akhri khwahish-

-naved  ahmed  shares  his  first  hand  experience  in first  person narrative , he  was  large  , handsome, his  curly  hair  loosely  touched  his  shoulders  , he  was  admired  for  his  attractive  looks  , he  was  compared  to  any movie  hero
-but  in reality  heroes  are  not  made  of  ordinary  stuff , they  have  a  high  character  , a  sense  of  responsibility  , he  can  show  courage  in sacrificing  his  personal  interest  to  save  others  unlike  wicked  terrorists  who  kill themselves  to kill others  heroes  are  ready  to  kill to  save  others, but  unfortunately  he  had  no  such  attributes  in him, only  his outer  appearance  was  well built  and  attractive  empty  of  hero"s  qualities