hum bojh nahi

....where are you,  where to find you  arises spoke out loud to himself,  it was his  habit  to think aloud,  he would  sit in a chair  tired after his work  with his back  resting against the back of the chair  he spent  time thinking aloud  with eyes shut, she was also so lost that didn't   turn to cast another glance   , he  looked for her every where  but   he couldn't find her, three years  passed  and he couldn't find her,  there wasn't any clue of her whereabouts  and  no track of her location , wasn't she  aware of his  sentiments,  if course she knew of his feelings for her, arise had  openly  expressed his  feelings to her,  he looked at her picture in his wallet..zonash, you are very bad,  all this was included  in his  daily routine 

Sometimes  we  unwittingly  treat our  children  unfairly  just because we don't trust  almighty  s judgment  and  we take  control  of all the plans and decisions  in life  and that is exactly what amma did  after abba s  demise  amma  took full control of her elder son and trusting nobody not even almighty she took her son's support in all the matters