mushghala

....each and every person  makes his own life  interesting  with  hobbies and interests 

The  ultimate matter with him was  that everyone believed he gad no interests in life , that he was boring  and uninteresting,  that  it was difficult to lead a life with such h a person  who has no spare time engaging activities  because  such a man is a drag

The real   problem was that  he couldn't tell anyone about his interests 

I have spent  the best phase of my life though  I am  suffering from  health problems,  every person  has to go through setbacks in life and yet sometimes he must pause to reflect  about his past life,  this is exactly what I am doing right now 

I should be saying  I  was the most loving husband and perfect father  but unfortunately  my loved dear ones were  cruelly snatched away from me 

Other aspects of my personality  are  kept secret and hidden even from my  dearest Stella,  these are the memories always haunting me