from previous-

-she  continued, she  had  always  truly  loved  only  him, how  could  she  see  him  feeling  disgusted  with  her  and  her  illness, her  condition will  deteriorate  and  his  life   was  on the  up, he  was  definitely  going  to  make  it  a  success  but  with her  as  a  burden  he  will  tire  out  of  her , he  will  start  ignoring  her, he  will wish  her  out  of  his  life   when  she  will need  him the  most , she  can not  accept  this  all
-he  debated  brain was  so  plastic  whatever  direction you  give  it  it  takes  that  shape  and  size  and  turns  in that  direction  moulding  itself, she  must  think positively , or  ones  thoughts  can  either  make  or  mar  him  , lifting  one  to  the  heights  of  the  skies  and  beyond  or  turning  them to  a  mere  spec  in the  dust  under  his  feet, 
-she  had  become  a  spec  of  dust