Tuesday, November 30, 2021
from previous
...zavyar asked zarmaqnoon to stop looking around and give him the address of sabah, zarmaqnoon had never been there before because sabah had just recently shifted to this new locality, they had no clue what side that number was located,, he looked at his watch, she was disappointed, he asked without him how was she to find the house, his tone was hard as he turned to look at her, , she gad thought of ringing sabahat up on reaching the busstop
Sunday, November 28, 2021
page 130...
.....she explained it was her parents department and she couldn't say much for now , she spoke slowly,, he asked if they had no opposition would she say yes , zarmaqnoon looked at him helplessly, she couldn't gaze into his eyes long enough, , her silence was affecting , it was heart touching, gazes were silently screaming
I am in the fathomless ocean
Give me the shores
If you want to come along
G8ve a sign of course
fun e zaiqa...
.....sane homely known kitchen flavors cooked in a different style
Dal Murphy kadahi
Suji halfway
Hari mirch kheena
Atta besan paratha
Desi style kebab
Alu malai Kofta
Dehli biryani
Bengali fish special
from previous...
...every other person who walks along is not meant to give his support when you stumble to break your fall by holding your hand but sometimes others accompany you to see when where and how you will fall and how deep your injuries are and whether the bruises give you enough pain on your hands or knees and if tge dust covers your entire personality or just the face
zindgi...
....life is a necessity , don't push it to equal desires, necessities of the poorest of the poor are also fulfilled and desires of great emperors also remain unfulfilled
Saturday, November 27, 2021
Mera sara zang utar do...
....it is said people love their own child and wives of others , Sofia in response merely looked sharply at her life companion, asking him by the way whose wife was the focus of his eyes she demanded an explanation from him, her annoyed tone resonated making Zahir ali laugh out heartily,
Poetically responding
If I emerge from this problem I could think some other thing
If I emerge from your love I could think some other thing
He dramatically bowing to her recited expressively, Sofia blushed after all both were inseparable like body and soul, to be together was to be alive and for that meaningful life what all they had gone through , all those who surrounded them supported them completely
Friday, November 26, 2021
from previous....
....her last and only support was zen bhai who treated manu like precious, he helped her out in her all tasks from her homework to to corrections to playing to pampering her affectionately showering their love on her, tolerating her mistakes, , fulfilling her long list of wishes, but zen was absolutely helpless,
He and his mother loved manu for one more reason, talkative followed zen, then were born twin boys Hasan and hasam , both mother and zen who desperately wanted a girl child in the family to raise her like a doll princess their dreams were destroyed, both of them together took charge of nanu, fulfilling all her right and wrong demands, believing it was their duty, manu also was aware of their love for her, every time she failed to get proper response from her father she would run to zen and his ammi
Thursday, November 25, 2021
page 88....
....from the school bag a lovely golden blonde doll with blue eyes looked out, 8t was break time, fariha proudly took her doll out from her bag, , all her classmates surrounded her enviously exclaiming what a cute looking doll sge had, , their eyes shone with desire, all those shining eyes also looked at fariha enviously, the doll belonged to her afterall, proudly she explained her uncle had got it from London, along with a doll house and all that package that goes with the doll, her beautiful dresses, she couldn't explain nor could she describe her toys so she promised them to bring each item turn by turn to show them, her voice was a mix of joy, pride and some practical logic, she finally declared nobody around had a doll like hers,
Someone challenged hers was not the ultimate barbie because manu herself possessed a better than her doll and a dollhouse even more luxurious, now manu s head was held the highest with pride at her priceless possession
Wednesday, November 24, 2021
page 82...
....she declared she had something to talk about with Sabina, it won't take much time , zoya was quite reserved and respectful, she put her hand on Sabina s shoulder so Sabina could not say anything, zoya walked towards the chairs arranged on one side in the yard, ,Sabina was obligated to sit by her side, hearing the sound of movement almas looked out of her kitchen window, she saw zoya , about to join her there almas turned to go out but then saw Sabina and zoya were planning to sit themselves in the chairs, almas stopped short pondering over something, she was ready for this since yesterday, that some important discussion was to be expected between them,
Zoya opened her conversation with telling Sabina she must listen carefully to her and if something offended her she must immediately stop her,
Sabina was all ears and Zoya explained Sabina had a right not to forgive him but sahib had a right to his father's proximity and needed him
Tuesday, November 23, 2021
from previous....
.....bano appa s face turned crimson, all she could say was oh you, ,arsalan asked what was it, couldn't he come, he was speaking apparently to his mother but his gaze was fixed on mami, , almas pretended she didn't hear a word , she was certain appa bano was absolutely unaware of what all had happened yesterday, he was sorry for his past behavior and come to take her home, , he was quite straightforward and expressed himself frankly without any roundabout
page 76...
....when they reached the hospital both sherwat and Rahat were in there,
Sheraton bano embraced appa and broke into tears , sge too became emotional, , sge consoled her but the other felt guilty and kept asking for her forgiveness , when she turned to look at almas she became confused and began looking elsewhere
Sunday, November 21, 2021
page 75...ek thi manu
.....bano appa was rather scared when and what her son was about to do, arsalan in a small tray carried two tea cups and entered the room, in his other hand was held a jar, he placed all of them onto the side table, , arsalan handed her her tea and picked up his own and said if she was aware aju mamu was quite seriously ill and his son in law also met with an accident
Bano appa in shirt nodded her head and began sipping her tea, he asked her a leading question if she wanted to see h8m, , she was thinking of that, arsalan encouragingly asked her when would she like to go made her think twice on how her son so suddenly had become so socially helpful but she remained silent not answering him and put back her empty cup, , appa bano now feared moving around on her own, but she didn't want to discuss the matter with arsalan, what a a storm in a cup in the hospital had occurred changing the overall game she was absolutely unaware of , she rang up almas when she was to go to the hospital bano appa would accompany her
page 74....
.....soon enough shehroz returned with arsalan, shehroz held almas s hands , her hands were cold like ice, arsalan was shocked to see almas there and quietly sat down in a corner,, sharwat folding her both hands spoke to him, he quickly stood up because it wasn't clear in the first place and he himself was also confused ever since he had arrived,
She apologized for having told him all lies about Sabina , they had deliberately harmed them both, arsalan had never expected he was invited for thus , she swore, ready to confess in detail how they had schemed to break up their relationship, , the proof of ger wicked deeds was that she was now suffering, , her husband was swinging between life and death precariously, , she asked for his forgiveness, sherwat s voice became emotional, she broke into tears,
In arsalan s eyes flashing fires became visible, he thought of holding mother daughter duo from their scheming heads and smash them together
Friday, November 19, 2021
from previous...
.....sgehroz reached home and sat down outside for a while, past memories and other events were lingering on his mind, attached to the veranda lawn was baji s room, Rahat beghum was also there, they were engrossed in talking amongst themselves, , he didn't much pay attention to them until his name was mentioned and he was drawn to it, she was asking izharuldin ro tell shehroz to get married after that she became silent , perhaps some sickening disgusting statement was choked inside her or it would have poisoned the minds for sure , he encouragingly agreed if shehroz gave his consent she could go forward with the idea , his tone was uncaring, but where was he did he tell any of both about his whereabouts, aju bhaya remained silent and began reading his newspaper
muhabbet zindabad...
....it was early morning when they got the news aju bhai was unwell and rushed to the hospital and immediately admitted there, , almas clutched ger heart for qpast some time sge gad observed hus condition was deteriorating, he had become very weak, , she reached the hospital and was awfully terrified to see her brother connected to so many machines, his pres Today also was a reason to live for and of unconditional support, he had been there for her in all her difficult times and provided her security and proved an unshakable shield always defending her, all he had to say was he was there to solve her problems and all the problems disappeared , she spread out her veil praying for his life and speedy recovery , entire clan was present there, , aju bhaya was good to each and every one
page 59...
....humility teaches understanding of knowledge
Knowledge helps be practical
Practical get power
Power begets destiny
Destiny changes the world
Giving up the materialistic world brings one closer to the end
Ready for the end is association with almighty
Thursday, November 18, 2021
from previous....
.....what house, she asked, she had no home, all her relatives were made to be given up by her and she was dumped,, all she had for her family was her dadi, where else could she go leaving her grandma alone,, when nashrah explained her feelings with flooding eyes Ibrahim was left staring at her, he exited the room saying then she was free to stay there
Nashra looked at dadi who looked extremely weak in these past few hours, silently she in her heart prayed for forgiveness as sge lay down in the nearby couch with her hands folded under her cheek, , she kept on looking at her dadi till her eyes heavy with exhaustion shut and she slept
Somebody called out Nashra softly, she found it hard to open her eyes, Ibrahim stood there with his hands in his trouser pockets, quickly she picked up her veil kept by her pillow side and covered her head respectfully, he was annoyed for if she wanted to sleep she ought to have gone home
Tuesday, November 16, 2021
from previous...
....,she kept on crying from night till morning and from morning to dusk, that terrible man had locked her up in the room and left, a helper pushed a food tray inside towards her that she didn't even glance at, , she was starving and thirsty , her condition was bad, , her eyes were blinded with tears and this darkness had fell on her fate
Today it was asra s wedding day, , she held her spinning head with acute pain in her hands, , she was not aware what would be the scene at home, , she must be missed and others worried looking for her every where, , ammi, dadi and baba must be feeling awful, from uk had arrived phuphu s family to attend the wedding function, , several distant relatives also had arrived, and what an awkward situation for poor darlings ammi and baba who would not know what to say to asra s in laws
Monday, November 15, 2021
from previous..
.....for her household chores were more than enough to keep her occupied, she was under age and not done her matric yet, , in this age usually girls are uncaring and free from all responsibilities but circumstances were against her and she was captive of her situation a covering of seriousness was choking her personality, abba had started to pay more attention and spend more time with his own brothers and their family, , how he hated sadaf
He saw the world through tai s eyes, listening from her ears, perhaps he even thought only from her mind, that's why he found so many flaws in sadaf s work, he did what pleased tai , she was left for a piece of unwanted furniture , nobody cared about her future , her education, her schooling, she was kept so busy she got no time to study, her mind was dulling, , exhausted from whole day's work she fell like a log at night in her cot holding her text books
Sunday, November 14, 2021
page 157....
....inayat appa directed her wisdom filled lecture towards sadaf who was her so called daughter and appa her guardian all matters of security, working women's hostels were notorious and every female resident was supposedly of loose character and as her well wishes she was overly concerned and sighed to save her reputation it wasn't advisable though every woman was different and not fitted in the same mould but the crowd enjoyed scandalous stories to spend their free time charring others , her tone was extremely bitter, with her head Lozada listened to all the sob tales of woe
Continued appa that she knew it how nice sadaf a person was , her habits were clean, nature amiable but the environment was dubious and each and every resident was suspected, some girls are desperate and destitute tossed by ruthless hands of time to stay there and they have no free will no other option and are helpless to face the situation
Sadaf s life story was similar to others, there was nothing new nor different, her mother died when she was very small and other women in the family took up on themselves the responsibility to raise her but they had their limitations, sadaf was treated more like a maid servant than the member of the house
Saturday, November 13, 2021
maa
...the word mother brings a smile on every living soul s face , it defines a beautiful loving unconditionally woman who is ever ready to sacrifice herself to protect her progeny, globally various cultures and social groups have given different names to the same person they call mother who alone sincerely loves them for them, in this modern world nobody has time to spare except the mother they know who raises ten children and never complains feeding clothing and sheltering them from the wild world but these very ten children grow up strong to face the challenges of life but together or single handedly not any of them can support the old weak mother in the end
Friday, November 12, 2021
from...
...not far away is fallen mace from victory
Sleeping on ground will raise collection of stars
....remains still the scribbling of twigs on leaves
It's the time of lightning falling on the spring garden
page 153...
...sleep shall we till the end of universe
Free have we become deposits of valuable sorrows
....a moth in his last dance round the flame said
Become light to live with light
....
gazal...
..... remembering those days as are remembered those nights
Talking of them sentiments flood the eyes
When dusk descends lamps are lit
Heart burns freshening up hurts as night smiles
Moments spent somewhere in life
Sings melodies of sorrowful sighs
Sleep destroys innumerable desires
Patting softly humming lullabies
Beautiful faces often in the hands of life
Don't ask gauhar why get deceived
Wednesday, November 10, 2021
from previous....
.....asra got engaged in a quiet simple ceremony,, from the groom s side arrived his parents and sister and younger brother to perform the ritual,, in their compact drawing room had descended colorful cheerful air, , when masoor s mother put the ring on asra s finger the younger brother was invited to meet his sister in law, and the young man filled with curiosity and interest stepped into the room from the drawing room, nashra thought aloud she had believed her would be brother in law was a kid, her voice was loud enough to hit the young man s ears who startled turned to look at the beautiful attractive nashra sitting with the bride and said he was still a kid to his affectionate family, he handed a beautiful gift pack to asra as he commented, his gaze glued to nashra s face and nashra thought he was there to see his brother s bride and his eyes were stuck on her, dadi sitting on the the other side some distance away instructed firmly to nashra to get up from there because she was rooted to the spot , nashra walked up to rabab ro sit down with her, , asra s sister in law was also around and looking at nashra commented mashallah what a beauty she was
Tuesday, November 9, 2021
from previous...
.....rabab entered the scene of chaos ,both nashra and asra were quarreling ignoring all the priorities and the world around them, nashra blamed asra for picking up arguments asking for her personal belongings unreasonably
There wasn't anymore reason to cry about it for their parents were looking for a suitable date for asra s rukhsati , then nashra can spend all the time in the world peacefully, both asra and nashra were startled to hear rabab, and when was the dreaded day of rukhsati
For heavens sake instead of asking when ask where is she going after her rukhsati, in a mock sorrow rabab said its not when but where to that is more important , nashra taunted it was high time asra left her in peace but asra stayed silent
How would rabab know of it all, was there any matrimonial proposal sent, , the air became serious , rabab had just overheard ammi and dadi talking
Monday, November 8, 2021
page 23...
....it wasn't certain how long they had traveled before with a jolt the vehicle entered an open gate and stopped, he stepped down and walked around to open her door and asked pari to get down, she looked at him tiredly, he argued what was she staring at and must quickly get out of the vehicle,, she had not liked being touched and this was an absolute nightmare that she was against her wish brought somewhere, calling her pari frequently he had kidnapped her, she will definitely take revenge, just give her a chance, , she was ready to explode with the lavae of her suppressed anger , she stepped out and gave that man a push and blindly ran towards the gate he lost his balance from her unexpected attack and straightened himself and ran after her, she was caught, the gates were already shut, how swiftly someone gad closed them , she swore she wasn't pari, , it was some ugly mistake
Sunday, November 7, 2021
page 22...
....grandma quickly asked where were they to go
Wherever nashra decides because barira had arrived on nashra s invite , she had phoned her that appi and children were bored so an outing drive was planned shrugging barira explained,
That girl nashra just needed a reason to enjoy outdoors, , she had oil massaged her head and will return in minutes all ready and shampooed, grandma glared at nashra who ran inside, , rabbit moaned let her be because they also didn't get a chance quite often to be driving around, grandma reluctantly allowed them to go out driving in borrowed car with tagline not to get used to borrowed luxuries and part time joys adding she belonged to the breed that used public carriage and old fashioned rickshaws to reach somewhere , her neck stiffened as she craned her neck with pride to look at barira
Saturday, November 6, 2021
page 19...
...the vehicle was flying past and her heart seemed to be sinking, her vision darkened, she turned silent after screaming and shouting on top volume of her voice, ,sge had fought and hit and beaten up the man who was driving the vehicle holding the steering wheel with one strong hand and with his other clutched hers not letting her escape, he was driving quite rash , city lights seemed to rush backwards and scenery floated , she didn't know where was her driving her to, , coincidentally or deliberately she had been taken hostage, this mere idea was hair-raising and spirit crushing, , she felt her body and mind lose consciousness
Friday, November 5, 2021
from previous...
.....yahoo screamed nashra as soon as she opened the door announcing manza appi had come, in a tired voice the appi asked her to let her at least step into the house, , nashra in her enthusiasm and sentiments had forgotten to give her visitor way , , courteously she asked appi to come in, speaking to her she took her traveling bag from her, , how long will you be staying, asked nashra looking at the overloaded bag happily, appi twined herself around grandma sitting on the cot and replied to nashra for a few days was she visiting, pinching Jaya s cheeks nashra excitedly declared it was going to be real fun time, maharaja had dropped them at grandma s, manza quietly answered her grandma s queries quasar was fine so was her mother in law, grandma keenly observed her, , sadaf beghum came to embrace her daughter and sit by her side, mother suggested looking at her daughter manza she was tired from traveling and must freshen up first
Thursday, November 4, 2021
page 15..
....asrah pushed Nashua aside to run towards the door,, she couldn't change before leaving for school, her senior would kill her for being late, Nashra collapsed in her grandma s lap slowly, , she was banking classes today she explained because there weren't too many active lessons and she wasn't in school but in college, she unsuccessfully tried to suppress her yawn, , grandma moaned what kind of educational institution she was attending where teachers didn't bother, teachers were uninvolved and students absent , every day was a Sunday, grandma scowled at her granddaughter, nashra stiffened her neck pruning in being a college goer , her grandma would not understand four times a week was enough for proper classes and on other days it was as you wish , her attitude was quite uncaring
Wednesday, November 3, 2021
page 15...
....how dare you put on my clothes Nashra shouted on top of her voice she stared at asra with boiling eyes, , asra explained her suit wasn't ready so ....the statement was left unfinished, nashra yelled giving asra a piece of her mind that she was had failed to successfully complete her domestic chores nor was she accomplished in managing her own affairs , now she would be misusing her attire and jewelry , what an amazingly stupid fool asra was, nashra instructed her to quickly take off all her jewelry and clothes, nashra s body language was aggressive with her screaming glaring snapping fingers wagging tongue and one arm on her waist
Asra was leaving for school , her suggestion was to wait till she was back from school, nashra argued on her return asra habitually went to bed and stayed there resting with her mid day meal served in her room, asra would dirty her clothes and also the bedsheets eating her lunch in bed relaxing
Tuesday, November 2, 2021
page 12...
....o God, so much shopping also proves a nuisance to life shifting all the brands in shopping bags she carried from one hand to another , fingers were quite paining and swollen and red, but she was the reigning shopping queen, , she turned to see irritability at baju who was exiting the mall cheerfully but stopped midway to embrace warmly a woman and getting engrossed in quite an informal gossip that would take uncertain time to end, , her irritability increased and she waved with her red swollen fingers to baju to cut her gossip short and come back just for a fraction of a second baju glanced in that direction , she lifted the car keys gesturing, , so what they were to do was to wait for baju 8n the car better than standing midway tiring themselves out, , she glared angrily at the sunlight and walked at top fast pace crossing the parking area to reach the car and open the bank door, and dumped the shopping bags on the back seat before banging the door shut, she then opened the front door and almost collapsed into her driving seat
Monday, November 1, 2021
page 85...
....she had fixed her grandson s picture in her mobile fondly and called h8m sahib lovingly, sahib had turned three months old but the ice settled in arsalan s heart did not melt, it was widely floating that Sabina and arsalan had separated,, the mischievous would gleefully ask leading questions, it was then that Sabina decided to get rid off all the surrounding negativity and joined a school, sahib was left with almas under her protective wing,, appa bano sent a maid s daughter to help them
Azma s new flat was built and ready, her children s school was located closer to almas house, her husband safyan also wanted she stayed with her almas khala so they didn't move into the new apartment, almas could not stop it , she couldn't tell them it was not right nor practical nor possible but when azma arrived almas liked her presence around more over there was not a soul more considerate gentle and kind than azma
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