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....azm would  keep a very  meager amount  and hand over  all his  salary  every month  to amma whose etes flooded with emotional storms  showering  lots of loving  blessings on him, azm had learnt to manage his  personal sentiments and kept his  thoughts to himself  and reached  his elder brother az8m s in laws  house,  his other two colleagues were staying in the hotel and insisted he too stayed with them but he had other plans,  the office was paying  handsomely,  he was saving the daily allowance for  roshni,  he consoled himself  as he stopped to knock at his brother's  door  that it was not  a matter of debate to stay there,  on the third count the door opened  , a girl stood there  silently  with  questioning  eyes, he asked if aazim bhai was home, her answer was as short as  his question that  at this time he was away 

He explained  he was younger brother of aazim come from  multan,  it was necessary to introduce himself hoping tge door would be  opened wide  but her face remained  blank and expressionless  as  before,  azim returned home after  seven  in the evening and she promised to inform azim about his  arrival then,  her attitude suggested he must leave now,  a sense  of defeat   ran through his entire  body,  , the  luggage he carried  clearly  defined he was a traveler