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....getting down in Lahore he had hissed into  neha s ear, it wasn't Lahore but he'll  for her, , in the beginning  he  was verbally abusive   but she had silently  accepted  her  fate and this vegan to irritate  him,  now he began  physically  harassing her, , sge cursed  ashman as much as she could,  sge would  get up at odd times  to offer  prayers  praying   he had a girl child  and  whose fate was exactly like neha s

Then  sge stopped after a while  praying  and   started  to think of taking revenge  from  ashman,  she spent  day and night  seeing herself  as ashman  s murderer,  different methods  in her mind  passed,  she could burn him alive  or stab him, she was blessed with a son, , she for some time  hoped  rayan would change  but  he turned  even more  cruel  and  worse,  he didn't care nor took responsibility of her ration grocery  and clothes,   as years passed by  all her ties were  cut off from  her relatives and friends,  nobody knew where  did  neha live  with  rayan, he turned to drinking and if she  demanded  basic things for  Qamar all she got was a beating and   bad 

words , now she  also had to change  and didn't stay silent,  she  would retaliate,  ratan gad completely  left her helpless  destitute,  she was angry with her family for  abandoning  her, she could  sew and asked her neighbors  who pitied her and  gave her work