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...living in fear  was killing her,  all that she wanted was  freedom from her confined life,  life was suffocating,  she wanted to do things  her way to her liking  as she wanted  of her choice,  her other classmates  were free to choose and decide,  they all dressed up  trendy,  wore makeup  , listened to music,  going  for drama shows  but her bhabhi was  barring her from enjoying life in its simplest moments 

Is this how you treat children,  from now  you must know how to cover yourself,  how to dress up properly how to walk and how to eat, if she learns all the right things and proper behavior  soon enough she will  take off to soaring but trendy attire,  modern music  going out to theaters will certainly spoil her , she ought to be kept tightly under  control,  bhabhi would  doubtfully  look at her,  telling ammi what all dangers  round the corners await  , bhabhi indirectly   let ammi feel guilty for not raising her daughter  correctly  and the correct way only bhabhi  knew 

Ammi tried to explain  to Tara  this wasn't the right age to dress  fashionable,  later on she could  have as much fun as she could,  that bhabhi was right about drama shows and loud music,  these are merely sinful distractions,  stay away from temptations  because they are worthless