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-when  nusrat  jahan  came  out   arslan  was  right  before  her, looking  happy  satisfied  with  life  and  content,the  expressions  missing  on her  own  son"s  face, a  cold  sigh  released  from her  , what  was  done  was  done  and  could  not  be  undone, she  decided  for  her  better  future  she  must  try  to  reform herself  and  the  ways  of  nada  initially  an impossible  task , there  was  no  other  option  and  no  choice,  her  heart  turned  heavy  with  sorrow  and  regret