--shah zeb realised tajur had gained nothing from his presence except her marriage got canceled with ishak, both alamghir and ishak were damaging her family "s reputation and she was trying to save her parents from humiliation, everyone around seemed against her and him but one group was favouring them and supporting them because he had successfully protected and helped reshmi back to safety
Monday, October 31, 2016
page 141--
-shah zeb was experiencing so many emotional storms and facing them broken and shattered, just one statement was enough and killing, he pushed the door open surprised to see akhtari was standing near the door bolted it from outside and looked injured in some hand combat , inside sat tajur leaning against the wall also looking returned from a battle, he speculated both women had fought and now akhtari breathed long sighs of relief and handed tajur "s charge over to him as she left
Sunday, October 30, 2016
from previous-
--sajad and he ate their meal in complete silence, followed by more drinks, then sajad said he was right , it was alamghir"s munshi who is here and not disclosing where they sent letters written by them in false writing , so this was clear as he had feared someone from alamghir"s camp was abducted and it was his munshi with whose help letters were written and then alamghir himself somehow put the address or took care of posting them or sending them by hand or delivered the letters himself but where and to who was still unclear
from previous-
-with that speculation he heard a knock on the door, aroma of good food entered with two plump maids who held two trays of meals arranged for proper hungry men like him and sajad , fried fish, pullao, pure ghee stuffed murgh and other dishes decorated the tray, feeling suddenly very hungry he saw one maid place two glasses and a whisky bottle on the table, , the maids were sent away, sajad picked up his glass in such a cordial manner that he too wordlessly understood he was included and invited to do the same, swallowing a couple of large and small mouthfuls they began to eat, he knew sajad was not ready to talk about their fight, nor question why he accepted defeat when he was not defeated , why was sajad allowed to be declared the victorious
page 139-
-on his mind a storm was hyper active, all that he feared was happening, his past was uncovering, baqar"s face appeared before his eyes, now he speculated why he was being so closely stared at, perhaps they had seen him on some television channel in MMA fights, perhaps several times to recognize him, making him to take a decision
Saturday, October 29, 2016
from previous--
-he said learning survival skills is important, when couple learn to be together happy llife becomes enjoyable and they are gifted children of their own, which are not man made toys to be thrown in dustbins when one gets tired of playing with them, children are not broken into pieces if they are not liked when parents have no mood, instead marriages are personal matters, decision must be taken as a personal choice , taking care of loving parents is a duty
from previous-
-sadya beghum was so upset, talking to her son she kept repeating herself how she had served others and what result she got , it was not profitable nor beneficial to be always there helping others , her son also exploded a bombshell in her ear that it was all her fault indeed , a child also learns to be independent when he realises he must learn to grow up
page163-
--as if appa had invited all her friends young daughters and daughters in law and other married and unmarried young women to surround pyari who was so simple as a bride that everyone one looked at her in great surprise, one or two experienced in married life were interviewing the new bride as their right and authority , shocking the bride , at that moment entered appa hustling bustling into the crowded room
Friday, October 28, 2016
hard and soft-
-a drop of water is powerless, but non stop little trickle runs lines carving deep into the rocks and mountains, persistent tiny drops falling one by one on the same spot make their presence felt by digging a small hole , patience is unfelt like the softness of breeze , the uncaring are uncaring because they have no senses and sensibility to feel the existence of softness which can change others shaping them according to their mould
gazal-
-not like the sea, unlike the oceans
-heart is like a desert "s destiny
-years whose sweet words attracted everyone
-now turned his tones like daggers sharp
-when do the dreams settle on isles of eys
-tears flooded like depth of the deep
-yesterday covered in the darkness of separation
-the scene at dawn is of total destruction
-misguiding others wearing mask of true guide
-missing all sincere companions on the way
-showing the destination to lost travelers
-who can you find like a sage there
-nurtured was your beauty with praises of strangers
-none of them sculpted you in piety
-crossing the lane of the goddess of beauty
-every man looked a culprit
-whom shakir wished for praying all the time
-a heart was found in her like a stone
-heart is like a desert "s destiny
-years whose sweet words attracted everyone
-now turned his tones like daggers sharp
-when do the dreams settle on isles of eys
-tears flooded like depth of the deep
-yesterday covered in the darkness of separation
-the scene at dawn is of total destruction
-misguiding others wearing mask of true guide
-missing all sincere companions on the way
-showing the destination to lost travelers
-who can you find like a sage there
-nurtured was your beauty with praises of strangers
-none of them sculpted you in piety
-crossing the lane of the goddess of beauty
-every man looked a culprit
-whom shakir wished for praying all the time
-a heart was found in her like a stone
bahadur shah zafar-
-the last mughal emperor bahadur shah zafar blossomed off season , he had a natural poetic streak, he took lessons from ghalib and zauq and polished his bent of mind in their style, by that time mughal empire had shrunk to delhi"s chandni chowk and red fort area , bahadur shah zafar developed a style of mirroring the couplets in persian manner by rearranging the words and phrases used in them with dramatic change of meaning and effect---arguments lead to difficulties
-difficulties lead to arguments
-difficulties lead to arguments
Wednesday, October 26, 2016
from previous-
--safina has gone to attend her friend:s function with her , two days ago she had informed about it , tajur was mother of safina annoyed at her younger daughter zara who was late in returning home, she had first given an excuse of coming late that she was caught in a traffic jam, now she was trying her best to look tired that she and her friend intiya had twice fixed a flat tyre in their way back, the first time was so exhausting that they were drained out , the second time thankfully a passing taxi driver offered them help
from previous--
--hamad hasin was celebrating his golden jubilee, his wife and he invited his guests , mahin dragged her friend safina along to attend the party, she even took her shopping , gifts also were arranged, in the party safina went up on the stage to kiss the old couple on their foreheads wishing them happiness, in the camera flashes she suddenly saw prince was also present , he seemed to be a chain smoker, his secretary was lighting his cigar for him
page 66-
-both were together in lahore hostel, doing MBA they had become friends, sheikh hamad hasin was mahin"s wealthy father who was setting up and training her to run her business, safina"s mother was helping her daughter to take over her dead father:s business set up , life was bringing them both closer to each other with similar situations they both found themselves in
from previous-
-he had not seen tajur for past seventy two hours, last time he had met her in the basement , not allowed to meet her by the wrestler sajjad himself, feeling guilty that because of him she was restricted , his shoulder was paining, the healer wrestler ashmat was equipped with all the basic things and know how how to fix cracks and joints and hurts in wounded wrestlers, his friends were sentimental yet grateful that he had courage to fight and also save his own life , it was a draw actually but when he accepted his defeat sajad was declared the victorious who was prevented by his own men to kill his opponent
from previous--
-the game was over, both were overpowering each other pinioning their opponent in such a manner that they were both unable to move or they could break each other"s knee and leg twisting them and break themselves free from the deadly position, whispering loud he declared to sajad he was breaking his limbs and instead of accepting his victory he was going to three times hit the ground with his right hand to surrender his defeat, how fierce and humiliating it was for the champion, he for the first time publicly was licking dust, the victorious had withdrawn as the defeated to maintain sajad "s dignity, the turbaned men were refferies who came running with the crowds jubilant that opponent was defeated , , that sajad was their hero in rightful manner
from previous--
-sajjad was getting blood thirsty , his tactics were deadly, crowds shouted , their slogans drowned in the noisy winds, again to ride the winds encouraging all the supporters present there to cheer sajad up, after his direct hit was missed, opponent"s shoulder got hurt but he was thankful to save his neck, observing how close they had come to each other , he realised in such close proximity sajad"s attacks would be wasted , his kicks and hand movements were restricted , this was his own turn to act and he used all his strength to hit hard on his chest, this was strange that sajad was still not able to neutralize him , his unexpected hard blow had staggered him
page 133--
--the man in black went back to take his chair, the fight had begun, all gathered were sajad"s supporters and backing him up ,who had opened up his arms wide and in a true wrestler"s style taken a circle of his opponent , his attack was known as deadly, nobody ever survived his first move but this time his opponent was ready for it and escaped getting a direct hit on his neck , his shoulder got hurt and he felt numb, first then pangs of pain rose up in shooting pains , sajad roared and the crowds shouted slogans in his favour
Tuesday, October 25, 2016
page 5-
-aila was in BA part one and still took help in her studies from hanira, who had promised her all her notes, what use were they to her now, then arrived the awaited day they both had weaved their inventive thousands of dreams around, little amaan was born bringing endless joys in their dull lives, smiles on their faces were glued for eternity, hanira found joys were inseparable from amaan, she discovered deep satisfaction and happiness in her child that was missing in her relationship with samir who happily declared her wife was snatched away by little amaan
rawayat pasand-
-mrs bolino had a illness of gossiping, without gossiping she could not digest her meals, that morning also she began the day with a sensational confession addressing jean if she was aware that mr tharp visited that place every year in a particular time to spend a specific week there, that there was a story behind it, jean was not at all amazed at such a revelation
gazal from previous-
-it is another reason we did not come to your street
-but why should we leave your town
-ages ago someone tell me where they all gone
-aimless what is our destination
-perhaps it is not possible
-that you listen to tales of woe narrated by us
-dark descended illuminations in town
-fearing we may lose our way
-saddened hearts are without the beloved
-come lets go find our beloved
-but why should we leave your town
-ages ago someone tell me where they all gone
-aimless what is our destination
-perhaps it is not possible
-that you listen to tales of woe narrated by us
-dark descended illuminations in town
-fearing we may lose our way
-saddened hearts are without the beloved
-come lets go find our beloved
page 30-
-december that i dislike -
-so many years passed
-several more spent
-days and nights completed their rotations
-like earth shaking
-opening like dreams
-tearing off eyes
-but waking up in the lap of new year
-praying for a fulfilling future
-journeying through the lands of desires
-the last day of year is impossible to pass
-my dear friends
-if you can catch the first joyous sunshine of the new year
-that what is burnt out in the previous year
-throb it does but not smile
-thus december is what i dislike so much
-so many years passed
-several more spent
-days and nights completed their rotations
-like earth shaking
-opening like dreams
-tearing off eyes
-but waking up in the lap of new year
-praying for a fulfilling future
-journeying through the lands of desires
-the last day of year is impossible to pass
-my dear friends
-if you can catch the first joyous sunshine of the new year
-that what is burnt out in the previous year
-throb it does but not smile
-thus december is what i dislike so much
Monday, October 24, 2016
from previous--
--on one side of the ground were placed chairs , only five of them, for five men with turbans sitting watching the scene with deep interest, silent and not speaking a word, but their eyes shone with unexplainable curiosity , four out of them were clad in starched white crispy salwar kamiz suits and one in all black, whose turban also was in matching black
angarey-
-it was a description of the scene of the competition between him and sajad, just after mid day, yet it was quite windy , some times the force was mild but for two days it was terrible weather, the cold temperature was getting worse, in the middle of the ground stood gathered at least two hundred people,, all of them were sajad"s supporters and workers, equipped with fire arms most of them the rest carried axes and sticks , they were wrapped in warm woolen sheets to protect themselves from the biting cold, their loose shawls flapped in the wind, but they all stood guard like statues
from previous-
-osmani and the officer were still discussing babur who was very intelligent but he had a tendency to criminal activities, with that dangerous streak in him once he killed a gangster who had stolen a van and from various branches robbed the cash and reacahed the head office where babur took action , how the van was stolen is another story but babur killing the gangster disappeared with the van loaded with robbed cash
from previous-
-babur"s criminal activities made a long list , nawaz the police officer said, they were that time sitting in osmani sahib"s drawing room, discussing maters of concern , osmani sahib had come back home a day before, feeling alert and active , they agreed that babur was a highly sharp brainy man but his tendency was criminal, in the past he had helped and done many good deeds ,killed several notoriously dangerous gangsters, so they would not take advantage of law and get released on bail and roam around freely to get active in crime world again
from previous-
-the doctor was off duty about to go home , seeing fahad there he suggested why not he on extra payment got a room in the private wing if vacant, the room was available, lying on the bed fahad felt his aching body soothed with his tensed up muscles and worried nerves, it had been a hectic day since morning running around , he also needed to rest his tired body
page 127-
--nadya was adament , she wanted to stay in the hospital , osmani sahib was admitted, but all the attendents had no place to stay and were out in the garden waiting to spend the night on the benches, asif and fahad coaxed her to go home, with them left babur also
Saturday, October 22, 2016
from previous-
from previous-
-the trees on either side of the shady cool road lined up in perfect straight alignment, fallen dry crisp leaves down covered the ground , wind blown scattered everywhere, he walked on them crushing them under his feet,, what all things he was remembering that moment, that he had never forgotten, he will never forget them, his ailing mother and then her painful death
from previous-
-dusky pleasant evening was slipping down to settle down silently through the windows into a peaceful night, stars shone in the night sky here and there in no particular pattern, birds flew back to their nests in the silhouetted trees noisily fluttering their wings,
-she was in her room up there changing when she heard someone running up the stairs to stop next to the window, startled she looked at harun, perhaps he was looking for zeb
-she was in her room up there changing when she heard someone running up the stairs to stop next to the window, startled she looked at harun, perhaps he was looking for zeb
page 131-
--they had spent the day with phuphu , dropping her home in the evening harun felt the heaviness on heart had lifted , feeling better and light he came back, shani returned home to find daddy by the glass wall in the drawing room, startled she stopped, but when she saw a big whole in the glass wall she began sweating, just some time ago it was perfect as she had left but now there was a huge broken up chunk in the glass showing the other side, she was fuming with fury , she looked up to at the railing there ramiz and samir were playing hanging around the railing
page 128-
--the night was very pleasant, it must have rained in distant hills cooling off the temerature breaking the spell of heat , he was kept quite busy in his office work , then he had come on the terrace to look down at the boys ramiz and samir , hasan and ahsan playing cricket match in the courtyard of their uncle , small it may be the pleasure of playing cricket was same, he called them threatening they must remember how wicked uncle and his daughter"s temper could get but the boys were deeply engrossed and ignored his pleas
Friday, October 21, 2016
from previous-
--fahad began negotiting with javed , if he removed the main obstacle the CEO of the osmani company he was ready to deposit fifty lacs in his account but javed also came direct to the point that he was aiming at the CEO not a road side hawker or beggar , he demanded five crores, it is the value of the target and the amount of profit involved , the stakes were higher
from previous-
-they were again one day together sitting in the merriot talking how to get the control of the situation they were in, specially fahad , javed wanted him to get rid of the CEO , but he had hired the security services of babur khan , who had left his police job and opened his private agency of which he was the owner, secretary, assistant and peon , the argument was that babur khan may be the best of security man providing the best security but he was not a superman, irritated fahad gave up and suggested javed must do it himself, he was unable to find a way ,
Thursday, October 20, 2016
from previous-
-javed was a sincere and true friend of fahad, because in the past he had always helped him in his bad times and proved himself a brother giving him his unconditional support , why not cut the tree , the entire tree and pull out the roots instead of chopping off the branches, suggesting fahad must focus getting rid of the CEO
page 106-
-both javed and fahad sitting in the merriot were discussing their problem, if hasan was removed new ones will replace him, if asif was removed more asifs in his place will come alive , who will blackmail fahad or expose him before osmani sahib, usually fahad maintained sharpness of his mind but now he was dulled, his senses dumbed he could not think what to do next, he was so irritated,
Wednesday, October 19, 2016
from previous-
--fahad got emotional when nadya asked him to behave respectfully towards her the wife of his boss"s son tariq, that he merely a servant must keep his distance , he explained he was always her slave and treated her as his master but she was different, if he could sell her off for greed and wealth she also had learnt her lessons well and the rules of the game was to stick to the wealth they want , she was the owner and the one he knew was dead and no longer existed, it was over
from previous-
-next morning fahad happened to meet osmani sahib who was so grateful to him, for it was him who had chosen the bride so suitable for their family , beautiful and well educated that they were so unexpectedly happy , in the evening tariq was giving a party and fahad also was invited , tariq looked so blossomed up suddenly full of life, the bride next to him also so satisfied and contented, fahad waited for some right time that he got when she went to the kitchen to speak to nadya alone, who turned around and asked him to behave himself because she was his boss"s daughter in law , he a worker and she the owner and master"s wife
from previous-
-after nadya was sent away in rukhsati fahad came home, his empty house was biting him, he could not tolerate his loneliness, he saw in his mind"s eye jamila beghum"s red eyes staring at him in such rage he opened his eyes with fear, he heard mushtaq ahmed"s voice circulating in his system that he had sold off his daughter for his personal profit, out he went of his house for a walk
page 99-
--in the presence of ismani sahib"s friends , staff and family tariq and nadya were married, fahad was also present, he had instructed nadya not to reveal about her past and father , but when she mentioned during the ceremony she was mushtaq ahmed"s daughter how shocked osmani sahib had become , then as if debating there were thousands by that name he shook his head,, then fahad has also said she was his known "s daughter, , that her father had died one year ago
Tuesday, October 18, 2016
from previous-
-on the farmhouse the cook was on leave, the gardener was also not there, the watchman did not cook, so jamshed got food packets , they enjoyed there holiday together , shumaila enjoed swimming in the pool, though winters yet it was fun getting into the water , he did not like swimming but to give her company , tired the went to their room, listened to the music , ate food , atayed awake till late night, very late they began readying their meal when a car approaching was heard, so many crossed by so he did not pay any attention, he was looking at shumaila laughing at his joke , his eyes turned to stare at the figure standing scowling at them shumaila in particular, his wife razwana was there ready to slap shumaila who also proved a good fighter and wrestled with her , razwana fell down hurting her head against the edge of the table corner, injuring herself
from previous-
-an aircraft carrying many mad people aboard with two pilots was full of noisy commotion , the pilot asked his co pilot to find out what was happening, all the mad patients were playing football as one of the serious ones sat reading a book in a corner seat, giving the wise mad patient to maintain silence the co pilot entered the cabin within minutes the noise was replaced with silence, again the main pilot sent his junior to see what was happening, there sat the wise mad patient reading his book who had asked his colleagues to go out and play
from previous-
-razwana threatened jamshed about women who used the wealthy as social ladder to climb to higher status , how angry he had become shouting at her, what rubbish she was talking , if he was not ready to tolerate her so was she also prepared to tell him what she thought of his relationship with shumaila , , she seemed to know all about his rendezvous and secret affairs , so he was being followed , all his activities were monitored by his wife , he had never thought she could do it, he was shocked into silence
from previous-
-fahad endearingly called her his beloved wife, what a beautiful thing it was she thought to be his wife, she had been waiting long time for him to marry her, she agreed to give her support to him but what was his plan , sometimes people in greed forget the sense of right and wrong, but fahad was asking nadya to get married and she was ready to marry him anytime, but the bombshell exploded on her when fahad said ir was tariq she must marry for their own good
from previous-
-next morning both nadya and fahad were silent , very silent as they ate their breakfast at the same table, then as if she was woken up she asked was he not getting late for work, he was taking leave that day, she wanted him to go for work like a good boy , he wanted to spend the entire day with her, but then suddenly he made up his mind to share his problem , he wanted her support , they had a house, a job a good package , car but if she supported him he could hire workers like himself for them
from previous-
--that day when fahad reached home he was terribly worried, nadya got him coffee, she knew his every colour and shade and hue of his nature and habits, though the matter also was in fact only related to her he could not discuss it right then , he needed some time , he made an excuse his head was aching, she rubbed his forehead but he would not discuss the matter hanging heavy on his mind, but nadya also was stubborn and get tthe thing out right from his mind
page 97-
-the doctor informed osmania sahib about tariq"s condition, he was saved from the fall because his wheelchair turned and stopped the fall at the landing , tariq was smiling as his father approached him, appologetic the son began to speak but his father understood fahad was around and suggested why was not tariq married off, but who will give his daughter to a cripple and tariq was so choosy , he wanted a beauty and well educated wife for himself
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