talism tamasha

...with  his  eyes closed  he felt the  heat of lights and  sounds of rising voices   , these sensations  were   giving him  hope and  positive thoughts of being alive  , these were blessings   of life itself,  he tried to open his eyes and see but there was  heaviness on his eyes,  he had to exert  himself to do this simple thing,   during this process he realized he had  been through this  painful experience several times before,  life  is provocative  and throws lights and sounds on you  but the period of  struggle is very short,  every time he would begin  his efforts to make it he found  himself  nailed down  , his mind   dived into the dark   breaching all ties with the world  

I must open my eyes   before some other  pain  pricked him  he decided he had to open his eyes  , he gathered all his courage  and  pushed the heaviness on his eyes  with all his strength   finally he made it  but the flashing light  forced him to  again  shut his eyes 

Try again  try  harder  he heard a  human voice  encouraging him,  he was  stunned  because  it had been  a very long time since he had heard anyone speaking 

Dear friend you are alive  and once again you will see beautiful world,  tge encouraging tone  made hus eyes  to open  wide ,lights were blinding   but this time his eyes remained open and didn't  shut , slowly and steadily his eyes adjusted  to the  scene,  though blurred  hus vision  was recovered and he could identify the things around him,  it was  a hospital room  he was lying in bed , there was a drip stand next to his cot 

How do you feel now  he was asked  tge voice had reached his ear from the left side a smiling  man with snowy hair was sitting a little distance from him