This remained invisible unseen yet perceived scare to her
She would wait a few more days before demanding her payment, hayat again would cool her off
She was surprised at the men of dancing girls, they tolerated all humiliation because they used the money on themselves deprived the women of their earnings to push them into the same business, she was shocked to glimpse traces of this nature in hayat
She was still working but was hurt for not getting the control of her earnings the freedom to use it as she wanted, she was given her salary, she wasn't going to build a palace for herself with that much but didn't she have the right to keep the dirty money of her hard work , she wished if only hayat had kept her dignity, if only the holy words I accept I do I do were not broken, if only he had as a man protected the trust and weight of those words that are supposed to be maintained in the nikah