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.....finally she stopped before  amma s door thinking of going in and seek her  sympathy  for  her own  discomfort  but tgen what would she explain  that she was running away with her grand daughter   , she thought  for some more time,  should  she  give up her own pleasure  fir the sake of amma,  how would  amma  react  to her troubles,  her actions,  her pain,   why should she think of amma  or anyone who  is proving  an obstacle  in her life  to get what she likes