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--johny  sat  close  on the  rail tracks,  trains  passing  by  as  he  shouted  crazily  , he  could  not  do  it, this  was  his  fourth attempt, to  commit  suicide,, he  failed  this  time  also  to  take  his  own  life,  he  had  seen  some  time  ago  on television that  a  man  who  had  swallowed  pills  lived  to  lead  a  vegetable  life, saved  by  the  doctors  so  johny  had  changed  his  mind  to  take  sleeping  pills