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...no dear aziz said ashman   Fatima  this year was very upset  for her ailing father,  during  her entire  semester  specially  during the exams,  everyone was kind of mentally betting  between  her and ashman who  would hold  the top posing the finals aziz laughing  said let us pray her father  falls sick and she gets upset  and loses her position 

Ashman thought there could be many more other reasons for her to get upset besides her father  getting ill

He almost  asked aziz  to do something to keep Fatima omar out of his way to success 

Aziz carefully looked at Ashman and patting him  promised to help him out 

Ashman thanked his friend for being so supportive  it was certain he will  arrange something somehow on the other hand he maintained  friendly amiable  conduct with her in all outdoor group activities,  talking to her politely,  not being rude,  avoiding  sarcasm,  showing positive  attitude,   but he always  avoided  eye contact  lest she saw hatred for her 8n his eyes  because then that's what he believed  that he hated her , it was only after she was dead ge suddenly realized he had never hated her but was  in love with her,  missing her charming presence