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...harim returned home to sit for long hours inside her cloed room  lost in thoughts,  her ears still  resonated with Umar  s   words  he had  uttered  somehow  with his eyes shut...harim  please never leave me alone,  life won't be possible without you,  she sobbed softly,  she was  a ruined personality,  what could she give anyone anyway  with nothing  she had,  she reverered  Umar  with  all her mind and heart,  he had built an incredible  place in her mind  and she also knew  where did she stand in life,  she began thinking  what if his love  she had  received in her past  years life would have been completely different for her,  perhaps in that case  the man  asif also could not have entered her life  to whom she  had  got engaged,  who just  fled away  when he saw what her situation and  condition was,  he never came back for her,  only recently she and  Aruba  got the breaking news  he  had got married