from previous....

....sarmad s younger sister lived  there so when appa was sent on the hajj wife was overwhelmed with glee,  wife had begun to  mislead appa to  stay up all night and get an 3xtra hour of that pleasant sleep early morning  but appa was always there early  activating the household  not allowing anyone  an extra wink  of  sleep,  when appa was gone  wicked ideas popped up in wife s mind , she  spoke to sarmad  not directly  but in spiral round about way expressing  how fortunate are those who have a chance to go on tbe hajj and never return  , hinting let appa  never return  , but sarmad reacted absolutely differently,  he promised  he will definitely take wife with him on the hajj but return home alone 

Wife asked  almighty in her heart to forgive her for her crookedness

She had seen sarmad s  wishes were always fulfilled 

She was terrified