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-the  letter  continued  as  she  read  on  with  a  throbbing  heart -it  read  he  was  writing  to  her  because  he  could  not  stop  himself  from expressing  himself, he  knew  it  was  not  the  right  way  to  hide  his  letter  in her  book  and  send  it  to  her, but  he  saw  her  everyday  and  liked  her  very  much, but  every  time  he  decided  to   tell her  he  became  nervous  , so  he  could  only  muster  enough  courage  to  write  to  her,  not  sure  of  her  reaction , fearing  she  might  turn him down  he  will be  heartbroken , she  was  first  and  last  love  of sikander  ...she  collapsed onto  the  floor  holding  the  letter, so  it  was  not  she  alone  , it  was  not  one  sided  affair  but..