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--johny  took out  his  revolver  to  shoot  himself  aiming  it  at  his  own head,   then  a  doubt  crept  in his  mind  what  if  all  the  smashed  up  brain oozed  out  from one  side  , he  fell  down  and  was  still  breathing, the   ugly   picture  of  him  with  a  hideous  bleeding  bundle  of  his body   repelled  him to  death  , he  changed  his  mind  of  shooting himself  , he  stood  up  with  the  revolver  in his  hand   from the  bench  in the  park  a  woman  near  by  called  the  police