from previous....

..... there was something  special in  manal, s voice  speaking  softly  to tge sleeping child  that namel opened her eyes, sanawar quickly hid the mobile behind his back,  the child went back to sleeping,,  he asked her if she was satisfied,  she wasn't,  her eyes flooded  with tears of deep emotions,  tge child had adjusted  with great difficulty   so for now  she must let it go, 

from previous....

..... manal insisted he focused his mobile camera on the sleeping  namel,  when he did the flashlight  disturbed the child and she moaned,  manal broke into tears,  she loved her niece,   namel  was her life,   her whole world 

from previous....

......sanawar informed manal he was taking tge video call to namel to show she was fine,  he came out of his room and  gently opened  namel s room door, the blue light from the night  bulb  filled the room , on her single bed wrapped and tugged warmly in blankets  bamel slept peacefully 

page 49....

.....sanawar scampered  still half asleep  to answer his mobile,  softly  bal manal  greeted him , he asked if all was well,  it was past midnight  and any phone call  that time was  a matter  of worry,  she explained her reason for calling,  she was missing namel,  she wanted to see her,  thinking  she must be sleeping  so manal  made a video  call,  just to see her face,  her tone was  disturbed and   unsteady 

chingari...

.....the maid halima  entering  the room  stopped the trolly carrying the  tea near the Seth shaukat,s bed standing with her head lowered respectfully,   it was her routine,  halima, s wait grew longer than usual,   it was ten  o clock daytime,   the seth neither  opened his  eyes  nor  did  he gestured  with his finger to make  him his tea,  startled sge looked at him  from  head to toe,  ,

It was summer time,   so the Seth was using  very fine cotton  sheet to cover his upper torso,  but he was not moving at all, halima  stood  stunned,  the Seth, s   lifeless eyes were staring  up at the ceiling,  he was not breathing,  she called out to him to wake up , she shook him two three times  but  his soul had departed the morta body

from previous.....

.... now what will you do with your mobile phone,  her record was all available  8n it,, there was a possibility  someone  could  pick it up,  all her work will get wasted,  muaz asked  curiously,  , 

She explained  her phone  was kept  on silent,   she had very carefully  hidden it behind the cement  sacks,  so until  someone  lifts those sacks of cement  nobody will  know of her cell phone  location 

from previous....

.... she continued  kami was  very cunning  and sultan was not so clever,  therefore  kami left them fighting  and without wasting anymore  he followed  her but she proved herself even more  clever and  saved herself  from getting  caught,  the good thing was he didn't  pay any attention on this  point that she could be up there hiding  herself  in the tree  branches 

page 109..

where did he make his haunt, he believed kami had  in the thick forest canopies gone deep inside to looking for  him and he shot him when he  turned to approach  sultan who was calling him for help,, if he remembered   correctly he was quite  far lagging behind him and then there was some scuffle  between them , it gave  her  enough time to  take a chance,  she quickly hid herself  in the forest and climbed up a tree

from previous....

......papa  is gone to turkey,   or he definitely would have  helped,   at least  they could have  filed  a case  in the  court,   xhamina looked at manal who was very quiet,  hatim was a dangerous man and  manal  just  born yesterday,   absolutely  alone   nobody  to support her,  how long can  she  stand   before  powerful  opposition 

from previous....

.... uff both hatim uncle and Jimmy turnedouttobe rascally,   what has happened,  Amina shook her head sadly, they were always  crooked and wicked  evil,  , hatim had made life hell for  naniz,  after  nawal got married  some  peace   settled into  their lives,   dadu handled  them carefully,   but as fate is  unpredictable  ...sighed shamsa  her  conversation   dropped  incomplete 

page 47....

.... all  his life  hatim blackmailed her till  nawal got married,  dawar taught them such a lesson  that for  three years they didn't  reappear nor made any demands,  but fate had written  little  life, manal  became emotional wishing  she had  gone  away   but  why did  she stay  back with  nawal and mummy  that day, 

page 105...

......he spent  less time waiting before  the police station and the girl  emerged,  the distance she covered  walking  from the exit  to the point  where he was standing  he observed  her intently,  , her dress was light and dark pink lined   reaching  just  above  her knees,   it was an open shirt  and  her trousers were rather  tight and faded pastel,  instead  of her regular  veil she wore a muffler  that was knotted so it won't  fall off, , she was  comfortably  running  around  in her canvas  shoes,  at that moment  she was walking  confidently  in measured steps,  her gait was helping  her ponytail  to  swing rhythmically  left and right, her eyes were brown,  so were her hair,   her complexion  was extremely  fair and featured  sharp , sge was a beauty, he thought her looks were more western than  oriental 

from previous ....

.....muauz was stunned,  the girl was not seemingly  running  a practice race  but for her life,  he felt it, he turned to look in the direction she had come from,  two boys he recognized from the university  stood  there,  the boys were  nuisance  , not serious about their studies,   spoilt sons of wealthy men,  all that the boys did in  the university was enjoy themselves,  roaming,  visiting  all the departments and  classes  to not study but seeking fun

from previous....

.....he asked  her  in a most formal manner,  lady!! Were you trying  to practice  for  a race,  she had no idea what could have happened to,  the accident  could have been    life threatening,    whatever may have happened to her but poor him  , his life could have been  destroyed  forever spending his life revolving  to police  stations  to courts shuttling  between .....he could have  gone on  endlessly lecturing  but the fallen  on the road  girl got up and sprinted  towards the canopy of trees across  the road

page 99...

....whistling on a romantic  melody  enjoying himself  he was  driving his bike,, it was a holiday,   hasn    had invited some of his friends to enjoy  and have a meal,  , hasn lived on the  outskirts of the main city in a posh colony,  they had just recently  bought the house,  , today   it was a housewarming  party,  , the location of the house  was liked by all  for its  cleanliness,  openness  and peacefulness 

from previous....

.....manal  was annoyed at hat8m uncle and asked him to get out of her bedroom,   he had guest room  to stay in,  this was ger private room,  Jimmy  also came in , he was double in size and strength to her, both father and son laughed  out loud at her, she was behaving like her dead mother  Nawal, shrieking  like her, speaking like her,   now it was not manal,s but  their property,  they were the owners,  the house was theirs, their  cold dry tones made her back off,, Jimmy said he was coming  down after a  freshening  up and hatim could  get aunty to make  them  a meal 

from previous....

....hatim uncle  exclaimed  manal had turned out to  be extremely  beautiful,  she didn't  like his comment  and said just three years ago they had met  when he had come from Vienna,  he  became even more    surprised that just in three years she had grown up  from  a kid to a young  woman  , what was the hurry, she could  have taken  more time 

page 45...

.....the moment she entered the house  shamsa aunty  strolling in the  veranda  anxiously  reached her quickly  and sge tightly  embraced her saying  thankfully  she was back home,   then  looking at manal s face she was startled,   what had happened to her eye,, manal explained it was nothing  but infection  she asked her to tell  where were uncle hatim and Jimmy,  she stealing  her glances  stepped  inside,   aunty moaned,, where else could they be,  all night  she was  kept  busy making tea after tea for them and sending  upstairs 

from previous....

....aunty shamsa said  manal must escape from the haveli, she wasn't aware of that eye injury, uncle hatim s presence  posed  a threat to her, without letting  anyone know  she had to reach  aunty,  leaving  namely behind  or it could be deadly  , aunty  reminded  her again  of  tge ugly relationship  between those men  , there were so many  undercurrents  , finally  manal  cut off the call

from previous....

....she explained  she  knew  hatim so well both father and  the son  combo was extremely  crooked and greedy,  they must have  arrived  there  planning  something  new ,    , hatim s intentions  certainly were dangerous,  nanal must leave  there and let those two  throw their  bait and net,  shamsa aunty  stopped  to sigh deeply 

from previous....

....manal asked  changing  her side uncomfortably  , what was aunty shams saying,    aunty  repeated  her statement  it was true  since last night  hakim and  Jimmy gad arrived  in their  bungalow  and staying with  them,, manal asked  why were they  allowed  to stay  when manal  also was absent,  , manal  got up and began  strolling  up and down   disturbed 

page 41....

....sohai  looking  down  through  the window  spoke  in punjabi  swearing to God that they    hadd done a blunder  the girl  who was trying to run away  had come  closer to sanawar, , Mehran  managed  to  get a peek  of the  scene  sanawar was  ushering  manal into the car, Mehran  said it was time  he got his eyes checked up 

from previous.....

.....he almost  like flew towards him,  everyone  thought  magazines would not be  able to defend himself,   but he showed unexpected  matchless  swiftness,  like a  jelly fish slipping  out from  his position   abd turned to hit his opponent  with a left kick, the opponent  lost his balance  slightly,   but he was also   an excellent player and  recovering  quickly  using his  elbow  managed  to hit muauz,  the   hit was  so   painful  he seemed to feel  a wave shooting up that made him see stars,  the  time muaz  spent  in holding himself  gave  the opponent a chance  to give him  a follow-up blow  after the elbow dig

from previous.....

..... seeing  sir  safat  with abbu standing with the  s h o  he was rather surprised,   sir was engrossed  in on a pleasant conversation,   on tge face of abbu there were deep  lines of  worry and stress  etched,   looking at his son his face  relaxed  just  for  a second,   eyes filled with  sentiments,   quickly  replacing the  display of  emotions  with  dryness and distant  detachment 

from previous....

.....he said  one should try to  see through  the    incidents,  he was fighting to save his bike , mobile  and wallet because  it was hard earned,  , look at those  crowds 3ho sweat and bleed  every moment  to make  life  easy , buy foid  for them selves  , how could he grab their  food   that was ...he left the sentence  unfinished,  but his  message  got across,  his aim  completed 

page 93....

.....his father was on a high position  and powerful,  he  earned  a handsome  salary  with extras for his   post, , but  hus ammi had declared  the house and family wouldn't touch  the  evil money  no matter what  it can buy for them,, home was her domain, his father  a powerful  man with authority  walks  gingerly  through  trying to stay  unaffected  by all the temptations

from previous....

....come on boy, go in and enjoy five star  life, taunted the  jailer kicking  him hard on his   back that he fell  straight  inside the lock-up, there were already  four inmates who welcomed his entry  with  a roar of laughter  with his fall, he was again  reminded  to enjoy hus stay and later ge will be given  five star  hospitality,  the lock up was shut bolted and locked  by the fierce  looking  officer  who thought it befitting  to highlight  his dialog  with  a punch line 

from previous...

.... he was thinking aloud  as if saving himself was a crime,  

He was asked  by the investigating officer  if he was aware  he gad stabbed the man so many times a if he bled to death ge would be conducted fir murder, his statement  put off the  other man named  mauaz, who  explained he didn't  stabbed the youth he was attacked by his own friend

page 87...

.... as expected  the police reached the spot  within  a few minutes,  by then the crowd  had grown,   some elderly   people  had  intervened   and  clashes  between  various  groups  that bashed  up the helmet  heads, was stopped,  , he lay wounded and tied up some distance  away,   from his  companion,   the police  and  the ambulance  arrived  together,   tge wounded  youth was quickly  rushed to the hospital,   then the police  began  questioning the crowd  about the incident 

page 86...

....bang bang bang,  tge resonating  shots were ear tearing  and tge man who was firing  stood there peacefully amidst  it all with his finger on the trigger,  he had perfectly  hit all the eight  targets  before him,  tgen putting aside his gun he uncovered his ears and tge plugs were removed,  his senior approached to congratulate him on his  remarkable  performance 

from previous....

.....he commented  to Peter  that he made a terrible mistake 

How did he know  it was him

Simple explained he to Peter,  it was his statement  in which he gad said  he was kept hostage  and when he escaped  John was shot down by the kidnappers,  but he was not told of it, so he was  from then on  kept under  surveillance,  though  it was a very simple  statement 

page 83...

......he explained he just didn't want to see her reputation  charred,  a sorrowful smile  appeared on his face,   Elina was their first born,   and it was a big  regret,  no matter how much the world has progressed  but it still doesn't  accept   such gendered  children,  wife gad left him,  , he found  raising Elina was a huge  impossible task,  so he quietly  gave  Elina  to Mary to take care of her, , he regularly  sent them   allowance  and kept in touch  with them,  she learned the skills of acting and  became  a celebrity,   , shexwas aware of him  but both  of  them  didn't  ever try to meet each other,  , his real natural  intent was to protect her, perhaps  tge distance could not  kill  his  love  and  longing  for his  first born 

akhlaq....

.....the civil  are defined by their goodness,  manners and  politeness  and courtesies,  , it really doesn't matter  whether  a person is wealthy or not,  of which community,  background or  of nationality  nor does it matter at all what is his religion and  faith  , all that really matters is if the person  before  possess  the dignity  of civility,  does he  possess  beauty of courtesies,  is he graceful  in his  politeness and  goodness,  if not others  are merely  frills  without   substance 

capability....

.....when sayad  Ibrahim khalil was thrown into the fire to burn alive   many birds  filled  their beaks with water and tried to put off the  fire to save  him, a tiny  little  insignificant  ant also reached  with a droplet of water , all the beasts and birds  gathered  around  , tbe ant was surrounded  and laughed at,  how much  could she prove  herself  of help with a droplet 

The ant explained  humbly  that when almighty will ask her what did she do in life  to  help someone,  she must be able  to answer  Him  she didn't back out,  she did her best  to her  better of ability  

from previous....

.....when he had asked him to  share all information with him why didn't he,  Peter was annoyed,   calling him names  bluntly  he asked  him what  was his  reason for  picking up the dead  body of that actress,   it was helping  the unknown  killer,   he looked up at him in surprise,  explaining  ge was helpless  because Johnny was taken  hostage and  if he didn't  agree to help him  Johnny  would be dead 

page 77...

.....he said he had  specifically  instructed them not to interview  Elina tgen whysuch a foolish  act was performed,  boss was angrily  strolling  up and down,   he felt  his head spinning  with his strolling,   he irritable asked the boss to wait  a minute  and listen to him, 

What was there to hear him about,  fixing his gaze towards him,  one was that  Johnny  who became a puppet  of tge don and second  was he who wanted him to listen to  his tales 

from previous....

.....finally she stopped before  amma s door thinking of going in and seek her  sympathy  for  her own  discomfort  but tgen what would she explain  that she was running away with her grand daughter   , she thought  for some more time,  should  she  give up her own pleasure  fir the sake of amma,  how would  amma  react  to her troubles,  her actions,  her pain,   why should she think of amma  or anyone who  is proving  an obstacle  in her life  to get what she likes 

from previous....

....she was finding it impossible  to sleep at night,  her eyes were paining,   she swallowed  painkillers,   but still  no relief,   she wanted to sleep  but couldn't,  it was tiring, turning and tossing  she finally  sat up,  by her side  naneel slept  peacefully,   she softly  came out of her room,   all were  in their respective rooms sleeping  comfortably  sge began  walking  up and down  the corridor  looking at the closed  room doors on either side 

from previous....

.... it was grilled chicken, it was extremely spicy  hot that burned her mouth,   sanawar  quickly reached the kitchen  hearing Sheena scream,   there  she stood   overpowering  sohai  who coolly  stirring  her  dish  as if Sheena was nad at someone else. Sheena was  snubbed  because  amma  and  meethi were resting,  so she complained to sanawar it was too much  all that spicy stuff   pushing the plate before him,  the chicken  was completely  enveloped  in red hot  chillies, sohai was answerable  why so much  red hot chillies were added  when she was aware   Sheena  avoided  red chillies, his tone  turned hard , instead of  softening  sohai dumped her  task  aside to   laugh  shamelessly 

page ...

....reaching the hospital sanawar sat  her on a bench  and himself reached the reception counter,   from there into the doctor's  cabin,   the doctor was known to him,  he called  manal in for a check  up keeping  other  waiting,   when she entered  the  cabin  sanawar was engaged  in light  conversations  with the doctor,   seeing her come  in he  busied himself on his cell phone,  , the doctor  thoroughly  checked her eye,  cleaning  her eye he gave her an injection,   her eye was saved   , she was to stay away  from  adventures  in the future 

from previous....

.....there was a back door  to the haveli,   but it remained  unused,  this year it was kept locked,   he would ask his uncle to get it unlocked,   she could take nameel out from there,   it was Sohail,s suggestion,, 

But what is on the other side of the exit 

 She  would  need to get a  vehicle  to drive her away 

 Her question  made Sohail and   Mehran to look at each other 

On that side it was mostly  uncultivated  area still undeveloped 

from previous....

.....that   rude girl who has no manners to speak properly to the guests, manal spoke irritably,  sometimes  she doesn't get along well  with certain people,  or is that she doesn't get along  at all with anyone,   it was debatable,    so better drop tge subject,   manal was doubtful why would they want to help her

from previous....

.....why , who will stop her,  was it not clear  that it was sanawar ,s   empire  and only his authority  was  acceptable,   the gatekeeper watchmen won't allow anyone to enter his domain,   she fell silent  hearing out Mehran,  but   not to worry  she will be helped  to get out from  there, 

 He moved closer and whispered  that  gave her a  scare

page 34....

.....she decided she  must go back,  next  day she was   standing before  sanawar who was busy in his lands and accounts,   sanawar asked  panto to leave  papers  behind gesturing  him to go ,  who  respectfully   bowled before  he left,   then turning to her he asked  giving  her full attention  who was stopping her,  she was free to leave any time  she  wanted,   she  declared  nameel was to go along  with her,  he disagreed  that was not possible,  barely was not going with her,  but she could go away  anytime 

.....John was raised by his mother, when he turned eighteen  he was kicked out of the  house,   , mother said  earn and eat, , Johnny  never forgot  these words,   always finding   something to  do and eat,  never  getting time to think and plan  for his future  or settling down 

from previous....

.....he and Johnny were   class fellows,  their  families  and backgrounds were  similar,  he had opened his eyes in an orphanage,, he never  knew  who were  his real  parents,   after completing his  education  he  began working  on what ever job he could  get, when Peter  asked him  he joined  his   web site

from previous...

...., Peter,  he and johny were friends,  though  their ages and financial  status  were not the same,  , Peter was a son of a business man who had left  his   unending  wealth for him to waste,  he and Johnny were  unaware of his past,   all that  Peter had told them was  defeated in love  he  moved  away from his  native  place 

from previous....

......he threatened the guard  he would  make a  complaint against him  to the madam,  the guard  laughed at him  openly  promising to wait for that moment  but for now he must get out of sight with his unlucky face or the police shall be  called,  there wasn't much  more  for him  to do  but  leave,  looking around  If  there 3as someone  , any  witnesses  of this entire incident,  he sighed with relief  because  nobody was around 

from previous....

.....the security guard pushed him, he with great difficulty  was able to  keep his balanc and saved himself from falling down on the  road,  turning  his head  he glared  at the guard who seemed to be  enjoying  the whole  show ,  at that moment he felt  it was not the guard but someone else  who had pushed him,, as  if the guard was not at all involved  in that matter  yet staring  directly into his  etes he said gphe was not doing right , tge guard spoke he could  do much  worse,  his tone was   rebuking 

page 25.....

.....twenty five minutes later afroz was sitting before the deputy director  in his room,  discussing tge matter of extremism  , many  of their department  members  were  appointed  on duty,  she wanted to join  voluntarily  on such a position,  but the officer  was instructed by his seniors not to let her work for at least one more week and  take  complete rest, then she would be  contacted  by the seniors  who will  inform her  what was to be  done  next,  she was  uncertain  what  the future  held  for  her

huma from previous....

......afroz took her mobile from  nabel and the three of them drove  back  home,   she stopped in the veranda,   commenting  how dreadfully vacant the house felt today,  she turned to look with her emotive eyes at both  the men nabel and  doctor tabish,   then sighing  she walked away,  doctor tabish asked nabel what was his program,, 

His plans were to stay a couple of more days with them  not wanting to leave  afroz in that state of shock 

from previous.....

.....a few minutes later  they were in the parking,  a surprised   exclamation  escaped from her lips,  nabel  confirmed her suspicions  the car before them was  hers,  brought from the flying club,  he handed her her mobile,  some  officers  had been visiting the doctors  while  she lay unconscious  , they gave her phone  to nabel  to give it her 

page 24....

......she woke up around twelve  midnight,  after  that she  wouldn't rest,,  tge doctors wanted her to take  some rest before she left,  therefore  a little bit of the sleeping doze was given her,

 Afroz looking towards the window pursed her lips,  nabel asked her to  prepare herself,   she was still  dressed in the hospital  clothes,   tge nurse ushered her behind the partition where  she could  get rid of them and change  

gazal....

.....never appointment I ask  anyone except  the almighty 

 Nothing  appears on lips except prayers in thankfulness 

If darkness is spreading uncontrollably 

Place  more mud lamps besides  tge previous ones 

Never  uttering  foul bitter words 

Speak just  faithful  loving words 

from previous....

.....tabish and nabel  had spent their waiting  time  talking  to each other, they discussed  the matter if extremists and extremism in their country  that had hollowed  their  system, that was now  losing hold on them  since the  army crackdown operations were  started ,  one such group had taken tge responsibility of   attacking  dictating,s clinic 

from previous.....

.....afroz was dead silent  not even speaking to doctor tabish and  nabel,  , uttering little,   when nabel  had said he  had phoned daddy she didn't react,   tabish  quickly  cut tge conversation saying probably  his daddy wouldn't  be able to come,   sighing   he continued  perhaps  he would only phone ger sometime, 

Afroz,s real mother was not alive, her father remarried some American woman and settled  down with her there,  she was a dominating wife, tge reason tabish believed  daddy wouldn't be able to make it 

page 21....

.....the morning  had  just started 

 Afriz was  in her hospital bed  staring  into the thin air , her face was absolutely  blank,  nabel and the doctor were also present in the room,  they had reached there  last night  , she had woken up in their presence  as the nurse  ran out to call the doctor,  this one was a different doctor who had  checked her condition,  he had declared she would  feel  better by the morning,  she had remained  silent 

from previous....

.....nanib raja  provoked her,  she was not from a wealthy  family  or descended from landlord  family  , her parents had set up  themselves  in the media industry  through their own  sheer  hard work,  if manal wanted to  progress  in life and enjoy her lost  standard of living she must follow  into her parents footsteps  and  wirk as a model  or her lifestyle  won't remain the same,  but she explained she felt guilty leaving the toddler home alone  and herself was trying to bounce back in her previous  routine 

from previous....

.... manal stepped out of the car, a three year old clad in rosy pink ran to her calling out her name manmal wrongly yet sounding cute from  that chubby  toddler, her caretaker ran after her to catch her,  manal kneeled down on the floor and opened up her arms,  the little girl   simply  huggedcger tight , manal asked her if she had missed her, the kid  nodded her head  vigorously,  manal picked her up in her arms and stood up

page 14.....

......she emerged from the academy gates, waving  to her classmates she turned  left where ger white corolla was  waiting,   opening the rear door she entered and made herself comfortable 

It was extremely hot   and she  instructed  to increase  the air conditioner  number,   Akram chacha was driving  her,  he too agreed  it was a very hot day,  , manal began looking out of the window,   soon enough  tge car crossing the open gates of a huge  bungalow  stopped in its porch 

khalid mustfa siddiqui...

.....people who reside in heart are not visible,  , their presence is felt  around  like fragrance,   sometimes  showing up in images  and sometimes   appearing as written words,  siddiqui saheb was a real genuine  gem of a person  unforgettable  and always missed  but retained in literary world  remembered by the reader community,  his memory  will be kept  alive and fresh in their minds 

You shall forever search but I won't  be found 

I shall leave  my  presence  felt in my absence 

from previous....

.....on tge Suzuki can was printed the flying club motto,  she thought  how irresponsible of the club to let such under aged boys to drive  their vans, tge can was now directly headed towards the runway,  a freezing  thought  appeared in her hyper active mind  could that be  a suicide attack 

from previous....

.....for thirty  forty minutes  he flew passionately,  she had got used to watching his deadly stunts, the first timer would  scream  madly,  the aircraft  landed on the runway,  she turned to see what was the sound  coming from the  other side,  it was the Suzuki van driven by such a young lad  she   was surprised was given  license to drive  drove past her 

from previous....

..... it was a sight to see him  take off perfectly  from  the end of the runway,   she had to put her fingers in her ears to  drown the  roar of the  aircraft  , from a distant point  in the  air he turned to  dive  before her showing off his skills,   she had even before  this  seen him  taking loops,  so the smile  was still stuck on her lips,  after one  loop tge aircraft again turned to come back,   circling  several times  over her head before  disappearing  in the oblivion,  she kept standing waiting for him to return  like before  after flying  for forty-five minutes 

page 19....

?..both agreed to go to the flying club 

 Reaching the flying club  they  parked their car in the parking lot,   there were already  two  Suzukis and several  luxury  cars   in neat rows,  tgey were  welcomed by the administrator  and offered  tea  snacks accompanied with light gossip,  after filling up the necessary forms  he  entered tge aircraft  and started it  waving to tge smiling  wife, suddenly an idea  shot up in his mind  that why not afroz also learns to fly an aircraft 

from previous....

......fari asked saifi what was troubling him, everyone  enjoyed  leaves specially staying in bed, he explained ge was a pilot and enjoyed flying,  , it was like breathing,  if he didn't fly for a day or two   he became extremely  restless,, she already was aware of it but once before  something  like this had happened,  he was on duty but  not allowed to fly  then he went to the local flying club and  got his  chance of flying  that was snatched from him on duty 

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.....he called her fari, and she called him saifi, , she was happy  he was given time to rest,  he needed a good rest, to recover faster,   also because he was under a great mental  shock,  he  argued  it was part of their training  and pilots were mentally  prepared for such  events 

from previous....

.....safyan,s plans were to join hus duties  after  two days  rest,  but he was advised  because he was in a state of shock   he needed  a week  of mental  rest,  and so he was discharged,  

During the night  both went to bed and safyan  spoke to her  about his condition,  in the morning when he was being checked up and made to stand up on his feet he had  felt   pain in his leg,  when he was discharged  there was no pain,  he was feeling fine but one week rest was  too much for him 

page 17......

......safyan laughed out loud saying  she was not  smart enough to bring her clothes,  in the  night  his second dressing  was done,   meantime he was calling  all his friends list  one by one, but he explained why he didn't phone her, it was the wing commander who visited him just before she did and also  brought him his mobile phone,   he was planning to call her when she arrived  herself,  there was no  point  anymore  to phone her,  another cot was arranged in the  room but she couldn't sleep a wink whole night  speculating  what all terrible  things could have happened 

from previous...

....no, afroz denied,  sge did not  contact  anyone,   because when she married  safyan  her family was against it,  her uncle had   even  declared  getting married to a pilot  meant becoming a widow anytime, though nabel knew all the  back story  he thought now all was fine , she agreed all was going on well but she can never get over the idea of becoming a widow so she kept the information to herself  

from previous...

.....afroz asked nabel what happened,  what did the  commander  tell him, why was he stattled, it was a question   she asked him when he was  putting  his  mobile in his pocket,  nabel informed her  her husband was  admitted in her uncle, s hospital  which was the nearest  for the rangers, afroz  knew of the location because  once she had visited it with safyan,  nabel started the engine of the vehicle and asked if they had contacted her, , she had contacted nabel  but did she also contact them 

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.....afroz asked nabel what happened,  what did the  commander  tell him, why was he stattled, it was a question   she asked him when he was  putting  his  mobile in his pocket,  

from previous.....

......afroz  screamed  where was her husband 

The wing commander  said first of all safyan tgeir squadron leader was al8ive , afroz collapsed onto the floor  in gratitude  and relief,  tge officer continued  the aircraft was destroyed in the  crash and  the seniors decided not to inform her, because sge was all alone  without her husband and nobody to give her  support 

from previous.....

.....she  began strolling  up and down,   what to do  now next, sge decided to call the airbase but her mobile  was ringing,  the screen highlighted   an unknown number,  , she received the call  blabbering  who could  that be,  in her quivering voice she asked who was there, , a male voice confirmed if she was Mrs safyan,  he introduced himself  as wing commander  rais ahsan

from previous....

.....speaking passionately with the portrait of safyan she geld sge placed it aside and punched the mobile numbers  to speak to nabel,  it was a delayed idea,   on the other side the phone was  constantly ringing and there was no response,  , she moaned  , it was a day when nobody was answering  her calls 

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......she began mumbling  holding  safyan, s portrait  speaking to him coaxing him to tell her if he was alive,  wildly  madly  asking his portrait  he had not broken his promise  , he was still  her companion for lifei   .n love  partners  pledge to be together for life  but man is powerless   before  the matters of life and death,  because  they are beyond  man,s control   

from previous....

.....there was an explosion  down  below,  the fire rose spreading the smoke,  tge entire area was resounding with the nonstop  firing of guns, he aircraft  flew past the rocks,  safya  looking into tge monitor screen saw tge rockets  explode  in that rocky landscape,  , within twenty minutes  another spot was arriving where explosions were to take place 

page 11....

.....aircrafts will attack  one by one,   safyan repeated  the instructions from the wing commander to the pilots,  safyan would have  given the same orders  if the wing commander had not,  the distance between the  narrow hills was so tight that no two aircrafts could have  flown  through them together,  

from previous,.....

......the highly educated and the lowly female workers both agree there is social discrimination,  they work even better than their male colleagues  but when the  increase in salary  is given  she is bypassed, the male is promoted  though she  was more deserving,  women are stuck  in their miserable helpless  position 

gender related roles.....

.....in the eastern  side of the globe  the cultures  are equally  similar  to the west  when  it comes to  woman  and her capabilities,  a woman is considered  delicate and  raised as  a disciplined obedient  creature  to f8nd comfortable  jobs in specific areas like cooking,  tailoring,  teaching  and nursing,  

the pomegranate....

......the pomegranate  is healthy  and beneficial for the  internal  health of digestive system  and the liver and kidney functions,  it's a natural cleanser,  Blueberry and  brocli  also are rich in anti oxidants  but the pomegranate  contains  more  and so do it's   products 

shawl styles ...

.....with the changing times the world has changed  in several dimensions,  the old fashioned women used to wear woollen shawls  matching with their  dresses  but these shawls were quite cumbersome  and heavy  while working around  in the house specially in the kitchen  by the fire, modern styles are trendy and present  latest  generation of  these shawls  in modified fashion and it us called   the stole, shorter, compact  lighter 8n weight and  hugging the entire body easy to maneuver 

sunshine vitamin....

......sunshine vitamin is vitamin D,, British  government  instructs  citizens to consume  it regularly,  specially  when no sun is seen for long  time  supplements of vitamin d are to be  taken, vitamin d helps check  depression,  lungs infection,  chest bronchial symptoms and  common cold and cough,  the point is how much  dose of  the vitamin d should be taken,   and how  much beneficial it can prove  according to experts  vitamin d is   life support 

page 5.....

.....circumstances are slowly  but steadily improving,  things are falling  back into their right places,  corona   pandemic  is fading away, intensity of  it is  cooling off, more percentage of survival rate is on the increase,  warriors are  volunteering  to help,   roads are opening up,  barriers are removed,  interstate  traffic is on the rise,  businesses that were shutdown are bouncing back,  unemployment and inflation  is certainly  going to be  checked, 

from previous....

....safyan and his group, s eyes were studying the model  closely,  but their ears were  attentively listening to the wing commander,  not missing a word , safyan  addressed his senior  informing him it would definitely take some time  to learn the maps by heart,, 

Of course  said the wing commander,  tge attack was to take place today but  now it was postponed till tomorrow night, other group  was certain  to have  learnt  the locations  by heart, in all  the aircrafts that will be used for this operation  six  cameras  were   fixed  displaying  360 scenes 

page 9....

.....it was ten at night when safyan with his associate pilot  entered tge wing commander, s cabin the wing commander was already  aware of  their  arrival,  , he quickly got up from his  chair asking them to follow him to the adjoining room, , the walls of  it were  showing huge maps, in the room was placed a table on which snall sized  hills were  made with some of them   had holes, it was a model of the native landscape where they were  planning to  attack