Sunday, January 22, 2023

Dana pani

....why  did you open the letter from  sajtta
Nowhere is it said  we are done 
Murad tried to  press the trigger   but it wouldn't work,  his gaze stopped on motiya  s neck  where his gun was pointed on   her shapely ivory smooth neck  he could see her drinking water  rippling down some days ago,  if he had shot her how could he have seen her boiling blood  fountain  gushing  from that very neck,  had he turned himself unsentimental  her dying before his eyes  was still  intolerable 
He wished she would run away like  sayyad the coward,  but she didn't,  instead of choosing to escape she was rooted  to the spot 
How stubborn and unfaithful she was  or she perhaps believed it he couldn't kill her,  if it's her vanity  then it suited her
He lowered his gun and didn't fire at her,  she rightly  knew he couldn't take her life  but how could she doubt him, motiya wasn't scared of death  , it was the doubt  shaking her, true lovers never doubt each other 
Go away motiya,  I discard you  from my heart 
As he let her go something in her heart  hit her  like a gunshot 
You saved my life once,  you are free , you just no longer are mine,  go find someone you love,  you are dead to me,  live for someone else,  Murad didn't wait to see her break into tears,  he just turned and  walked through the canopy of trees quickly to reach his horse and rapidly disappear out of sight  headed towards the haveli 
Motiya was left there  buried in shame 
Go motiya just go away  resonated in her mind   , her whole persona was shattered and broken down 

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