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-in the  lock up  that  night  sitting  up  aisha  recalled  her  past life  sequences, trying  to  put  the  pieces  tigether  , arranging  them in proper  order  as  the  events  happened  but  the  images   flashed  in her  mind  in such  a  disturbed  distorted  manner  she  had  no  control over, a  life  merely  of  twenty eight  years  seemed  endlessly  long  and  stretched  out  for  eight  hundred  years, then laying  on the  lock up bed  she  stared  at  the  ceiling  trying  to  remember  what  exactly  was  the  most  disastrous  event  that  happened  to  her  in her  life,  what  experience  was  most  damaging  and  hurting, a  life  without  her  father, or  marriage  to   ahsan sayed, time  soent  with  him in his  house, producing  a  son, or  divorcing  ahsan sayed