both also stood up 
Abbu  senior , aima looked at  them  m they  wanted to stay longer  talking to rani, , her etes were glued on ber but vacant of all expressions 
We will  come again  said  senior abbu  including sgeraz and aima 
After that  wedding  function  , long hours spent  in the company of cousins  and noisy celebrations   amidst them all aima   couldn't  forget the pair of beautiful etes  her heart and mind revolved around that  golden pair of eyes , whatever she did those etes  would   emerge  in her mind  and pull her 
Where are you lost  asked sgano repeating  herself  three times   before  she heard her 
Listen shano, can you tell me something about  rani aunty,  senior abbu was telling   she is a psycho patient 
Who  are you talking about ,  not that corner  one 
But of course  same
I have never met her , just  sen glimpses of her in my childhood days
 But why are you so much interested in her 

Wednesday, May 8, 2024

from previous

....I am  so  happy with your performance  zai you never  let me down  you never disappointed me  you always  fully measure on my parameters,  that mysterious voice  was  intoxicating  going straight to the mind  captivating but  the corner from where it was  spoken was in complete dark  and nobody visible,  she could  feel someone's presence but  but sge couldn't  see who was there 
I never get disappointed,  you have fulfilled all my wishes,  my life is enriched with  new experiences  that I am left with nothing to wish for,  I am glad I don't belong to the  group of fools  who  are forced to compromise   and leas a life of deprivation   , their wishes never fulfilled,  these fools turn to faith to receive all that they couldn't  afterlife 
Absolutely true,   you shall always have  what you want in future  too because  you always   completed the tasks given,  your hardwork and efforts  proved fruitful to us, you have brought us unlimited profits  and you shall be rewarded for that 

Tuesday, May 7, 2024

from previous

....the hall was brightly illuminated    shining  and dazzling,  ear  splitting  noisy loud music  playing  shook everything  present in the hall  but the  the couples remained  absolutely  unaffected m drinking  colorful  drinks  they stayed engrossed in their  enjoyable   moments of gossip  and  merrily  kept on talking,  welcome  to our free  and beautiful world   of joys,  ,, here nobody criticizes  anyone  nor  any personal questions are asked   , this new world is created by us to live  life fully without  any fear,  you too can join us and  live your life your way,  these  words were uttered in her ears by wasif  junjua  who had just entered the hall with sheela, he was madly crazy happy with his one arm around  sheela s waist  completely unaware  sgeela was totally confused  in this mind-boggling  atmosphere , she lost her balance and learned  on wasif for support,  this was a different  type of world  I was not familiar with  , I also hope this  exotic experience will  bring me all the happiness I long for,  wasif s support  gave her the strength she wanted  and  shirking off all doubts  she opted  for life  she chose life 

Monday, May 6, 2024

from previous

...this was sixth   child abducted in  a fortnight  in the city,  tge police failed to find not a single one , what is the latest  development  , media was shaken up , public  was negatively reacting against the police,, the criminals were  getting   stronger  ,, the senior  officers were  shifting all the blame on to the juniors,  
It was all shayan siddiqui  s mind working  overtime  , he is fully supported by his n g o   followed by  tge scared parents,  before this they used to show up in the police station  wailing  to go back home  by the end of the day  explained  one of the  s h o with a heavy paunch and long bushy moustaches  as if  it was  all the parents faults  
Naturally  those poor parents used to go back  because they were uneducated unaware  and helpless , but now they have  found  a new way to approach the authorities  and  now  their voice is raised   international media  into action , this wave is  dangerous  and won't   be subdued into silence 

Sunday, May 5, 2024

from previous

...another warm morning  had started,  the   sun  s  rage was significantly  dangerous,   but  inside  the sunrays   were not  aggressively  harsh  and hot, room conditioning  had affectively  chilled the air ,, at the dining table  just three    of them sat ,  Taya abbu,  tayi ammi and aima ,  abbu s food was carefully  cooked  for his medical condition,  before the ladies  a cast range of varieties  were  arranged,  abbu  looked at his brown dry bread and tea without sugar  and  oat porridge , ammi preferred   brown bread   with lightly  fried   egg , before aima   one by one  countless dishes were  served,   , she was being insisted  on having ber breakfast 
Abbu the corner house at the end of our line  , it's an old house  who lives there  asked aima rubbing jam on her toast  , all night sge had spent  pondering over it, 
Oh, one of our phuphi lives there,  nit exactly  real blood relative,  but a distant cousin of abba  perhaps   from his maternal side, tge answer was  given in careful  detail  but a little  carelessly,  on  principle  by now aima ought to have   kept quiet  but she was   not content  on using her ears  more but depended on her eyes more , she believed  in seeing  things fir herself  so she  asked them to  take her there  
Drop that idea child,  what  will you do there , phuphu amma does not  socialize anymore,   you will be embarrassed and  dislike the entire experience 

Saturday, May 4, 2024

from previous

....the whole next day   approximately  was spent sleeping,  she woke up  late night,  , freshened up and  opened her suitcase,  gifts from ammi Jan  sent for the rightful  relatives   Taya abbu, his wife  and Shane and zulfi bhai , after  handing them their  gifts sge came to be with Shane, get up let us go for a walk 
Too many  mosquitoes outside,  just stay inside,   and rest, Shane was  a most lazy person   who would not move easily from her place,  aima pulled her tugging at her  
Tomorrow we will go
 Yawning wide
Tomorrow never comes 
 Jut today  now and this very moment 
Just follow me, shaking her aima started walking  away towards the door,  she heard Shane calling her but aima  ignoring her kept on walking forward purposely  and  reached outside   when Shane ran after her asking  why is she  so much interested in  going for walks, she didn't need more exercise  she was smart , Shane was  breathless 
To stay smart I need a walk, stopped aima to crane her neck to survey her surroundings and  to look at the house,  it was  a  wonderful house  , streetlights were  illuminating  it but unable to cover the entire  house in lights 

Friday, May 3, 2024

talafi

....from her house to the airport  till getting aboard and sitting down in her seat, , clasping the seat belt  until  the the flight took off   her mind filled up with dozens of instructors  mamma gave her,  eat your meals  regularly properly,  , avoid and stay away from useless things,  , drink your milk everyday,  I have told amna how you hate having  your  milk,  she I promise you will deal with that,, live  with dignity and   nicely,  even if it is Taya s house   yet  never venture out without their permission and always inform them of your whereabouts 

Thursday, May 2, 2024

page 6

...he confessed his life was a   pile of sins  and it wasn't any insignificant  sin , he admitted he had  sinned all his life  that almighty  will never  forgive,  she was a woman of about  thirty , who  with her attitude attractive looks and dressing sense could easily pass as a younger person,  clad in off white gardenia  with matching earrings  complimented her golden glowing complexion,    her wonderful personality and presence  in contrast  underlined her  expression of sadness on her lovely face 
Usually eastern women are more particular about  their  dignity of character,  such  a woman  tries her best to avoid  compromising  in impossible circumstances   to protect her dignity,  women of this creed have  always a reason to save themselves  with dignity intact 

Wednesday, May 1, 2024

from previous be aitbar

...a woman speaking to her friend  ,, never trust a man,  from today I swear to God  I will never again look at Tariq again  and never again  trust any man in my life 
After all what exactly happened 
Poked her friend,  did you catch  Tariq with another woman 
Nit that at all in fact he caught me with another man,  only yesterday Tariq had told me  he was  going out of station 
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.a girl called her boyfriend  on the phone  and asked him not to come at night m abbu had become aware  that they had used his car last night  and he was  getting mad 
But how did he come to know of it
He is one of the dozens we hit the car  last night 
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,doctor to his old patient's husband,,I don't know how to begin to explain to you,  I am sorry  but your wife won't be able to live another week 
Seeing the doctor nodding  he exclaimed  crossing his heart  it means I am also dying 
Why so
Doctor sahib  how will my poor little heart  take in so much happiness