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-rashid  got  up  to  sit  next  to  the  professor  saying  he  was  mad  and  also  turning  him crazy  , but  the  professor  was  trying  to  present  his  view  point, what  did  he  get  after  all, not  this  world, not  the  after  world,  not  his  beloved  nor  the  wealth, not  his  love  nor  his  relatives , his  sister  nilofer  also  was  enjoying  life  forgotten was  he by  her  , no  body  bothered  to  look for  him,    reality  was  absolutely  different  from what  he  had  thought,  his  loss  was greater  than  his  gain, his  life  was  wasted  , he  was  finished like  him, rashid  stopped  him from talking  nonsense